who are you right now? *lang trigs*
who are you right now? *lang trigs*
did this originally in my place to stop myself from dissociating, and i really liked it. i'm sure it's been done somewhere here before, but i don't know where. so this might help someone. i'll post a blank one incase anyone wants to use it, then post my current answers.
i am...
i am not...
i feel...
i want...
i need...
i have...
i love...
i hate...
i am...
i am not...
i feel...
i want...
i need...
i have...
i love...
i hate...
i am...
-alive.
-real.
-friendly.
-trustworthy.
-intelligent.
-myself.
-a bitch. sometimes.
-complicated.
i am not...
-a slut/whore/ho/skank.
-invisible.
-stupid.
-worthless.
-dead.
-a bitch. most of the time.
-easily trusting.
-easy to understand.
i feel...
-alone.
-empty.
-confused.
-confusing.
i want...
-sleep.
-a teddy bear.
-a friend.
i need...
-sleep.
-to stay busy.
-to study/finish work.
i have...
-goldfish.
-my phone.
-fuzzy pants.
-books.
i love...
-these pants.
-my friends.
-bus.
-food.
i hate...
-labels.
-feeling this way.
-certain people.
-alive.
-real.
-friendly.
-trustworthy.
-intelligent.
-myself.
-a bitch. sometimes.
-complicated.
i am not...
-a slut/whore/ho/skank.
-invisible.
-stupid.
-worthless.
-dead.
-a bitch. most of the time.
-easily trusting.
-easy to understand.
i feel...
-alone.
-empty.
-confused.
-confusing.
i want...
-sleep.
-a teddy bear.
-a friend.
i need...
-sleep.
-to stay busy.
-to study/finish work.
i have...
-goldfish.
-my phone.
-fuzzy pants.
-books.
i love...
-these pants.
-my friends.
-bus.
-food.
i hate...
-labels.
-feeling this way.
-certain people.
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i am...
a person. A REAL person.
i am not...
SI. I am not evil. I am not "bad".
i feel...
a bit sad, often happy, i'm working on it.
i want...
To find myself.
i need...
love, kindness, understanding, support (especially from myself).
i have...
depression. I have friends and a loving family. I HAVE FAITH.
i love...
ice cream, movies, social things.
i hate...
the screaming in my head, any screaming, bad feelings.
-thankx for that
~*~Vows~*~ (Amanda)
a person. A REAL person.
i am not...
SI. I am not evil. I am not "bad".
i feel...
a bit sad, often happy, i'm working on it.
i want...
To find myself.
i need...
love, kindness, understanding, support (especially from myself).
i have...
depression. I have friends and a loving family. I HAVE FAITH.
i love...
ice cream, movies, social things.
i hate...
the screaming in my head, any screaming, bad feelings.
-thankx for that
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I don't think that I can be overly positive with this and I hope that I haven't missed the point in doing so. If it's not meant to be self depricating and to be more life affirming then pm the mods and I won't mind at all if it gets removed. But I'm really intrigued by this and want to do it. Sorry again if I've missed the point.
i am...
-pathetic
-weak
-overly and unnecesarily complicated
-unworthy
i am not...
-happy
-'well'
-dead yet
i feel...
-alone
-sad
-tired
i want...
-peace
-happiness
-to feel like everything will be ok
i need...
-love that I can appreciate and feel deserving of
-to have someone to love in return
i have...
-scars and troubles
-a great many things that I can't appreciate or be thankful for (which makes me hate myself more)
i love...
-my ex and her whippets
i hate...
-me
i am...
-pathetic
-weak
-overly and unnecesarily complicated
-unworthy
i am not...
-happy
-'well'
-dead yet
i feel...
-alone
-sad
-tired
i want...
-peace
-happiness
-to feel like everything will be ok
i need...
-love that I can appreciate and feel deserving of
-to have someone to love in return
i have...
-scars and troubles
-a great many things that I can't appreciate or be thankful for (which makes me hate myself more)
i love...
-my ex and her whippets
i hate...
-me
"Even after all this time, the sun never says to the Earth 'you owe me'. Look what happens with a love like that, it lights up the whole sky." - Hafiz, a Persian poet of the 1300's.
