Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by HakunaMatata » Fri May 02, 2008 10:53 am

Triggered.
I want to cut. But it won't be 'good' enough.
Want to smoke. Or get high. But if I get high that's my last lot of pills, I've lost my contacts now. Which scares me, I need to know they're there 'just in case'. Or overdose to try and ignore the fact I'm fat and out of control
I want to be able to explain this to B, so he understands. He won't, he;ll jsut worry and try to help but end up saying the wrong thigns like anyone else.

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Post by treasure » Fri May 02, 2008 11:34 am

restless, lonely, anxious
treasure
virtual hugs welcome.
shiny place or old place

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Post by Spidey » Fri May 02, 2008 12:39 pm

nervous
there is, in the end, the letting go.
-marya hornbacher

spidey immer voran
(spidey ever onward)

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Post by PassingCloud » Fri May 02, 2008 12:40 pm

sad, anxious, unhappy
yet... strangely active. :-?
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Fri May 02, 2008 7:02 pm

I feel very nevrous. I want to call up a friend i havnt spoken to in years but I really want to talk to her again. She left so suddenly and she was a great friend. I want to give her a call but im afraid. I feel like I need positive thoughts to do this.

Chey Kizoxie

Post by Chey Kizoxie » Fri May 02, 2008 7:30 pm

I am slightly dissapointed with myself. I missed this friend by one day. I left a message and hopefully she will either email or phone me.

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Post by vampirelover » Fri May 02, 2008 9:07 pm

i cant feel but i want to so i guess numb
longest with no slips - 2 years , 6 months
time since last slip : 2 days

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Post by *Ally* » Sat May 03, 2008 4:44 am

tired
worried
okish
excitted

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Post by lily_trying » Sat May 03, 2008 8:04 am

sick, alone, weak. :oops:

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Post by treasure » Sat May 03, 2008 8:10 am

cold, anxious
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Sat May 03, 2008 6:44 pm

antsy
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!

Chey Kizoxie

Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sat May 03, 2008 7:52 pm

like i have a migrane

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Post by zombiepeople » Sat May 03, 2008 11:00 pm

Mildly panicky because I'm trying to get a lot of stuff done and my microsoft word program is hating me

Like i have a headache

Pissed off

Tired

Wanting to hide in a little corner until all this stuff I have to do somehow magically goes away
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Post by amyfairy » Sat May 03, 2008 11:45 pm

tired
stressed
tired tired tired
okay
excited
tired.
FAT.

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Post by Glockenspiel » Sat May 03, 2008 11:52 pm

A little hungry
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Post by Silent_Tears » Sun May 04, 2008 2:15 am

restless, depressed, agitated, sick to my stomach ... and urgy. :(
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Fighting everyday to stay SI free. 8 years and counting. It does get easier. I just wish the thoughts would go away completely.

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Post by amyfairy » Sun May 04, 2008 11:39 pm

incredibly tired
as if i cannot function
disgusting
okay, though

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Post by breathing » Sun May 04, 2008 11:47 pm

I am effing anxious...

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Post by silent_end » Mon May 05, 2008 1:58 am

odd
tired
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anxious
worried
dreading tomorow
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Post by Never Again » Mon May 05, 2008 2:42 am

hate myself. hate hate hate hate hate.
abandoned.
sad.
pissed off.
triggered.
fat, ugly.
alone.
urgy.
scarred.
I have love. I have love but I don't know where to put it.

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