How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
- Seeshellz
- my other car is a bus
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I'm feeling SU.
I'm just called a crisis line and I'm waiting for them to call me back and coping by posting on BUS while I am waiting.
I'm just called a crisis line and I'm waiting for them to call me back and coping by posting on BUS while I am waiting.
"If you learn from your suffering,
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
- balletomane
- one of us
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- StevieLynn
- bus mechanic
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I am feeling confused and regretting that I told someone that my SI is a problem again.
I am going to see if I can figure out how to effectively explain SI to her so that she can better understand.
I am going to see if I can figure out how to effectively explain SI to her so that she can better understand.
In Which Something Oooh Occurred
And it felt like a winter machine that you go through and then you catch your breath and winter starts again, and everyone else was springbound. And when I chose to live, there was no joy, it's just a line I crossed. I wasn't worth the pain my death would cost, so I was not lost or found....But when you live in a world, well, it gets in to who you th ought you'd be. And now I laugh at how the world changed me. I think life chose me after all.
--Dar Williams
And it felt like a winter machine that you go through and then you catch your breath and winter starts again, and everyone else was springbound. And when I chose to live, there was no joy, it's just a line I crossed. I wasn't worth the pain my death would cost, so I was not lost or found....But when you live in a world, well, it gets in to who you th ought you'd be. And now I laugh at how the world changed me. I think life chose me after all.
--Dar Williams
- handmade mute
- sprouting branches
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- treasure
- forum moderator - workshop & before & after
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i feel anxious. i am possibly upset, but my instinctive reaction is to think of si and get angry at myself.
i am listening to slightly sad music. i will let myself get upset and not try to stop it with si. i will write stuff out on Bus or in my journal, and not try to hide my feelings or say i don't need to be sad.
it is ok to be sad!
i am listening to slightly sad music. i will let myself get upset and not try to stop it with si. i will write stuff out on Bus or in my journal, and not try to hide my feelings or say i don't need to be sad.
it is ok to be sad!
- Scatterbrain
- bus conductor
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- Location: Washington state, USA
I am very urgy and anxious.
I am posting on bus and trying to distract myself in games and I think I will take a shower soon, so I can have a change of scene...
I am posting on bus and trying to distract myself in games and I think I will take a shower soon, so I can have a change of scene...
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
- balletomane
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- Seeshellz
- my other car is a bus
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I feel tired and I'm terrifed to go to sleep.
Later when I calm down, I will try and nap on the couch.
Later when I calm down, I will try and nap on the couch.
"If you learn from your suffering,
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
- the edge of the world
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- one out of none
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- Seeshellz
- my other car is a bus
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I'm depressed and feel hopeless and feel a migraine coming on...
I've already taken 600mg Motrin along with 2 tylenol 1s(doesn't do much, I need real migraine meds...but I'm hoping...) for the depression, I'm going to listen in to my spiritual program this morning and hope that gives me a lift and do some coloring as well taken from my coping box. Maybe distract by playing some computer games if my headache allows me too. If my headache gets too bad I have to go to bed in the dark and quiet etc...and hope to sleep it off.
I've already taken 600mg Motrin along with 2 tylenol 1s(doesn't do much, I need real migraine meds...but I'm hoping...) for the depression, I'm going to listen in to my spiritual program this morning and hope that gives me a lift and do some coloring as well taken from my coping box. Maybe distract by playing some computer games if my headache allows me too. If my headache gets too bad I have to go to bed in the dark and quiet etc...and hope to sleep it off.
"If you learn from your suffering,
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
- one out of none
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- the edge of the world
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- handmade mute
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- dncn4lyfe77
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I feel like I'm about to have a meltdown.
I'm going to take my meds for the night and go to sleep.
I'm going to take my meds for the night and go to sleep.
Last slip-April 19th 2008-----Aiming for 1 week SI free
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I feel excruciatingly horny, which is quite frustrating and seemingly atypical of a girl. Especially since the reason I want sex is to feel wanted, not to orgasm.
I will likely piss and moan in my thoughts about it for there is not much I can do. Cursed hormones.
I will likely piss and moan in my thoughts about it for there is not much I can do. Cursed hormones.
Eisa = Beasty's Twin
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- MusicalMorphine
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- wilson
- just plain inspiring
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i feel really unsafe
im talking to a friend and removing everything that could possibly hurt me. im putting it in my bass case which is lockable and hopeing its too much effort to get out
im talking to a friend and removing everything that could possibly hurt me. im putting it in my bass case which is lockable and hopeing its too much effort to get out
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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