The Worry Doll Thread

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by the edge of the world » Tue Dec 09, 2008 2:29 am

I'm worried about how people are going to treat me when I get out.
I'm worried my school will make it hard for me to continue there.
I am worried that I will never be loved.
I am worried that I will never kill myself.
I'm worried that I will kill myself.
I'm worried that they won't let me out of here.
I'm worried that I'm wasting money by being in the hospital.
I'm worried about my brothers.
I'm worried about my parents and stepparents.
I'm worried about my family.
I'm worried about leaving the hospital.
I'm worried about not leaving the hospital.
I'm worried that I might be borderline.
I'm worried nothing will ever help.
I'm worried that I'm a hopeless case.
I'm worried that I'm not worth helping.
I'm worried that I'm wasting people's time and resources.
I'm worried that I bother people.
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Tue Dec 09, 2008 3:30 am

I'm worried I could have saved Jonny.

I'm worried about going back to school.

I'm worried I'll never find love
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Post by kittyfever » Mon Dec 22, 2008 2:42 am

I'm worried I'll always be emotionally alone..that I won't have anyone understand me fully

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Post by kalayla » Mon Dec 22, 2008 8:55 pm

Im worried about the holidays
Im worried that I will go back to SI
Im worried that my "friend" will start so SI
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Post by hannalisahellbent » Fri Mar 20, 2009 10:44 pm

im worried that i have no friends
im worried that my thought of SU will be more more then thoughts
im worried that im gaining lots of weight and getting fat
im worried that im totally socially retarded

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Post by 5th section » Sun Mar 22, 2009 11:46 pm

I'm worried about her
that she doesn't/won't like me
that she has good reason not to like me
that I can't ever be good enough for her
that I will always be too scared to try and take things any further
that it's already too late
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
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Post by snowangel_03 » Tue Mar 24, 2009 12:58 am

I'm terrified my daughter will be like me.
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Post by SplinteredGirl » Thu Apr 09, 2009 7:15 am

i'm worried about feeling as bad as i was 2 months ago.
im worried about giving in this week..
im worried once i start this new course i wont be able to get enough sleep before class.
im worried i wont actually grad this year.
im worried aboutwhat will happen if i ask someone for help when im feeling like this...

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Post by ultimate starshine » Sat Apr 18, 2009 3:34 pm

I worry i will never get him back
i worry that my SU plans will actually happen one day
i worry that my sister will be exactly like me somehow
i worry that everyone hates me
i worry i am not worthy of being here
i worry about not losing weight
i worry about not passing my degree
i worry about the future
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Post by amyfairy » Wed May 13, 2009 10:50 pm

i'm worried that was it.
and i'm worried that i'm worrying too much. :roll:

so i'm going to stop worrying. right this minute. I have made the decision so just STOP it and everytime my brain tries to make me worry by turning to that thought then I'm going to refuse to think about it. Yes, much more in control again!

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Post by Beasty » Thu May 14, 2009 11:25 am

I'm worried that I'm about to fail this sociology exam. Which is highly likely.

I'm worried my parents will shoot me for failing it even though I've been warning them that while I've been studying, I'm expecting a train wreck.

Sociology is so fucking stupid. Just saying.
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Post by amyfairy » Thu May 14, 2009 7:35 pm

I worry that I'll be alone forever.
I worry about this every day but most days manage to not think about it... I want to experience being loved, being desired, but my biggest fear is that I won't.

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Post by SplinteredGirl » Thu May 14, 2009 11:34 pm

too much attention onme for my bday and grad


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Post by VowsOfSadness » Fri May 15, 2009 6:09 am

I worry I don't do enough. I always have.
*Challenges welcome*
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I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
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Post by Inthebox » Tue May 19, 2009 4:06 am

I worry that there isn't any 'getting better".
"We think the point is to pass the test or overcome the problem, but the truth is that things don't really get solved. They come together and they fall apart. The healing comes from letting there be room for it all to happen: Room for grief, for relief, for misery, for joy." Pema Chodron

"There is room for all of your feelings - take a moment, be quiet and let there be room in your heart and the bursting will ease" C

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Post by amyfairy » Thu May 21, 2009 10:39 pm

I'm worried that the reason why I'm hearing nothing from my job applications is because my basic job template is shit. I'm really worried that I don't actually know how to demonstrate that I meet the job specification. I thought that what I write sounds good, but what if it's not demonstrating anything? I'll never get anywhere. :(

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Fri May 22, 2009 2:23 pm

don't forget me
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Fri May 22, 2009 2:24 pm

i worry when you're in there they are going to find some way to tell you I wasn't good for you.
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!

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Post by faegirl » Sun May 24, 2009 2:22 pm

it's going to be like this for always
"lonely doesn't even begin to cover it."

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Post by handmade mute » Mon Jun 22, 2009 3:12 pm

I worry that I'm struggling more than normal, that my sleepless periods are getting more severe and that it's more important than ever that I don't fall apart. I worry that I may have to try meds again, which terrifies me. I worry that I'm a bad person, because I can't deal with everyone's problems.

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