I'm tired of coping.

[Glockenspiel]

I can cope. I can play games. I can clean my house. I can do my work for money. I can exercise. I can do all that stuff and more and it makes me forget or makes me happy or gives me energy.

But soon after I'm doing these things, I go back to feeling hopeless and like everything is meaningless.

I'm sick of coping.

I want to thrive.

[Lofticries]

I hear you.

I keep telling myself that this is just something that's going to take time. That this is just something I will go through until I get the right combination of meds and manage to work through disordered patterns, thoughts and behaviours.
I'm sick of being at this point in my life. Why should I have to deal with all this when other people can just float through life, or are at least able to function.

One day I will thrive and do well. I'm talented and once I'm through this I'll be able to use my experience to create something better.

[Glockenspiel]

Best of luck to you!

[Glockenspiel]

Thanks for the offer. I wish there were something you could do. Unfrotunately, I don't know what I should do, so I can't tell you.

[Lofticries]

^

Wish there was an easier way. Just keep yourself afloat for now and keep working through things. One day I'm sure you can get there.