last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

Chey Kizoxie · Post by **Chey Kizoxie** » Sat Feb 07, 2009 6:06 pm

I havnt in a while but one child in the center I am at noticed a rash I had from a mild allergy asked me what happened to my wrist and I realized I really did not want to have to explain any si injuries so it made me feel like I want to be able to work through my feelings before I get to the point of feeling I need to resort to si.

vampirelover · Post by **vampirelover** » Sat Feb 07, 2009 9:45 pm

my mate signed in on msn so i talk to him instead

Post by **Spidey** » Sat Feb 07, 2009 10:08 pm

I am busy studying for a goddamn CISCO test. Which is driving me insane.

Romola · Post by **Romola** » Mon Feb 09, 2009 5:43 pm

I didn't want another scar.

steady hands · Post by **steady hands** » Tue Feb 10, 2009 5:34 am

I can't do this to myself anymore.

red_viola · Post by **red_viola** » Wed Feb 11, 2009 4:05 am

because then i'd have to wear the bracelets to winterfest..

zaphriel · Post by **zaphriel** » Wed Feb 11, 2009 6:57 pm

because I don't want to be weak anymore.

Chaocontrol6 · Post by **Chaocontrol6** » Thu Feb 12, 2009 2:18 pm

Because it takes too much effort, and I don't want to explain why to others.

travelgirl · Post by **travelgirl** » Mon Feb 16, 2009 2:37 am

because i finally realized how badly it hurts other people, and because if i can go for a week then i get to go out for ice cream.

kalayla · Post by **kalayla** » Mon Feb 16, 2009 4:40 am

I don't want to give in

zombiepeople · Post by **zombiepeople** » Mon Feb 16, 2009 5:11 am

I realized in the long run that it wouldn't help anything

Chey Kizoxie · Post by **Chey Kizoxie** » Wed Feb 18, 2009 2:30 pm

i dont want to have to explain or say why i have another hurt on myself to the kids

5th section · Post by **5th section** » Wed Feb 18, 2009 3:41 pm

I have just told someone I enormously care about that I've stopped for good, and I can't let her down.

christine1993 · Post by **christine1993** » Sat Feb 21, 2009 10:02 pm

I thought about how ugly the scars looked and that I didn't need any more of them and I thought about how much it would affect my friends and mother.
I managed to stop, but I still have the urge to. I can deal with it, though.

KLove24 · Post by **KLove24** » Sun Feb 22, 2009 4:10 am

I'm not letting him do this to me and I am not letting myself do this to me anymore

zombiepeople · Post by **zombiepeople** » Sun Feb 22, 2009 4:37 am

I promised myself that I'd try as hard as I could to keep from SIing until I can see my T on Monday

Stefani140 · Post by **Stefani140** » Sun Feb 22, 2009 8:22 am

I don't want to have a fresh cut for my boyfriend to see.

Chey Kizoxie · Post by **Chey Kizoxie** » Fri Feb 27, 2009 10:56 pm

there are better ways of showing myself and other I have control over my body and my life

Roxi · Post by **Roxi** » Sat Feb 28, 2009 7:05 am

...did not want to disspoint my T :/

zombiepeople · Post by **zombiepeople** » Sun Mar 01, 2009 5:23 am

Didn't want to risk anything fresh getting seen by some of my friends

last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

Who is online