Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by (*Haven*) » Thu May 03, 2007 5:17 am

I hate that you couldn't remember the anniversary of when I almost died. I'm glad one of us has put it behind them.
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Post by daisy_chain » Thu May 03, 2007 9:20 pm

I hate that everything i do is wrong to you. Im trying.
I'm just dreaming out loud.

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Post by black_23 » Thu May 03, 2007 11:03 pm

G: Im sorry im not with it right now, I know im a rubbish g/f but I will get there I promise
O: Pls talk to me, Im here waiting you just need to say. Im sorry im not there more
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Post by mephistopheles » Thu May 03, 2007 11:30 pm

I still can't believe you couldn't come and tell me yourself. All right so you loved me and I didn't even really like you at the end. But we had fun right? I mean, even after I trampled all over you. We were ok. For a while. And then you did this. And don't think I didn't notice that you packed up half my art stuff, because you're not minted enough to get your own ffs. Wanker. I hope you're happy.
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Post by marshmallowfluff » Fri May 04, 2007 9:39 pm

There's so much thats left unsaid and undone.. and now ithas to stay unsaid and undone because you're not here anymore. I wish i would have said the things i felt. I wish i could have told you. I wish i would have done the things i wish i had done.

wishing isnt enough, is it? things like that happening now are impossible.
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Post by the edge of the world » Sat May 05, 2007 1:26 am

Don't worry.
I'm replaceable.

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Post by PassingCloud » Sat May 05, 2007 10:56 am

i will never call you again.
that's no empty threat
no false promise.
i will never ever call you again. unless you make the first step.

until then. we're over and done. it'S over. i am saying good bye.

so good bye.
and life will go on without you.
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Post by starcatuk » Sat May 05, 2007 6:09 pm

why do i do more for you than you do for me?

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Post by PassingCloud » Sat May 05, 2007 8:15 pm

you know what... you aren'T giving me a fucking chance. and i am done giving YOU chances. iam tired of it.
this will be the last of it. it'S over and done.

i need ot go on with my life without you.

i am angry with you. i am so angry with you. sooooo mad. i can'T even say it. i wish i could yell in your face.
i wish i could tell you what i think of you right now. but you know what even if you were here right now i wouldn'T because I STILL LOVE YOU!
i knwo you don't.
and i wish your mom would stop telling me she does because it's NOT TRUE.

you don't knwo what love is.
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[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
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Post by riseagainst » Sun May 06, 2007 6:59 am

f#ck you
you were never there when i needed you

i was always here for you
all you did was hurt me
and your doing it again
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Post by the edge of the world » Sun May 06, 2007 7:03 am

my heart has been slightly bothering me all day. :-? i don't want to tell anyone.

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Post by heliotropes » Sun May 06, 2007 7:13 am

I liked it :(
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I glimpse and stare and long at them and wonder who they’re for
A fairy came to glitter the concrete slabs today;
Perhaps tomorrow she’ll return to spirit me away

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Post by Scatterbrain » Sun May 06, 2007 8:29 am

Shut the fuck up. All you do is complain and bitch about stuff. I dont think one positive comment came out of your mouth all evening... All I ever hear from you is criticism and angry comments. Shut up. I dont need your negativity right now. I have enough of my own, thank you very much! I'm really tired of being around you and being your friend.

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Post by calypso » Sun May 06, 2007 12:22 pm

fuck you.

you guys go ahead and just brag a bit more about how much fun you have without me, that'd be fucking grand.

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Post by ++Jigsaw++ » Sun May 06, 2007 1:43 pm

I cleaned the whole friggin' house today to take my mind of si but now there's nothing left to stop me, to help me.

Im so week....
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Post by HakunaMatata » Sun May 06, 2007 3:41 pm

I sat crying my eyes out on the coach. You were the only one who asked if I was ok. But it made me cry harder, no-one else noticed or cared enough. But that wasn't the worst bit. The worse bit is I am ok and I'm such a hypochondriac for pretending otherwise.
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Post by Quiet little Angel » Sun May 06, 2007 5:40 pm

R: i wish you'd stop being such a jerk and just call me...

H: thank you for standing by me... i'm sorry i'm so selfabsorbed... i love you...

L: i'll truly miss you next year... and that's part of why i'm moving to copenhagen and stating my study right away... i just don't often meet people like you and i so want to keep in touch... i know you don't want to... but could you just try?

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Post by PassingCloud » Sun May 06, 2007 8:55 pm

dude, i totally miss you.
the things we did together.
where have you gone.

(that's song lyrics btw, but it fits) ;)
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)

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Post by Quiet little Angel » Mon May 07, 2007 9:02 pm

i'm so sorry that i'm so needy... i know i always ask for validation and support, please don't hate me for it... please... i need to know that you like me... please don't hold that against me...
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Post by Smeagol » Mon May 07, 2007 9:44 pm

I hate dealing with you. I do not want to talk to you. The only think you could do to help is go away.

The "you" here is an rl person. Nothing to do with bus, just in case anyone is worried.
Act in such a way as to make yourself feel capable and effective

The change starts now.

If in doubt, don't

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