What song describes how you're feeling?

[Eisa]

Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
or how the pressure was fed/but
I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head

It's like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face that watches everytime I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
The face inside is here in me/right underneath my skin

It's like I'm/paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a/whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I/can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

I know I've got a face in me
Points out all the mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia's probably worse
I don't know what set me off first but I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can
But everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face that watches everytime they lie
A face that laughs everytime they fall
(And watches everything)
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too/right inside your skin

It's like I'm/paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a/whirlwind, inside of my head
It's like I/can't stop, what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath the skin

It's like I'm/paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a/whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I/can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

(The face inside is right beneath your skin)
(The face inside is right beneath your skin)
(The face inside is right beneath your skin)

The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me

(The sun)
It's like I'm/paranoid looking over my back
It's like a/whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I/can't stop what I'm hearing within
(I feel the light betray me)
It's like the face inside is right beneath your skin
(The sun)
It's like I'm/paranoid looking over my back
It's like a/whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I/can't stop what I'm hearing within
(I feel the light betray me)
It's like I/can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like I/can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

[Linkin Park: "Papercut"]

[Neviah]

its bad that i just sat and sang that to myself isnt it? love that song

[Eisa]

^Of course that's not bad!


This is what I am, isn't it.

Sugarcult: "Daddy's Little Defect"

I dont dont dont believe i fell asleep talk's a waste of time
the roller coaster that I rode with her on valentines
and all i see i dont dont dont believe
and what you see is what you get with me
wasting all your time
going all the way, looking so helpless
everyday
daddy's little defect
all the same
keep your secret away from me
if you want to be mine
so dont dont dont make a sound your fathers around to play with your head
a gift wrapped guilt-trip kisses left you naked in your bed
and all i see i don't don't don't believe
and what you see is what you get with me
wasting all your time
wasting all your time
(chorus x 2)
letting go, letting go again, letting go
let 'em go, and you're left with nothing
let go it will be alright
doesn't matter cause its free to waste your life
I don't don't don't believe I fell asleep talks a waste of time
the roller coaster that I ride with her
wasting all your time
wasting all your time
(chorus x 3)

[capricorn]

I can remember the very first time I cried
How I wiped my eyes and buried the pain inside
All of my memories - good and bad - that's past
Didn't even take the time to realise
Starin' at the cracks in the walls
Cuz I'm waiting for it all to come to an end
Still I curl up right under the bed
Cuz its takin' over my head all over again

Do you even know who you are?
I guess I'm tryin' to find
A borrowed dream or a superstar?
I want to be a star
Is life good to you or is it bad?
I can't tell anymore
Do you even know what you have?

Lyin' awake watchin' the sunlight
How the birds would sing as I count the rings around my eyes
Constantly pushing the world I know aside
I don't even feel the pain, I don't even want to try
I'm lookin' for a way to become
The person that I dreamt of when I was sixteen
Oh, nothin' is ever enough
Ooh, baby, it ain't enough for what it may seem

Do you even know who you are?
I'm still tryin' to find
A borrowed dream or a superstar?
Everybody wants to be
Is life good to you or is it bad?
I can't tell anymore
Do you even know what you have?
No

Lonely girl, tell a tale for me
Cuz I'm wondering how you really feel
I'm a lonely girl, I'll tell a tale for you
Cuz I'm just tryin' to make all my dreams come true

Do you even know who you are?
Oh, yeah, yeah
A borrowed dream or a superstar?
Oh, I wanted to be a star
Is life good to you or is it bad?
I can't tell, I can't tell anymore
Do you even know what you have?
I guess not, oh I guess not

Do you even know who you are?
Oh, I'm tryin' to find
A rising dream or a fallen star?
Oh, I have a all these dreams
Is life good to you or is it bad?
I can't tell anymore
Do you even know what you have?
No, no

Do you even know who you are?
A rising dream or a fallen star?
Is life good to you or is it bad?

