Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by black rain » Fri Dec 05, 2008 8:17 pm

tired

somewhat depressed( idk, if i really am or not)

loney..

and many more..ughh
I like having low self-esteem it makes me feel special.

They say you need to pray, if you want to go to heaven. But they don't tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to hell.

The beautiful thing about music is when it hits you, you fell no pain.

I'll fake all the smiles, if it stops all the questions.

I wouldn't be surprised if I was voted most likely to kill everyone at a high school dance.--- Kurt Cobain

I wear my scars proudly. They represent the battles through which I have gone, and I am proud because those battles I have won.

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Post by Glockenspiel » Sat Dec 06, 2008 2:35 am

Lazy
I always enjoy myself, even when I'm crying -- Jen Johnson

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Post by KLove24 » Sun Dec 07, 2008 2:31 am

lonely
sad
urgy
confused
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Post by lucky_lenny » Sun Dec 07, 2008 10:41 am

loathsome
yucky
achy
warm
~ What saves a man is to take a step. Then another step. It is always the same step, but you have to take it. ~ Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
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Post by Beasty » Sun Dec 07, 2008 1:56 pm

Like I am staring at an oncoming train but my feet are cement
"No boom today. Boom tomorrow. There’s always a boom tomorrow. What? Look, somebody’s got to have some damn perspective around here. Boom, sooner or later. BOOM!" - Susan Ivanova

Eisa = Beasty's Twin

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Post by WildChild101 » Sun Dec 07, 2008 11:31 pm

fucking terrified.
i love you to the end

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Post by lucky_lenny » Mon Dec 08, 2008 9:59 am

Bleak
Despair
Sad
Achy
Urgy
Undistractable
Guilt
Shame
Pain
Anger
Frustration
Longing
Turmoil
~ What saves a man is to take a step. Then another step. It is always the same step, but you have to take it. ~ Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
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kalayla
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Post by kalayla » Mon Dec 08, 2008 4:20 pm

cold
unsure
scared
hungry
{ItsFatalYouKnow}
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"when they finally
found me this halo fit my throat. I am your contorted angel"

SI free: a while
{{disco lemonade}}
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lucky_lenny
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Post by lucky_lenny » Mon Dec 08, 2008 10:06 pm

Achy

Achy achy achy
~ What saves a man is to take a step. Then another step. It is always the same step, but you have to take it. ~ Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
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the edge of the world
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Post by the edge of the world » Tue Dec 09, 2008 2:22 am

a little anxious
headache
lazy
apathetic
sad
a little drugged
like people don't like me
even though I know they... probably... do

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Post by Nursing_girl » Tue Dec 09, 2008 5:40 am

Frustrated
Angry
Bleak
Kinda hungry
Sad
Thoughtful
~~~Kristen~~~
Life is a song...Love is the Music::: My Place!

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*There been times that I thought I couldn't last for long
But now I think I'm able to carry on
It's been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will
-Sam Cooke*

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Post by Beasty » Tue Dec 09, 2008 12:03 pm

I WANT TO GO HOME!!!!!!
"No boom today. Boom tomorrow. There’s always a boom tomorrow. What? Look, somebody’s got to have some damn perspective around here. Boom, sooner or later. BOOM!" - Susan Ivanova

Eisa = Beasty's Twin

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Post by strmdncr » Fri Dec 12, 2008 6:48 am

angry and disheartened
A friend is someone who believes in you even when you've ceased to believe in yourself. (unknown)

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kalayla
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Post by kalayla » Fri Dec 12, 2008 4:46 pm

cold but happy
{ItsFatalYouKnow}
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"when they finally
found me this halo fit my throat. I am your contorted angel"

SI free: a while
{{disco lemonade}}
my place<3
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Stefani140
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Post by Stefani140 » Fri Dec 12, 2008 4:53 pm

despondent and angry
"Even if you're the lone voice in the wilderness, it does not mean you're wrong."

PMs, comments, challenges, advice and hugs welcome.

My Place: http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=128060

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Post by treasure » Sat Dec 13, 2008 6:51 pm

insane.
my mood keeps going up and down and si-urges are coming out as random impulsive thoughts about not-healthy coping methods, like drinking, ed-ish behaviour and wanting to be violent.

angry.
why should i have to deal with the shit in my head, how do i deal with it?! why is si a bad thing? why am i trying to stop - it's not fair that people expect me to stop.

alone.
what's in my head can come out when i'm typing but noone really knows how i feel. noone can stop me hurting. noone can help me.
treasure
virtual hugs welcome.
shiny place or old place

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Post by Jamas » Sat Dec 13, 2008 9:58 pm

Exhausted. Nauseous. Full of trepidation.

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zombiepeople
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Post by zombiepeople » Sun Dec 14, 2008 4:29 pm

Tired, cold, and guilty about something
"Wouldn't it be great to heal the world with only a song?"
~Serj Tankian
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kermit
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Post by kermit » Sun Dec 14, 2008 5:11 pm

Left out.
and tomorrow will come
When today is done...

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- Elliott Erwitt

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Ruby Tuesday
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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Sun Dec 14, 2008 8:23 pm

bored of myself. very.
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood


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