Place to cry

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by caged bird » Mon Sep 01, 2003 5:15 pm

:cry:
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Being almost devastated is horrible because it lingers. But total devastation brings a kind of peace. It lets you give up.
Thieves and Kings: Volume Two by Mark Oakly

The line between normal and crazy seemed impossibly thin. A person would have to be an expert tightrope walker in order not to fall.
Running with scissors - Augusten Burroughs

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Post by skittles33 » Mon Sep 01, 2003 7:15 pm

I want to cry, I need to, but I can't. nothing will come.
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( i give up.[/img]
if you are a friend and want to contact me, pm me and i'll give you my info

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Post by Shaz » Tue Sep 02, 2003 8:26 am

i'm such a failure...
:bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl:
:bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl:
i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will i be denied Christ
tourniquet
my suicide
-EVANESCENCE

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Post by piglet » Tue Sep 02, 2003 10:25 pm

Just :1cries: , that's all...
"It is joy to be hidden, but disaster not to be found" (Winnicott)

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Post by racewithdeath » Thu Sep 04, 2003 5:07 am

there arent any faces that show how pathetic i look.
:oops: :oops: :oops: *sob* :oops: :oops: :oops:

:bawl: :bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl: :bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl:

:bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl:

:bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl: :bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl:

:bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl:

:bawl: :bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl: :bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl:

:bawl: :bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl: :bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl:

:bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl:

:bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl:

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"she thinks im crazy. and i am sometimes,
but when i ain't... i got more sense 'an any of
you. and right now, i ain't!!"
~Chicago(the play)
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the past has left it's stain
now i feel the shame
i'll seize the day
if you take away
the chains of years today
~lifehouse
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at times lifes unfair
and you know its plain to see
hey God i know im just a dot in this world
have you forgot about me?
~creed

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Post by Tori » Sat Sep 06, 2003 8:43 pm

:cry: :cry: :cry:

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Post by raven » Sun Sep 07, 2003 4:22 am

i wish i could. i wish i could. i wish i could.

:bawl:

please

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"life is short but sweet for certain."
^dave matthews band

"I don't understand how you manage to love a mob of birds that has just tried to kill you."
"Oh, Fletch, you don't love that! You have to practice and see the real gull, the good in every one of them, and to help them see it in themselves. That's what I mean by love."
^richard bach, jonathan livingston seagull

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Abi
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Post by Abi » Sun Sep 07, 2003 9:19 am

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
The only thing that's constant is change

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Post by SilentSoul » Sun Sep 07, 2003 6:05 pm

:cry: :evil: :o :argggh:

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Post by vollenda » Mon Sep 08, 2003 8:27 pm

I cry all the time.
I'm tired of crying.
I can't stop crying.
:bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl:
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Lie here and rest your head
And dream of something else instead
~Dido~

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Post by piglet » Fri Sep 12, 2003 9:42 pm

I have cried so many tears this week that I may finally have run out. My face is finally dry. But inside I feel like I am still weeping. when will it end?
:1cries:
"It is joy to be hidden, but disaster not to be found" (Winnicott)

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Post by piglet » Fri Sep 12, 2003 9:45 pm

So they didn't stop for long... :bawl:
"It is joy to be hidden, but disaster not to be found" (Winnicott)

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Post by buttercup » Fri Sep 12, 2003 10:54 pm

(((((((piglet))))))) havent seen your name around for a while. hope things are okay ish.
im always here to listen to u.

debz xx
formally known as debz!! :)

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Post by no_angel » Fri Sep 12, 2003 11:28 pm

:shakehead: :1cries: :bawl:
i'm scared... i'm sick... and don't know what to do...
and i don't want to be alone right now

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Post by Laura » Sat Sep 13, 2003 6:27 pm

I wish I could cry irl, but can't so this'll have to do instead:
:bsad: :bawl: :1cries: :bsad: :bawl: :1cries: :bsad: :bawl: :1cries: :bsad: :bawl: :1cries: :bsad: :bawl: :1cries: :bsad: :bawl: :1cries: :bsad: :bawl: :1cries: :bsad: :bawl: :1cries: :bsad: :bawl: :1cries: :bsad: :bawl: :1cries: :bsad: :bawl: :1cries: :bsad: :bawl: :1cries:
Laura :shakehead:
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Post by Jessie » Sun Sep 14, 2003 7:28 pm

I cried so much yesterday that i think i've run out of tears

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Post by ShellyT » Sun Sep 14, 2003 10:39 pm

:bsad:
Essentially SI free for a 10 years now. Go me!

After all that bus has done for me in the past, I'm giving back. :heart:

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Post by ~Claire~ » Mon Sep 15, 2003 4:25 pm

thnk u sooooo much 4 this, i've needed 2 cry 4 mnths but havnt had the courage 2 admit it 2 myself.

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

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Post by Shaz » Tue Sep 16, 2003 9:39 am

:bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl:
i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will i be denied Christ
tourniquet
my suicide
-EVANESCENCE

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Shaz
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Post by Shaz » Fri Sep 19, 2003 3:12 pm

:bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl:
i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will i be denied Christ
tourniquet
my suicide
-EVANESCENCE

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