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i'll answer these the best i can...
i am...
hurting
beautiful
strong
trying...
i am not...
stupid
just "wanting attention"
as strong as i pull off to be
alone anymore...
i feel...
depressed
hurt
scared
tired
worried
loved
frustrated
angry
...beautiful when you look at me...
i want...
to not hurt anymore
to be able to look at myself in the mirror w/out flinching
to accept love
to wear shorts again
to not be so paranoid anymore
i need...
to love myself
i have...
scars
nightmares
issues
cool toe socks...that say i have issues...
i love...
-Daniel
-Sam
-BUS
...my paintings...
and hugs
i hate...
my scars
that i hurt
that i can't ask for help
that so many people don't understand
Hope that was okay...i liked that, made me realize a few things....thanks
--Sammy
i am...
hurting
beautiful
strong
trying...
i am not...
stupid
just "wanting attention"
as strong as i pull off to be
alone anymore...
i feel...
depressed
hurt
scared
tired
worried
loved
frustrated
angry
...beautiful when you look at me...
i want...
to not hurt anymore
to be able to look at myself in the mirror w/out flinching
to accept love
to wear shorts again
to not be so paranoid anymore
i need...
to love myself
i have...
scars
nightmares
issues
cool toe socks...that say i have issues...
![:tongue: :tongue:](./images/smilies/E10.gif)
i love...
-Daniel
-Sam
-BUS
...my paintings...
and hugs
i hate...
my scars
that i hurt
that i can't ask for help
that so many people don't understand
Hope that was okay...i liked that, made me realize a few things....thanks
--Sammy
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i think it can help no matter what mood you're in. i mean, i was upset. and i can definately think of times when i would have answered the questions a lot more harshly. but either way, it can help to have it out of your head and written on paper.Mundo Cani wrote:I don't think that I can be overly positive with this and I hope that I haven't missed the point in doing so. If it's not meant to be self depricating and to be more life affirming then pm the mods and I won't mind at all if it gets removed. But I'm really intrigued by this and want to do it. Sorry again if I've missed the point.
glad people like this; it helped me a lot. i'll probably do it often too, because my moods change so often.
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i am...
real
someone who wants to be something else
kind (well, i try...)
i am not...
weak
stupid
confident
cruel
i feel...
weak
lonely
scared
tired
alone
unmotivated
i want...
to be loved by someone i can return the love to
to be more able to cope
to be more confident
to not be alone
to be motivated
i need...
love
support
more than i can ever have
i have...
caring parents
a wonderful dog
a fantastic best friend
a messed up head
i love...
my friends (although i sometimes wonder if they love me)
my family
the lovely bussers who are there for me
the music that keeps me going
i hate...
myself
the way i can be so stupid sometimes
my social inabilities.
real
someone who wants to be something else
kind (well, i try...)
i am not...
weak
stupid
confident
cruel
i feel...
weak
lonely
scared
tired
alone
unmotivated
i want...
to be loved by someone i can return the love to
to be more able to cope
to be more confident
to not be alone
to be motivated
i need...
love
support
more than i can ever have
i have...
caring parents
a wonderful dog
a fantastic best friend
a messed up head
i love...
my friends (although i sometimes wonder if they love me)
my family
the lovely bussers who are there for me
the music that keeps me going
i hate...
myself
the way i can be so stupid sometimes
my social inabilities.
