tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.
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HakunaMatata
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by HakunaMatata » Fri May 02, 2008 10:53 am
Triggered.
I want to cut. But it won't be 'good' enough.
Want to smoke. Or get high. But if I get high that's my last lot of pills, I've lost my contacts now. Which scares me, I need to know they're there 'just in case'. Or overdose to try and ignore the fact I'm
fat and out of control
I want to be able to explain this to B, so he understands. He won't, he;ll jsut worry and try to help but end up saying the wrong thigns like anyone else.

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treasure
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by treasure » Fri May 02, 2008 11:34 am
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by Spidey » Fri May 02, 2008 12:39 pm
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by PassingCloud » Fri May 02, 2008 12:40 pm
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by Chey Kizoxie » Fri May 02, 2008 7:02 pm
I feel very nevrous. I want to call up a friend i havnt spoken to in years but I really want to talk to her again. She left so suddenly and she was a great friend. I want to give her a call but im afraid. I feel like I need positive thoughts to do this.
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by Chey Kizoxie » Fri May 02, 2008 7:30 pm
I am slightly dissapointed with myself. I missed this friend by one day. I left a message and hopefully she will either email or phone me.
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by vampirelover » Fri May 02, 2008 9:07 pm
i cant feel but i want to so i guess numb
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*Ally*
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by *Ally* » Sat May 03, 2008 4:44 am
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worried
okish
excitted
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by lily_trying » Sat May 03, 2008 8:04 am
sick, alone, weak.

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treasure
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by treasure » Sat May 03, 2008 8:10 am
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by VowsOfSadness » Sat May 03, 2008 6:44 pm
antsy
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by Chey Kizoxie » Sat May 03, 2008 7:52 pm
like i have a migrane
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by zombiepeople » Sat May 03, 2008 11:00 pm
Mildly panicky because I'm trying to get a lot of stuff done and my microsoft word program is hating me
Like i have a headache
Pissed off
Tired
Wanting to hide in a little corner until all this stuff I have to do somehow magically goes away
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amyfairy
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by amyfairy » Sat May 03, 2008 11:45 pm
tired
stressed
tired tired tired
okay
excited
tired.
FAT.
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by Glockenspiel » Sat May 03, 2008 11:52 pm
A little hungry
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Silent_Tears
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by Silent_Tears » Sun May 04, 2008 2:15 am
restless, depressed, agitated, sick to my stomach ... and urgy.

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amyfairy
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by amyfairy » Sun May 04, 2008 11:39 pm
incredibly tired
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disgusting
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by breathing » Sun May 04, 2008 11:47 pm
I am effing anxious...
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by silent_end » Mon May 05, 2008 1:58 am
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sleepy
anxious
worried
dreading tomorow
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Never Again
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by Never Again » Mon May 05, 2008 2:42 am
hate myself. hate hate hate hate hate.
abandoned.
sad.
pissed off.
triggered.
fat, ugly.
alone.
urgy.
scarred.
I have love. I have love but I don't know where to put it.