[strider 151]

kerli - walking on air

love this!!!!

lyrics:

There's a little creepy house
In a little creepy place
Little creepy town
In a little creepy world
Little creepy girl
With her little creepy face
Saying funny things that you have never heard

Do you know what it's all about
Are you brave enough to figure out
Know that you could set your world on fire
If you are strong enough to leave your doubts

Feel it
Breathe it
Believe it
And you'll be walking on air
Go try
Go fly
So high
And you'll be walking on air
You feel this
unless you kill me
Go on
And you're forgiven
I knew that
I could feel that
I feel like
I am walking on air

She has a little creepy cat
And a little creepy bat
Little rocking chair and an old blue hat
That little creepy girl
Oh she loves to sing
She has a little gift
An amazing thing
With her little funny eyes of hazel
With her little funny old blue hat
She will go and set the world on fire
No one ever thought she could do that

Feel it
Breathe it
Believe it
And you'll be walking on air
Go try
Go fly
So high
And you'll be walking on air

You feel this
unless you kill me
Go on
And you're forgiven
I knew that
I could feel that
I feel like
I am walking on air

Flitter up
and Hover down
Be all around
Be all around

You know that I love you, go on

Feel it
Breathe it
Believe it
And you'll be walking on air
Go try
Go fly
So high
And you'll be walking on air
You feel this
unless you kill this
Go on
And you're forgiven
I knew that
I could feel that
I feel like
I am walking on air

[Chey]

I believe in you

[Eisa]

Sweet little child
You know nothing
But a cold world outside
You're too young to realize
What he wants from you tonight

Poor little girl
There is no one
You can trust in the world
In the darkness of the night
What he's doing is a crime

Your mother denies
If there's a problem
She's looking away
She don't wanna hear you cry
She will pray
Then it's over for a while

An ocean of silence
Is drowning your heart
What never should be
Will remain in the dark

Poor little girl
There is no one
You can trust in the world
In the darkness of the night
What he's doing is a crime

She is daddy's girl

The Scorpions: "Daddy's Girl"

[Chey]

this is tricky... I am frustrated that the water is being shut off tomorrow when I planned to do my cooking and baking for the potluck tomorrow night....

A lot of songs I know are self loathing but its more just a general sence of frustration I have. However I think "Don't Believe It All" might be appropreate for the level of frustration and lack of being able to do anything about the water situation.


Half way from midnight to dawn, let's just forget and move on.
Everything you say, it never seems to change a thing inside
Things you never did were even worse concidering what's right
[All this time I]
Been the one you string along
tie me up to bring along
never once getting in your way!

What you say, is unbelievable
I can't stand to hear it once more
What you did, I don't believe it all
What's worse, you can't even say Why.

Half of my life flashes by, just look me straight in the eye
Words are kinda cheap the company you keep is more to blame
Things you always did, they never seem to me to be as tame
[All this time I]
Tried to leave and never could
Wonder if i ever would
Knowing you'd be standing in my way! SO!

What you say, is unbelievable
I can't stand to hear it once more
What you did, I don't believe it all
What's worse, you can't even say Why.

like it was ten years ago
What's forgotten down below
somethings that you'll never know

what you say...i cant believe. I wanna know what's right.
what you say...i cant believe. I wanna know what's right.
what you say...i cant believe. I wanna know what's right.

What you say, is unbelievable
I can't stand to hear it once more
What you did, I don't believe it all
What's worse, you can't even say Why.

