Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by PLAIN JANE » Wed Mar 18, 2009 3:13 am

please leave me alone...it's so over...go away..
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Post by falllingdown » Wed Mar 18, 2009 10:20 pm

Just wanna talk but cant explain things and have noone to listen.
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Post by 5th section » Wed Mar 18, 2009 11:51 pm

did you change your mind because of me? if so, :P :D :P :D :P :D :P :D
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
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Post by ChaosCat » Thu Mar 19, 2009 12:07 am

I love you more than anything else in this world and I dont know how to tell you. I think we could make it work because we both want the same thing, but I don't know that I can really allow myself to love you knowing I am losing you.
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Post by kalayla » Thu Mar 19, 2009 1:51 pm

you know you fucking want to be with him
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Post by Eva » Thu Mar 19, 2009 6:59 pm

I hope so much, that my mail will make you think. Make you miss me. Make you realize what you have lost. But I know you don't think about me. That I don't matter.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Thu Mar 19, 2009 7:03 pm

Im afraid of saying that I like you and that I hope we work a long time together cause im afraid of loosing you. I always find the best people to work with I get the shortest time to work with them and im afraid of getting too comfortable with a new person.

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Thu Mar 19, 2009 8:51 pm

It makes me sad to think I'm living in a world that you're not.

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Post by Spidey » Fri Mar 20, 2009 1:21 am

I should have talked to you instead of doing the false cheer bit with Utsu lives and cake and all that shit.

I should have opened up to you and told you what was really going on instead of thinking that you didn't want to hear about it.

There are a lot of 'should haves' that are going to go into this post. I should stop, now.
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Post by thewaves » Fri Mar 20, 2009 3:26 am

Mom, I need you...but I need you to act with this perfectly imagined composure and understanding that it's both unreasonable and unfair to expect from you.
When I was little and had the flu and you took care of me...I need that.
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Post by 5th section » Fri Mar 20, 2009 2:13 pm

I can't go this long without seeing you


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...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)

son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...

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Post by Proximity » Fri Mar 20, 2009 2:21 pm

You're not actually listening to what I'm saying, and you're treating me like a child.

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Post by vampirelover » Fri Mar 20, 2009 2:46 pm

it hurts that you mean more to me than i do to yoy
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Post by kalayla » Fri Mar 20, 2009 3:31 pm

you don't have to lie to me
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Post by Stefani140 » Fri Mar 20, 2009 3:52 pm

why can't you ever just be happy for me? I tell you I'm excited about a show I watched and you shit all over it and get jealous that I'm excited about it. Now you'll wonder why I'm annoyed and down...well congrats, entirely your doing!
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Fri Mar 20, 2009 8:20 pm

my eyes are itchy and they hurt and i want to cancle today but I dont think i can

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Post by vampirelover » Fri Mar 20, 2009 10:14 pm

MCG - im human i make mistakes
we were so close for 14 out of 18 years and you once said i was all you had , so i wasnt there for y a year out of those 14 years we , you need to now the reason i wasnt there my life was falling apart at the same time and i was selfhish i needed you to be okay to i could be okay.
Im sorry i have problems like you your not the only one
i may have changed too much for you but you gone for 10 months what do you expect ? I love you please talk to me
i care that i seem to need you more that you need me ?
was that 14 years a waste of time ?
do you really not care for me anymore ?
do you just think of me as your geeky gay friend well i am more than that im loyal and a great person you will missing out on knowing me for the rest of my life
it is your loss
i need you to know i love , im sorry :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries:
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Post by vampirelover » Fri Mar 20, 2009 10:20 pm

PH - Thank you for being there for me
you have no idea how much im glad you came when you did
you helped save me from myself and the people around me
you gave me faith in humanity and the ability to trust
you are the first person i can trually trust
you are the one person in my 18 years who excepted the crying, troubled , sexual confused , lonely girl screaming at you
when i was angry you gave me relise but even letting me punch you
you didnt tell me i was crazy for the scars i bore but you held my hand and told me it was being okay
you where honest you told me when i was wrong
you let me cry in your arms
overall you saved my life and let me realise that people did care about me
i love you and thank you i know i havent said it enough
longest with no slips - 2 years , 6 months
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Post by purplefroggydishwasher » Sat Mar 21, 2009 5:29 am

i do want to go to new zeland with you. but i just can't. self preservation. it would kill me. same reasons i can't stay over. i want to but it just cannot happen.

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Post by Eva » Sat Mar 21, 2009 2:36 pm

Dear ...

I'ts finally over now. I will never hear from you again. It hurts. I will cry. I will miss you. I will think of you. Right now I'm numb. I haven't realized it quite yet. It will hit me hard, when I do. If I do. Maybe I will fool myself and never understand that it's over and always hope that you will return. You won't come back Oh please, come back! I want something back that I never really had. And you would never have been mine. I will miss you SO much. I miss you already. It will get worse. Right now I can't imagine my life without you.

You have already forgotten all about me. I know that. You won't think of me again. You won't miss me.

Now I have to be strong and move on.

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