Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0
- HakunaMatata
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Triggered.
I want to cut. But it won't be 'good' enough.
Want to smoke. Or get high. But if I get high that's my last lot of pills, I've lost my contacts now. Which scares me, I need to know they're there 'just in case'. Or overdose to try and ignore the fact I'm fat and out of control
I want to be able to explain this to B, so he understands. He won't, he;ll jsut worry and try to help but end up saying the wrong thigns like anyone else.
I want to cut. But it won't be 'good' enough.
Want to smoke. Or get high. But if I get high that's my last lot of pills, I've lost my contacts now. Which scares me, I need to know they're there 'just in case'. Or overdose to try and ignore the fact I'm fat and out of control
I want to be able to explain this to B, so he understands. He won't, he;ll jsut worry and try to help but end up saying the wrong thigns like anyone else.
Ache-me se for capaz HM's place- everyone welcome but please read first post!
'Love is worth everything. How much are you willing to risk?'~Umara, gone forever, forgotten never.
'You can't put a price on happiness. Follow your dreams'~ Mithz
I don't like country and western. I don't like rock music, I don't like rockabilly or rock and roll particularly. I don't like much, really, do I? But what I do like, I love passionately. ~ The Pet Shop Boys
- PassingCloud
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sad, anxious, unhappy
yet... strangely active.
yet... strangely active.
[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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- vampirelover
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- lily_trying
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- VowsOfSadness
- sock rocker
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antsy
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a
I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.
Drop by my place & say hi
Ask me anything!!!
I'm fully Recovered!
I always love a
Drop by my place & say hi
Ask me anything!!!
I'm fully Recovered!
- zombiepeople
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Mildly panicky because I'm trying to get a lot of stuff done and my microsoft word program is hating me
Like i have a headache
Pissed off
Tired
Wanting to hide in a little corner until all this stuff I have to do somehow magically goes away
Like i have a headache
Pissed off
Tired
Wanting to hide in a little corner until all this stuff I have to do somehow magically goes away
"Wouldn't it be great to heal the world with only a song?"
~Serj Tankian
"Honking Antelope
~Serj Tankian
"Honking Antelope
- Glockenspiel
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- Silent_Tears
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restless, depressed, agitated, sick to my stomach ... and urgy.
Silent's Poetry Spot
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My PBH
Fighting everyday to stay SI free. 8 years and counting. It does get easier. I just wish the thoughts would go away completely.
My Place- Everyone Welcome
My PBH
Fighting everyday to stay SI free. 8 years and counting. It does get easier. I just wish the thoughts would go away completely.
- silent_end
- cow control
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odd
tired
sleepy
anxious
worried
dreading tomorow
tired
sleepy
anxious
worried
dreading tomorow
I think I'm falling off Into a state of regression
The expiration date Rapidly coming up
It's leaving me behind to rank
Whispering secrets in vain
Frantically searching for someone to hear
Their story before they hit ground
- Never Again
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