And excuses and excuses and excuses
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i am... crying
i am not... going to si
i feel... so alone & different
i want... a hug, everyone around to go away (except someone to give me a hug
)
i need... to stop procrastinating, to calm down
i have... cds to play
i love... (have to think hard) being independent, that my sister is visiting in a week
i hate... uni, myself
thank u for this
i am not... going to si
i feel... so alone & different
i want... a hug, everyone around to go away (except someone to give me a hug
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i need... to stop procrastinating, to calm down
i have... cds to play
i love... (have to think hard) being independent, that my sister is visiting in a week
i hate... uni, myself
thank u for this
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I am . . . revolting, disgusting, worthless, pointless, a waste of space, NOTHING, a hopeless failure, a coward, weak, to blame for everything, ready to give up, stuck in a dead end
I am not . . . worth the money for treatment, worth my t's time, hopeful about anything
I feel . . . hopeless, worthless, pointless, inconsequential, insignificant, pessimistic, hateful towards myself, like giving up
I want . . . to feel thin enough to escape my self-hatred, the courage to 'off' myself, to not care about anyone's feelings so that I can SU without fearing guilt, to figure out what the hell I'm so depressed about, to understand why I sometimes feel the need to SI and why I sometimes actually do it and other times I don't, to [feel like I] deserve to be better, to stop trivializing everything bad that's happened/is happening to me just b/c I don't feel it's bad ENOUGH
I need . . . to have a clue what I need -- as of yet, I have none
I have . . . no future, no friends, too much fat, too much guilt, too much despair, too much skill at pretending everything's okay
I love . . . my hyperactive tabby cat, my dying tabby cat, to like most people and things okay, to avoid admitting I love anything or anyone
I hate . . . MYSELF MYSELF MYSELF! life, humankind as a destructive and self-centered species (no offense -- individual exceptions of course), my body
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I am not . . . worth the money for treatment, worth my t's time, hopeful about anything
I feel . . . hopeless, worthless, pointless, inconsequential, insignificant, pessimistic, hateful towards myself, like giving up
I want . . . to feel thin enough to escape my self-hatred, the courage to 'off' myself, to not care about anyone's feelings so that I can SU without fearing guilt, to figure out what the hell I'm so depressed about, to understand why I sometimes feel the need to SI and why I sometimes actually do it and other times I don't, to [feel like I] deserve to be better, to stop trivializing everything bad that's happened/is happening to me just b/c I don't feel it's bad ENOUGH
I need . . . to have a clue what I need -- as of yet, I have none
I have . . . no future, no friends, too much fat, too much guilt, too much despair, too much skill at pretending everything's okay
I love . . . my hyperactive tabby cat, my dying tabby cat, to like most people and things okay, to avoid admitting I love anything or anyone
I hate . . . MYSELF MYSELF MYSELF! life, humankind as a destructive and self-centered species (no offense -- individual exceptions of course), my body
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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
Having a pretty tough day today. Thought I might have a go at this and see if it helps. Its a lot harder than it looks.
i am...
trying
generally capable
i am not...
stupid
worthless
a lost cause
i feel...
tired and disconnected
very low
empty and alone
i want...
to feel okay again
to be loved and comforted
for life to be simple
i need...
to be hopeful
reassurance and encouragement
mental clarity
i have...
bus where i can ask for support
control over my actions
i love...
my cat
things that colour my day
natural smiles
i hate...
how I'm feeling right now
emptiness
being irrational
i am...
trying
generally capable
i am not...
stupid
worthless
a lost cause
i feel...
tired and disconnected
very low
empty and alone
i want...
to feel okay again
to be loved and comforted
for life to be simple
i need...
to be hopeful
reassurance and encouragement
mental clarity
i have...
bus where i can ask for support
control over my actions
i love...
my cat
things that colour my day
natural smiles
i hate...
how I'm feeling right now
emptiness
being irrational
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i am...
Worthless
i am not...
Who i want to be
i feel...
Angry
Sad
Miserable
i want...
To be able to say what i want to when i want to
i need...
Help
i have...
Not alot worth mentioning
i love...
My family
My friends
And most of all even though she doesnt know, I love Kim
i hate...
Me
Rude/Arrogant People
Worthless
i am not...
Who i want to be
i feel...
Angry
Sad
Miserable
i want...
To be able to say what i want to when i want to
i need...
Help
i have...
Not alot worth mentioning
i love...
My family
My friends
And most of all even though she doesnt know, I love Kim
i hate...
Me
Rude/Arrogant People
- lonelygirl
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i am...
lonely
frightened
wary
i am not...
beyond reach
angry
controlling
i feel...
confused
uncertain
numb
i want...
a hug
a friend
to be seen
i need...
air
ambient temperature
i have...
all i need
it easy
too many blessings to count
i love...
my sons -- though i have no idea what love ireally s
i hate...
not knowing what love really is
having no idea whether anyone cares whether i'm breathing
feeling completely alone
feeling nothing
lonely
frightened
wary
i am not...
beyond reach
angry
controlling
i feel...
confused
uncertain
numb
i want...
a hug
a friend
to be seen
i need...
air
ambient temperature
i have...
all i need
it easy
too many blessings to count
i love...
my sons -- though i have no idea what love ireally s
i hate...
not knowing what love really is
having no idea whether anyone cares whether i'm breathing
feeling completely alone
feeling nothing
Fearless warriors in a picket fence
Reckless abandon wrapped in common sense
Deep water faith in the shallow end
And we are caught in the middle
Somewhere in the Middle
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Reckless abandon wrapped in common sense
Deep water faith in the shallow end
And we are caught in the middle
Somewhere in the Middle
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i am...
