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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Thu Dec 15, 2005 4:50 am

:bluestar: I wish that i was prettier
:bluestar: I wish that you knew how i felt.
:bluestar: I wish that i was loved.
:bluestar: I wish that you would listen.
:bluestar: I wish everything would be okay.
:bluestar: I wish that i was happier.
:bluestar: I wish that you understood.
:bluestar: I wish my mom would try to get along with me.
:bluestar: I wish my dad would stick up for me more.
:bluestar: I wish that "Mama" and "Papa" were my parents
:bluestar: I wish that I could live with "Mama" and "Papa"
:bluestar: I wish that i was better
:bluestar: I wish that things would be slightly simpler.
:bluestar: I wish that everyday life couldnt be turned into the third circle of hell.
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Post by toXic » Thu Dec 15, 2005 5:00 am

i've got a date friday with a girl i just met and we get along really well.. i wish for once this won't end in a broken heart.

i wish my paintball gun works FLAWLESSLY next week (tournament final) because my team is ranked first place right now and i really want that trophy :P

i wish my ex-gf would stop ignoring me and just say goodbye, after a year and a half together i think i deserve more than the silent treatment.
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Post by pointeless » Mon Dec 19, 2005 11:51 am

:star: I wish my Nan wasn't ill
:star: I wish I had gotten treatment for my ocd sooner so it wasn't so hard to combat now
:star: I wish I didn't find getting motivated when depressed so hard
:star: I wish Christmas would go back to how it was when I was little
:star: I wish people didn't mistake my honesty for attention seeking, and my secrecy for hostility
:star: I wish I could make things better for L
:star: I wish my life really'meant' something and was 'worth' something
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Post by PassingCloud » Mon Dec 19, 2005 5:56 pm

i wish they'd visit me for xmas.
i wish they'd at least call. or write a postcard. or an email.
i wish they'd think about me at all.
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Post by red umbrellas » Wed Dec 21, 2005 12:44 pm

i wish you were both here with me for Christmas
i wish i knew for sure you loved me...i wish you knew for sure you loved me.
i wish i was thinner...but i'm trying. i wish it would work faster
i wish i was motivated
i wish i was beautiful
i wish i didn't feel like i was sliding down a slippery slope again

i wish i could si
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Post by DecemberLivy » Thu Dec 22, 2005 2:07 pm

i wish i was happy with who i am
i wish that whenever i see a pretty girl, i dont feel crushed
i wish i could try harder at school
i wish i cared about my family more
i wish i was a better friend
i wish i was beautiful
i wish i could make him happy
i wish he would leave me
i wish someone truly wanted me
i wish i didn't think the things i'm thinking
i wish i was thin
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Post by jup0se1 » Thu Dec 22, 2005 3:03 pm

I wish someone cared...
I wish I could get along with my dad...
I wish I had the courage to maybe grasp happiness...
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Wed Dec 28, 2005 6:22 pm

:bluestar: i wish i could be myself

:bluestar: i wish i didnt have to fit the mold, just to keep people happy enough that i dont feel completely worthless

:bluestar: i wish i knew what certain people think of me

:bluestar: i wish that these mental walls i have, were never built.. or at least werent built to be 34 ft thick..

:bluestar: i wish he cared.

:bluestar: I wish she gave a damn.

:bluestar: i wish i could tell them how i really feel..





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It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by flipflopfetish » Wed Dec 28, 2005 7:28 pm

:star: I wish people were honest with me
:star: I wish my mom didn't scare me so much
:star: I wish I knew how certain people felt about me
:star: I wish I had more self-confidence
:star: I wish people liked me
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Post by Poya Maitri » Fri Dec 30, 2005 2:02 am

i wish i had someone here with me. i love having
my son here, but sometimes it feels so unbalanced
with just the two of us here. i think we need more
energy from other people to enliven us. a wood
element person, as we are both fire elements. :D
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Post by toXic » Fri Dec 30, 2005 6:08 am

i wish i didnt have to spend new years alone again...
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Fri Dec 30, 2005 2:37 pm

:bluestar: i wish i knew i was loved, at all times so i'd know i have people there for me.

:bluestar: i wish that they'd care.

:bluestar: i wish that i was okay
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by flipflopfetish » Fri Dec 30, 2005 8:20 pm

:pinkstar:
acdcrocker1909 wrote::bluestar: i wish i knew i was loved, at all times so i'd know i have people there for me.
:pinkstar:
toXic wrote:i wish i didnt have to spend new years alone again...
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Post by collide » Fri Dec 30, 2005 8:38 pm

i wish my depression and moodswings will go away
i wish i could find a medication that would work
i wish my parents loved me and cared for me emotionally
i wish i could erase all the abusive memories
i wish i could love myself for who i am
i wish i could see my first therapist, who idealized as the mother i always wanted
i wish the psych hospital that treated me the most still cared and accepted me when i have to go inpatient
i wish i could help all those kids out there who are suffering from abuse or problems
i wish i could just hold everyone who was sufferring in my arms

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Post by BringMeToLife » Sun Jan 01, 2006 2:11 pm

:star: I wish I could be happy
:star: I wish I could figure myself out
:star: I wish he'd leave us alone
:star: I wish they'd understand what they do
:star: I wish people would try to understand me
:star: I wish people would stop judging everyone
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Tue Jan 03, 2006 3:11 am

:bluestar: I really just wish that I could know I am loved all the time.. not just some of the time..
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by red umbrellas » Mon Feb 20, 2006 6:36 pm

i *wish* i was beautiful
i wish i was motivated
i wish i could make him love me more than anything else in the world
i wish i had control
i wish i was a better person
i wish my parents were here with me\
and if they were....i wish i didn't have to go back to australia
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses
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Post by red umbrellas » Tue Feb 21, 2006 11:14 am

i wish he hadn't said that, even joking
i wish i didn't feel so broken
i wish this all didn't hurt so much
i wish he truly loved me....he says he loves me, but it feels like it's just temporary in some way. it hurts it hurts :cry:
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Post by ~BrokenGlass~ » Tue Feb 21, 2006 11:31 pm

:star: I wish i could trust people
:star: I wish he had never done that to me
:star: I wish i could let people get close to me
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Post by theatregeek » Wed May 03, 2006 5:29 am

i wish i still knew people on bus
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