[Eisa]

**SU triggers**



Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort, suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arms bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding
Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight, chance are that I might
Mutilation out of sight and I'm contemplating suicide
Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright, nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late and I was empty within
Hungry, feeding on chaos and living in sin
Downward spiral, where do I begin
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself and no love for another
Searching to find a love upon a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils
Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright, nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I can't go on living this way

[Papa Roach: "Last Resort"]

[capricorn]

(Remember me, remember me)
Remember me
Remember me
Remember me
Remember me

Where, where will you stand
When all the lights go out
Across these city streets?
Where were you when
All of the embers fell?
I still remember them
Covered in ash
Covered in glass
Covered in all my friends
I still think of the bombs they built

If there's a place that I could be
Then I'd be another memory
Can I be the only hope for you?
Because you're the only hope for me
And if we can't find where we belong
We'll have to make it on our own
Face all the pain and take it on
Because the only hope for me is you alone

How would you be
Many years after the disasters
That we've seen
What if we learned
Of all the people burning
In purifying flame
I'll say it's okay
I know you can tell
And though you can see me smile
I still think of the guns they sell

If there's a place that I could be
Then I'd be another memory
Can I be the only hope for you?
Because you're the only hope for me
And if we can't find where we belong
We'll have to make it on our own
Face all the pain and take it on
Because the only hope for me is you alone

The only hope for me
The only hope for me is you
The only hope for me is you
The only hope for me is you
The only hope for me is you
The only hope is--

If there's a place that I could be
Then I'd be another memory
Can I be the only hope for you?
Because you're the only hope for me
And if we can't find where we belong
We'll have to make it on our own
Face all the pain and take it on
Because the only hope for me is you alone

The only hope for me is you
(Remember me)
The only hope for me is you alone
(Remember me)
The only hope for me is you
(Remember me)
The only hope for me is you alone
(Remember me)
The only hope for me is you
(Remember me)
The only hope for me is you
The only hope for me is you
The only hope for me is you alone

(Remember me, remember me, remember me, remember me)

[Chey]

Flight of The Bumblebees


due to the fact that I have so much to do... and at least I have friends working with me so we are a busy group LOL!

[Beasty]

Death valley queen where have you been
Since they crowned you in glory
Filled your head with dreams
But it still goes to show in every desert
There's a rose that's blooming for all to be seen
I remember you well from that town
You did dwell with the face of an angel
In a dump hot as hell
When I asked for a kiss
You kindly dismissed
So I lead my poor heart to the slaughter
Tell me dear what did you fear
I'd do you no wrong though no stranger to sin
So death valley queen go marry your king
Or an old maid you'll end up for certain

Off I did set on my trail of regret
Where I thought of you now in your castle and crown
So I found me a whore with a face just like yours
After several gallons of porter
When I awoke, she had scarpered I was broke
Laying cold in the bed with a whale for a head
So death valley queen go marry your king
Or an old maid you'll end up for certain

Then the ball dropped why everything fell by the way
As your teardrops were falling I forgot to say
That I have always loved you
Yeah I have always loved you
Yeah I
Yeah I
I have always loved you

When I returned downtrodden and burned
There were billy goats grazing
Where once you'd be found
So I hung out to dry
On this limb for a lie
Take me back for I'm cursed on the mainland
Tell me dear what did you fear
I'd do you no wrong though no stranger to sin
So death valley queen go marry your king
Or an old maid you'll end up for certain
I said death valley queen go marry your king
And a-roving I'll end up for certain

[capricorn]

For what you did to me
And what I'll do to you
You get what everyone else gets:
You get a lifetime

Do you remember back when we met?
You told me this gets harder
Well it did!
Been holding on forever,
Promise me that when I'm gone, you'll kill my enemies
The damage you've inflicted, temporary wounds

I'm coming back from the dead and I'll take you home with me,
I'm taking back the life you stole

We never got that far,
This helps me to think all through the night:
Bright lights that, won't kill me now, or tell me how
Just you and I, your starless eyes remain

Hip hip hooray for me, you talk to me, but would you kill me in my sleep?
Lay still like the dead,
From the razor to the rosary,
We could lose ourselves,
And paint these walls in pitchfork red

I will avenge my ghost with every breath I take
I'm coming back from the dead and I'll take you home with me
I'm taking back the life you stole

This hole you put me in
Wasn't deep enough,
And I'm climbing out right now:
You're running out of places to hide from me
When you go,
Just know that I will remember you

If living was the hardest part,
We'll then one day, be together
And in the end we'll fall apart,
Just like the leaves change in colour
And then I will be with you,
I will be there one last time now...
When you go,
Just know that I will remember you.