A new person,
loving,
happy,
but alone
i am not...
too sad
too angry
i feel...
alone
weird
not sure really
i want...
to be happy all the time
everyone to accept me
i want to be who i am
i need...
to be loved
to make decisions
i have...
myself
my music
and my friends
i love...
my music
my friends
i hate...
most things,
people who put others down.
selfish people, even though i can be selfish so i hate myself in a way to.
Ok so that was interesting, made me think.!
A new person,
loving,
happy,
but alone
i am not...
too sad
too angry
i feel...
alone
weird
not sure really
i want...
to be happy all the time
everyone to accept me
i want to be who i am
i need...
to be loved
to make decisions
i have...
myself
my music
and my friends
i love...
my music
my friends
i hate...
most things,
people who put others down.
selfish people, even though i can be selfish so i hate myself in a way to.
Ok so that was interesting, made me think.!
"A dead letter is a letter that has never been delivered because the person to whom it was written cannot be found, and it also cannot be
return to the person who wrote it!" - The Rasmus
"Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop."
return to the person who wrote it!" - The Rasmus
"Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop."
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i am...
A waste
Hopeless
A pessimist
Unique in my own way
A human being
i am not...
Pretty
Who I want to be
i feel...
Lonely
Afraid
Depressed
Angry
Sad
Hopeless
i want...
To disappear
i need...
Money
To move
To find my purpose
i have...
Nothing... that matters anyway
i love...
My cat
My books
Shopping
Music
Movies
i hate...
Myself
A waste
Hopeless
A pessimist
Unique in my own way
A human being
i am not...
Pretty
Who I want to be
i feel...
Lonely
Afraid
Depressed
Angry
Sad
Hopeless
i want...
To disappear
i need...
Money
To move
To find my purpose
i have...
Nothing... that matters anyway
i love...
My cat
My books
Shopping
Music
Movies
i hate...
Myself
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i am...
*alive
*here
*trying to explain why I do what I do
i am not...
*stupid
*a dumb child
*invisible
i feel...
*like i don't want to be here any more
i want...
*to ignore L and not listen to her dumb lies
i need...
*someone who understands how I feel to listen to me
i have...
*great friends who I love so much (Ames, Nikki, Kitty, Sanch)
i love...
*being able to talk to Ames and the fact that she understands how I feel
i hate...
*L, everything about her.I wish I'd never met her....
*alive
*here
*trying to explain why I do what I do
i am not...
*stupid
*a dumb child
*invisible
i feel...
*like i don't want to be here any more
i want...
*to ignore L and not listen to her dumb lies
i need...
*someone who understands how I feel to listen to me
i have...
*great friends who I love so much (Ames, Nikki, Kitty, Sanch)
i love...
*being able to talk to Ames and the fact that she understands how I feel
i hate...
*L, everything about her.I wish I'd never met her....
Make up your own ending~let me know just how you feel.
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For you are why she wants to live
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When she's asleep, the air she breathing is
For you are why she wants to live
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i am...
sad
alone
scared of the future
i am not...
feeling loved
hungry
interested
i feel...
unloved
tired
hurt
not good enough
i want...
to cut
my bf to cuddle me
to sleep
i need...
to be heard
a hug
i have...
everything material i require
a phone
i love...
my ben
chocolate
honey on toast
coffee
i hate...
tea
loud noises
people who don't show affection
sad
alone
scared of the future
i am not...
feeling loved
hungry
interested
i feel...
unloved
tired
hurt
not good enough
i want...
to cut
my bf to cuddle me
to sleep
i need...
to be heard
a hug
i have...
everything material i require
a phone
i love...
my ben
chocolate
honey on toast
coffee
i hate...
tea
loud noises
people who don't show affection
I need
Somewhere
To begin
Somebody gotta let me in
Bless my Soul -- Powderfinger
Somewhere
To begin
Somebody gotta let me in
Bless my Soul -- Powderfinger
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