How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Seeshellz » Mon Feb 05, 2007 2:46 am

I'm feeling SU.

I'm just called a crisis line and I'm waiting for them to call me back and coping by posting on BUS while I am waiting.
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by balletomane » Thu Feb 08, 2007 3:22 am

I feel tired. I am going to SLEEP.

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Post by StevieLynn » Fri Feb 09, 2007 11:28 pm

I am feeling confused and regretting that I told someone that my SI is a problem again.

I am going to see if I can figure out how to effectively explain SI to her so that she can better understand.
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And it felt like a winter machine that you go through and then you catch your breath and winter starts again, and everyone else was springbound. And when I chose to live, there was no joy, it's just a line I crossed. I wasn't worth the pain my death would cost, so I was not lost or found....But when you live in a world, well, it gets in to who you th ought you'd be. And now I laugh at how the world changed me. I think life chose me after all.
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Post by handmade mute » Fri Feb 16, 2007 7:20 am

Exhausted, betrayed, stressed, and unsure of what to do.

I'm going to forget about cleaning the place up this weekend, and focus on me for a while. I'm going to cruise online, and watch DVDs, and when I've calmed down, try and figure out what I want to do and where I want to be.

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Post by treasure » Fri Feb 16, 2007 7:40 am

i feel anxious. i am possibly upset, but my instinctive reaction is to think of si and get angry at myself.

i am listening to slightly sad music. i will let myself get upset and not try to stop it with si. i will write stuff out on Bus or in my journal, and not try to hide my feelings or say i don't need to be sad.

it is ok to be sad!
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Post by Scatterbrain » Tue Feb 20, 2007 2:06 am

I am very urgy and anxious.

I am posting on bus and trying to distract myself in games and I think I will take a shower soon, so I can have a change of scene...
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
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I'm not here/This isn't happening"
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Post by balletomane » Tue Feb 20, 2007 2:50 am

I feel something weird and I don't know what to call it. I will read and then sleep.

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Post by Seeshellz » Tue Feb 20, 2007 9:43 am

I feel tired and I'm terrifed to go to sleep.

Later when I calm down, I will try and nap on the couch.
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by the edge of the world » Tue Feb 20, 2007 10:11 am

Hopeless.

Twill go sleep, I guess. And try to get out tomorrow.

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Post by one out of none » Tue Feb 20, 2007 2:15 pm

I feel down, and I'm afraid that it's the bad depression coming back again.

At 2pm, I'm going to go and try make an appointment to see a T.

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Post by Seeshellz » Sun Feb 25, 2007 3:43 pm

I'm depressed and feel hopeless and feel a migraine coming on...

I've already taken 600mg Motrin along with 2 tylenol 1s(doesn't do much, I need real migraine meds...but I'm hoping...) for the depression, I'm going to listen in to my spiritual program this morning and hope that gives me a lift and do some coloring as well taken from my coping box. Maybe distract by playing some computer games if my headache allows me too. If my headache gets too bad I have to go to bed in the dark and quiet etc...and hope to sleep it off.
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by one out of none » Wed Mar 07, 2007 11:14 pm

I feel angry and frustrated.

I have vented in my place, and I'm going to do some writing and maybe even drawing to get it out of my system. I am going to listen to nice music too.

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Post by the edge of the world » Tue Mar 13, 2007 6:48 pm

Angry with myself for procrastinating.

I'm going to finish the work today. (Unfortunately that's what I said yesterday, too... I hope to be more successful today).

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Post by handmade mute » Tue Mar 20, 2007 1:08 am

Physically and emotionally exhausted. Lonely.

I will take things real easy today. I refuse to focus on all the stressful things, today is my day to do with what I will. I'll hang around online so I can chat to people if I feel the need to.

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Post by green » Sat Apr 07, 2007 5:08 pm

Fed up and sad because me and my mum can only ever have a nice conversation when we're drunk.

Get drunk.
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Post by dncn4lyfe77 » Sun Apr 22, 2007 2:09 am

I feel like I'm about to have a meltdown.


I'm going to take my meds for the night and go to sleep.
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Post by Beasty » Thu Apr 26, 2007 2:13 am

I feel excruciatingly horny, which is quite frustrating and seemingly atypical of a girl. Especially since the reason I want sex is to feel wanted, not to orgasm.

I will likely piss and moan in my thoughts about it for there is not much I can do. Cursed hormones.
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Thu Apr 26, 2007 7:49 am

No guy will ever think I'm beautiful... because I'm not.

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Post by wilson » Thu Apr 26, 2007 3:19 pm

i feel really unsafe

im talking to a friend and removing everything that could possibly hurt me. im putting it in my bass case which is lockable and hopeing its too much effort to get out
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Post by Typoqueen » Thu Apr 26, 2007 6:21 pm

I feel sad.

Gonna allow msyelf to cry
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