I've lost my fear of falling...I will be with you,
I will be with you

[strider 151]

got 2 songs that descibe how im feeling

skillet - awake and alive

I'm at war with the world and they
Try to pull me into the dark
I struggle to find my faith
As I'm slippin' from your arms

It's getting harder to stay awake
And my strength is fading fast
You breathe into me at last

I'm awake I'm alive
Now I know what I believe inside
Now it's my time
I'll do what I want 'cause this is my life
here (right here), right now (right now)
I'll stand my ground and never back down
I know what I believe inside
I'm awake and I'm alive

I'm at war with the world cause I
Ain't never gonna sell my soul
I've already made up my mind
No matter what I can't be bought or sold

When my faith is getting weak
And I feel like giving in
You breathe into me again

I'm awake I'm alive
Now I know what I believe inside
Now it's my time
I'll do what I want 'cause this is my life
here (right here), right now (right now)
I'll stand my ground and never back down
I know what I believe inside
I'm awake and I'm alive

Waking up waking up
Waking up waking up
Waking up waking up
Waking up waking up

In the dark
I can feel you in my sleep
In your arms I feel you breathe into me
Forever hold this heart that I will give to you
Forever I will live for you


and westlife - safe

Hard to find a way to get through
It's a tragedy
Pulling at me like the stars do
You're like gravity
Even if the wind blows
It makes it hard to believe

How ya gonna love
How ya gonna feel
How you gonna live your life like the dream you have is real
And If you lost your way
I will keep you safe
We'll open up all the world inside
I see it come alive tonight
I will keep you safe

Doesn't even matter to you
To see what I can see
I'm crawling on the floor to reach you
I'm a wreck you see
When you're far from home now
Makes it hard to believe

So how ya gonna love
How ya gonna feel
How you gonna live your life like the dream you have is real

If you've lost your way
I will keep you safe
Well open up all your world inside
Til you come alive tonight
I will keep you safe

We all fall down
We all feel down
Cus rainy days and summer highs
The more we pray the more we feel alive

If you've lost your way
I will keep you safe
Well open up all your world inside
So you come alive tonight
I will keep you safe

Well I will keep you safe
I will keep you safe

[Neviah]

For No Reason At All - Anne Murray

Sometimes I almost stop my breathing
When I think how much I love you
And Sometimes I feel like crying
For no reason at all

Sometimes I feel that I can't take it
Seeing all the love coming at me from your eyes
And sometimes I feel like crying
For no reason at all

Sometimes I get a little crazy
I think o' you and my head gets hazy
And sometimes I can't think at all
Oh baby, I love you

Sometimes when I feel myself reaching for you
I can't believe you're lying there beside me
Sometimes I feel like crying
For no reason at all

Sometimes I get a little crazy
I think o' you and my head gets hazy
And sometimes I just can't think at all
Oh, Baby i love you

Sometimes when I feel myself reaching for you
I can't believe you're lying there beside me
Sometimes I feel like crying
For no reason at all
For no reason at all

[hiddensorrow883127]

Jar of Hearts
All downhill from here

[strider 151]

*rel*

YOU LIFTED ME OUT OF THE SLIMY PIT
Out of the mud and mire
You set my feet on a rock
You lifted me out of my shame and sin
To lift Your name up higher
You set my feet on a rock

I can't stay silent any longer
It's getting louder, getting stronger
Your praise is rising
Your praise is rising

You are, You are the God of rescue
Out of the pit and in to the new
Today, today, today
We dance for joy
You are, You are the God who came down
Come on, come on and raise a shout now
Sing aloud your new song!
Sing aloud and praise Him!

