Right now I feel...

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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DJ_CJ
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Post by DJ_CJ » Fri Oct 21, 2005 8:45 pm

So God damn alone
Focusing "inward" can be good for self-improvement but like a microphone pointed at a speaker it can create a feedback loop that multiplies exponentially if not stopped. Just like a mic you need to "ride" the volume control in your mind or forever be deafened. Don't live with the squeal of constant negative thoughts. I wish you a clearer more positive focus. Good Luck
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Post by bexy » Sat Oct 22, 2005 1:04 am

lost
alone
tired
sick
angry
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Post by whatever » Sat Oct 22, 2005 1:07 am

nauseous
tired/heavy
not completely unawake
mad
(a little bit) hopeful
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Poya Maitri
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Post by Poya Maitri » Sat Oct 22, 2005 2:20 am

disappointed, lonely, empty
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Post by { Phoenix } » Sat Oct 22, 2005 8:55 am

Right now, I am feeling...

:redstar: Frustrated.
:star: Hungry.
:ylwstar: Worried.
:grnstar: Annoyed.
:bluestar: Tired.
:purpstar: Un-pretty.
:redstar: Angry.
:star: Concerned.
:ylwstar: Guilty.
:grnstar: Apprehensive.
:bluestar: In physical pain from a sore back.
:purpstar: Unimportant.
:redstar: Ignored.
:star: Depressed.
:ylwstar: Bored.
:grnstar: Irritated.
:bluestar: Sad.
:purpstar: Cold (temperature-wise).

Yeah... I'm feeling a lot. :o

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You can hide underneath me and come out at night,
when I turn jet black and you show off your light.
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Post by magebaby » Sat Oct 22, 2005 3:51 pm

tired
frustrated
alone


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"If you hear a voice within you say 'you cannot paint,' then by all means paint, and that voice will be silenced." -- Vincent Van Gogh

"Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate, but that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?" --Nelson Mandela

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Post by Chocoboko » Sat Oct 22, 2005 3:57 pm

Right now, I am feeling:

* sleepy
* restless

I know those feelings are contradictory. But I really am feeling both. Quite frustrating.
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Post by Poya Maitri » Sun Oct 23, 2005 6:44 pm

unsure, anxious, afraid
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Post by Kaelyn » Sun Oct 23, 2005 7:22 pm

right now i'm feeling

- lonely -
- dangerous -
- hurt -
- sad -
- worthless -
my place (visitors welcome)
fall seven times, stand up eight

Hope blooms, even in the darkest of places
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Post by Poya Maitri » Mon Oct 24, 2005 1:26 am

reluctant
way down inside of myself, not wanting to come out
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Post by Blake 1 » Mon Oct 24, 2005 2:17 am

tired, very very tired
I'm not as
naive
asi wook
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Post by Poya Maitri » Mon Oct 24, 2005 3:32 am

happy and a little excited
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Post by toXic » Mon Oct 24, 2005 5:12 am

so sad words can't describe it... been this way for awhile..

lonely too..
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Post by Poya Maitri » Mon Oct 24, 2005 5:24 am

scared, paranoid, in pain
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no no no no no no no no no no no no

Post by ArchyOpteryx » Tue Oct 25, 2005 1:24 am

no reply

i hate everyone
i don't really
but i want no human contact at all
and the mantra "hate you" repeats
and repeats
hate
hate
hate me
hate you
hate me hate me hate me hate me
antidepressants sleeping pills alcohol pot morphine
do nothing
no love in me for me
no one loves me
hate you
hate you
hate me
hate me
hate me


shit
shit
shit
shit

cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut

cry for help?
yes
but keep the fuck away i hate you
do not talk to me i am in hell
don't look at me i'm hideous, jerry, hideous!

i need to write this but i don't want anyone to read it
but i need to write it
i


fuck

if you read this
you will tell me all kinds of reasonable things
i do not want reality reminders
i remember reality
i can not reach it
i am in hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell

this feeling is real
i want to rip my spine out and smash it
burn my body to ash and burn the ash to nothing and erase the nothing from ever ever ever

i fucking hate this existence
i am nothing
i feel hell
no one knows or cares
(shut up don't say you do!
fuck you!!!!!!
fuck you!!
!!!!)
fuck all of all of every where one thing place time

cut like crazy last night
bunch of times
most ever
hurts some today
still a bit numb and liking it and planning more
planning

really just want to work on my car

i'm going to work on my car


fuck
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Post by shadow of a smile » Tue Oct 25, 2005 6:04 am

scared. scared. oh yeah, and scared.
i accept hugs!!!

my grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness
1 Corinthians 12:9

my place
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Poya Maitri
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Post by Poya Maitri » Tue Oct 25, 2005 7:15 am

sad, discouraged, disappointed, fatigued
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Post by DecemberLivy » Tue Oct 25, 2005 7:48 am

exhausted, fed up
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"My life's a mess"
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
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Post by silent tears » Tue Oct 25, 2005 10:59 am

alone
sad
confused
there nothing inside me to kill
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Post by what_if » Tue Oct 25, 2005 12:50 pm

worried, very worried
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Living life is easy with eyes closed
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The future is just a concept that we use to avoid living today
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