Things Left Unsaid *LA*

amyfairy · Post by **amyfairy** » Fri Mar 03, 2006 11:31 pm

M: i'm scared and i'm sad and you say you're so proud of me for getting over depression but you shouldn't be as i'm sinking back into it again and i suck and i try so hard but it can't be enough this time, it can't be good enough. i'm so sorry.

amyfairy · Post by **amyfairy** » Sun Mar 05, 2006 4:15 pm

k - where do you get off being do damn self absorbed and argoant. one min you love me so much and i'm your best friend, the next you speak to me like i'm shit and you ditch me.
i don't take how you spoke to me earlier. but i'm not going to talk to you about it. i don't care. noone can make me feel anything, esp., not you. you're just rude. at least i can be satisfied knowing that i am a nice person.

~starblaze~ · Post by **~starblaze~** » Sun Mar 05, 2006 5:34 pm

i wish you were home.

amyfairy · Post by **amyfairy** » Sun Mar 05, 2006 7:01 pm

i (not dad) - because of you.

~bluehaze~ · Post by **~bluehaze~** » Sun Mar 05, 2006 7:05 pm

A - just because you have christian beliefs doesn't mean i have too. So what if the bookshop I work in sells books on witchcraft and horoscopes so do all other bookshops. You don't need to oppose where I work cos of it. I was so close to saying something to you today, my mum even seen by my face that I couldn't keep it in. Oh and stop trying to force your beliefs onto me. I'm not a christian anymore.

~starblaze~ · Post by **~starblaze~** » Sun Mar 05, 2006 9:10 pm

T - i dont like the way you are with my sister. She is not your daughter, shes my mums. Your nothing to do with us, you just live with us for some stupid reason that my parents feel sorry for you. I dont like the way you go against what my parents say towards my sister and make yourself look to be the nice one when you have no right to do that. I dont want you here. I dont care if thats rude to say or whatever.

~bluehaze~ · Post by **~bluehaze~** » Sun Mar 05, 2006 9:20 pm

sometimes I feel like you don't want to move in with me. Everytime I bring it up you go all weird on me and I feel like i'm searching for nothing.

slinky · Post by **slinky** » Mon Mar 06, 2006 11:39 am

I hope we can be happy always.

slinky · Post by **slinky** » Mon Mar 06, 2006 11:41 am

I miss you.

~starblaze~ · Post by **~starblaze~** » Mon Mar 06, 2006 1:32 pm

Im really worried about you. Please be okay. Please.

amyfairy · Post by **amyfairy** » Mon Mar 06, 2006 5:22 pm

anyone - can you see me?

~starblaze~ · Post by **~starblaze~** » Tue Mar 07, 2006 4:21 pm

J - Thank you for saying you loved talking to me and that i was easy to talk to and fab, it meant a lot that you would say that. Even if you do insist on calling me lotterpot

~bluehaze~ · Post by **~bluehaze~** » Tue Mar 07, 2006 7:00 pm

Dad - I miss you so much at times it's unbearable.
Why did you do this to leave me and mum. You left me with no memories of you at all. I'd do anything to turn back time. To see you again for awhile. It hurts.

bexy · Post by **bexy** » Tue Mar 07, 2006 7:24 pm

please see me

~bluehaze~ · Post by **~bluehaze~** » Tue Mar 07, 2006 11:34 pm

Try and understand me. Understand what this is like for me please.

red umbrellas · Post by **red umbrellas** » Wed Mar 08, 2006 4:58 pm

i love you with all my heart...more than you'll ever know

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Wed Mar 08, 2006 6:25 pm

D:

i want you to be here with me tonight. but at the same time I don't because i just feel so ugly right now.

~bluehaze~ · Post by **~bluehaze~** » Thu Mar 09, 2006 1:15 pm

I know you love me. But I keep thinking back to that night you hurt me physically. And it scares me that it might happen again in the future.

~bluehaze~ · Post by **~bluehaze~** » Thu Mar 09, 2006 5:31 pm

I hate it when you get like this. When you go all weird on me. Grow up for god sake.

xanemicroyaltyx · Post by **xanemicroyaltyx** » Thu Mar 09, 2006 7:29 pm

be your own person! no amount of other peoples' identities are going to make you feel any more whole.

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