Sing aloud your new song
Sing aloud and praise Him
Sing aloud your new song
Someone make some noise!

[capricorn]

Don't call me Gaga
I've never seen one like that before
Don't look at me like that
You amaze me

He ate my heart, he a-a-ate my heart
(You little monster)
He ate my heart, he a-a-ate my heart out
(You amaze me)
He ate my heart, he a-a-ate my heart
He ate my heart, he a-a-ate my heart

Look at him, look at me,
That boy is bad, and honestly
He's a wolf in disguise
But I can't stop staring in those evil eyes

I asked my girlfriend if she'd seen you 'round before
She mumbled something while we got down on the floor, baby
We might've fucked not really sure, don't quite recall
But something tells me that I've seen him, yeah, before

That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
That boy is a monster

He ate my heart
(I love that girl)
He ate my heart
(Wanna talk to her, she's hot as hell)
He ate my heart
(I love that girl)
He ate my heart
(Wanna talk to her, she's hot as hell)

He licked his lips, said to me
Girl, you look good enough to eat
Put his arms around me
Said, "Boy, now get your paws right off me"

I asked my girlfriend if she'd seen you round before
She mumbled something while we got down on the floor, baby
We might've fucked not really sure, don't quite recall
But something tells me that I've seen him, yeah

That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
That boy is a monster

He ate my heart
(I love that girl)
He ate my heart
(Wanna talk to her, she's hot as hell)
He ate my heart
(I love that girl)
He ate my heart
(Wanna talk to her, she's hot as hell)

He ate my heart, he ate my heart
Instead he's a monster in my bed
He ate my heart, he ate my heart
Instead he's a monster in my bed

I wanna just dance but he took me home instead
Uh oh, there was a monster in my bed
We French kissed on a subway train
He tore my clothes right off
He ate my heart then he ate my brain

(I love that girl, wanna talk to her, she's hot as hell)
He ate my heart
(I love that girl)
He ate my heart
(Wanna talk to her, she's hot as hell)

That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
(Could I love him?)
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
(Could I love him?)
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
(Could I love him?)
That boy is a monster

That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
(He ate my heart )
(Could I love him?)
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
(He ate my heart )
(Could I love him?)
That boy is a monster, m-m-m-monster
(Could I love him?)
That boy is a monster

[hiddensorrow883127]

time of dying-
On the ground I lay
Motionless in pain
I can see my life flashing before my eyes
Did I fall asleep?
Is this all a dream
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare

I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

On this bed I lay
Losing everything
I can see my life passing me by
Was it all too much
Or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare

I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

let it die-
We had fire in our eyes
In the beginning I
Never felt so alive
In the beginning you
You blame me but
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't want to hear it anymore

I swear I never meant to let it die
I just don't care about you anymore
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't care about you anymore

We had time on our side
In the beginning we
We had nothing to hide
In the beginning you
You blame me but
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't want to hear it anymore

[strider 151]

Amy Studt - she ran
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kYfJs3rZ_CU

Just a girl in a photograph
Wearing the dress that I wear now
A pretty face in fields of grey
It's sad to see that nothing seems to change

She's running from the boy in the schoolyard
She's running through the field to the open barn
They're laughing as the sun dances round her
A little life within her takes it place inside her starts to grow

She cuts the seams of a favourite frock
She sits and listens to the old church clock
Oh daddy daddy don't send me away
Never been a bad girl I swear that nothing's changed

She's running from the face of her father
She's running from the silence in a crowded room
She's running from the ring that he gave her
The leaded sound of promises
The feeling that's inside her starts to grow

A dark day becomes a cold, cold night
A fading light to bear a newborn life
Two voices fade into one
She closed her eyes with the rising sun

She's running to the arms of an angel
She's running from the only place she's ever known
She's running with her heart left behind her
They knew when they found her that they just couldn't hurt her anymore