Right now I feel... Version 3.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Spidey » Tue Aug 18, 2015 4:41 am

betrayed. unheard.

aka: the usual
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by treasure » Fri Sep 04, 2015 2:08 am

really anxious
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by TheRockingHorse » Fri Sep 04, 2015 4:00 pm

out of control
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by childofchaos831 » Fri Sep 04, 2015 11:14 pm

a little triggered
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by jadestarwalking » Sat Sep 05, 2015 2:15 am

triggered, scared, and starting to go into flashbacks.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Kaleb » Tue Sep 08, 2015 12:33 pm

Conflicted ..
But so unable to word it ..
:purpstar: Hold Fast To Your Dreams, For If Dreams Die, Life Is a Broken Winged Bird, That Cannot Fly :purpstar:

If you think outside the box there's no such thing as square one.

No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
Whichever way you wear your crown,
Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Tue Sep 29, 2015 4:23 am

Lonely

Depressed
I am a poor freezingly cold soul
So far from where
I intended to go
Scavenging through life`s very constant lulls
So far from where I`m determined to go
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Mustard Seed » Sat Oct 10, 2015 1:29 am

doomed
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by treasure » Sun Dec 06, 2015 7:02 am

i don't know what the emotions are but it feels a bit like i'm imploding and exploding at the same time. weight on my shoulders and pressure in my stomach. going to try and do whatever calming things i can think of...
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by breathing » Tue Jun 14, 2016 6:49 am

Unwanted and undesirable
Lonely
Fearful of my inner dark thoughts
Like I wish I was "more well" mentally
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Alexander » Fri Jun 17, 2016 8:36 am

scared
uncertain
lost
alone
grieving
betrayed
nervous
hopeless
trapped

unmoored and drifting out to sea…
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Kaleb » Wed Jul 06, 2016 1:05 am

Conflicted ..

Someone from my past messaged me ..
I'm not sure if I want to reply or not .. I feel so confused about it.
I'm so happy with my life as it is now .. I'm getting married next year and I've got a new job, some good friends, I guess this person messaging me just out of the blue was a massive shock. It's a perfectly innocent message don't get me wrong, I just feel conflicted and a little part of me wants to reply, but part of me just doesn't want to revisit that part of my life.
Ahhhhhhhh
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If you think outside the box there's no such thing as square one.

No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
Whichever way you wear your crown,
Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Akor » Tue Jul 26, 2016 1:35 am

Calm, headache, emoitionless. Oddly not guilty over yesterday's slips.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Sat Jul 30, 2016 4:38 am

Lonely

Empty

Numb
I am a poor freezingly cold soul
So far from where
I intended to go
Scavenging through life`s very constant lulls
So far from where I`m determined to go
Seasick Yet Still Docked by Morrissey

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Alexander » Sat Jul 30, 2016 11:37 am

So sick to my stomach
Afraid for the future
Scared I may have messed up this latest plan for harm reduction
Like I need to cry but if I start I'll never stop

GRIEF more wide than all the oceans and deserts of the world

lonely longing for a dog and that simple love I know how to do

sick of living here
hate it here

Angry, frustrated, stuck.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Akor » Sun Aug 14, 2016 6:28 am

Not right, insecure, unsafe, worthless,sorry
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by disastercake » Mon Aug 15, 2016 3:26 am

Lost, out to sea without sails or an anchor, adrift.
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you will walk the earth with your eyes turned skywards,
for there you have been,
and there you long to return..."
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by treasure » Fri Aug 26, 2016 11:58 am

sad and angry

going to try music, then not sure. maybe the anger would be best with something physical but the sadness wants me to curl up in a ball.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Spidey » Tue Aug 30, 2016 8:03 pm

Confused. Scared. A bit excited.



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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by disastercake » Sat Sep 10, 2016 3:35 am

Excited
Nostalgic
Hurt
Conflicted
Everything and nothing
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