who are you right now? *lang trigs*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by nirvana » Wed Mar 30, 2005 2:43 am

i am... tired

i am not... sensible

i feel... exhausted, empty

i want... him

i need... sleep

i have... food?

i love... him

i hate... them
i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.

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Post by marylou » Fri Apr 01, 2005 4:17 pm

i am...
trying
doing well

i am not...
over
losing

i feel...

tired
proud of myself

i want...
to rest
to love him again

i need...
validation
love

i have...

incredible friends
another chance

i love...
my friends, the kids, all of them
gilwell park

i hate...

failure
emptiness

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Post by nirvana » Sat Apr 02, 2005 12:52 am

i am... here

i am not... with him

i feel... lonely. unwanted. unneeded.

i want... him

i need... to calm down

i have... nothing

i love... him

i hate... myself for trusting and wanting him so much

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Post by Sarita » Sat Apr 02, 2005 4:01 am

i am...fairly happy for the moment
-talking to my bf
-watching Basic

i am not...depressed for the moment
-wanting to die
-wanting to cut

i feel...coy
-playful

i want...to dance
-to cuddle my bf
-to eat cookie dough

i need...to stop eating cookie dough

i have...a mountain dew headache
-a jones for cookie dough lol

i love...my bf
-talking to people online

i hate...how people think i'm pretty
-how i think i'm not pretty
-pizza hut

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Post by nirvana » Wed Apr 06, 2005 1:32 am

i am... relatively calm. or numb.

i am not... upset.

i feel... stupid. worthless. tired.

i want... to feel.

i need... alone time.

i have... books.

i love...

i hate... precalculus. people at my school.
i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.

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Post by Miss_Panda » Mon Apr 18, 2005 2:53 pm

I am
*Dreading going to the doctors*
*In school*
*Pissed off*

I am not
*Someone you can offload your feelings onto without expecting me to talk to you about MY feelings*
*Worthless*
*Dumb*

I feel
*Unwanted*
*Like shite*

I want
*Him*
*My friend back*

I need
*Him*
*My friend back*

I have
*Kathryn*
*Nikki*

I love
*Him*
*Nikki-she's my best friend*

I hate
*Life*
*People in general*


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Make up your own ending~let me know just how you feel.

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Post by balletomane » Mon Apr 18, 2005 11:07 pm

i am...
hurting
empty

i am not...
loved
happy
feeling

i feel...
unreal
neglected
ignored

i want...
a friend
someone to notice

i need...
to talk
to cry

i have...
diet coke
a headache

i love...
nothing

i hate...
myself

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Post by Everybody_Else's_Girl » Tue Apr 19, 2005 1:41 am

i am...
thoughtful
creative
fun

i am not...
the bad things that have happened to me
shallow
always silly

i feel...
sad
tired
lonely

i want...
to feel loved
to be appreciated for who i am
to be happy

i need...
understanding
compassion

i have...
molly
a good t

i love...
my family
my wonderful doggies and kitties

i hate...
feeling so terrible all the time

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Post by Catylyx » Tue Apr 19, 2005 2:38 am

i am...

stupid
hurting
pissed
tired

i am not...

beautiful
strong
stable

i feel...

alone again
worthless
disgusting
like a dumbass

i want...

to sleep
to have you hold me
to see you
to hear you tell me it's alright
....to die....

i need...

help
you to call me
this pain to go away
to be normal...(whatever normal is)

i have...

nightmares
scars that'll never fade
too many apologies, and not enough time

i love...

_Sam_
BUS
.......the fact that i love both the above so much......

i hate...

that i don't get to see you very often
that i can never wear shorts again
that i have to hurt myself to feel sane
...that there are so many things you don't know....that i haven't told you...

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Post by balletomane » Tue Apr 19, 2005 6:30 pm

i am...
too far gone

i am not...
anything

i feel...
nothing

i want...
anything

i need...
attention
care

i have...
nothing

i love...
nothing

i hate...
myself

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Post by Dungeon_Lilly » Wed Apr 20, 2005 4:55 pm

i am...
Confused
Frustrated
False

i am not...
Ok

i feel...
Lost

i want...
Support from James
Clarity

i need...
Space
To figure things out

i have...
To sort things out

i love...
James

i hate...
My family
Being let down
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Post by angelwithapintglass » Wed Apr 20, 2005 6:13 pm

i am... a sixth form student, who got an a*, a and ab at gcse in the subjects i'm studying now. the rest were all a's and b's. i also got an a in my only module exam.

i am not... a failure, and i'm not stupid. i can pass these exams, i have it in me.

i feel... rushed off my feet. a moment ago it was 5 weeks into the first half term, and now we have less than 5 weeks left until the exams.

i want... some time and some help, without interference. postpone the exams a few weeks and i'll be fine. tutor me. help.

i need... some time to relax. i want to go out and i want to be able to watch a film all the way through without panicking about forgetting revision topics. and yet i also need to do my revision within the time i have. i need to read the english texts.

i have... the energy, the ability and the BRAINS to get through these exams and pass them. i can do it. i've done it before.

i love... getting A's on things i worked on forever and thought were crap.

i hate... being put down for getting aforementioned A's by my friends who got C's and D's or below. it is NOT my fucking fault! i have the right to feel proud about the mark i got and its not like i fucking cheated, is it?!

.. i think we've established what it is thats bugging me.

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Post by Forget Me » Thu Apr 21, 2005 8:32 am

hey, i really like this idea! thanks :)
i am...
tearful
smart
lovable
jobly (not exactly a word... i mean i have a job)
15
Laura

i am not...
alone
friendless
stupid
worthless

i feel...
lonely
sad
urgy
exhausted
tired of this life

i want...
a boyfriend
someone to hold me
to stop being tired all the time
to be warm!(cold in my house...)

i need...
my friends and family
my kitty
money
love
to stop being so f-ing lazy

i have...
a home
food + water
people who are there for me
music
friends and family

i love...
my friends and family :tongue:
my cat
frozen peas
hugs
talking to people i care about
helping people out

i hate...
people making up rumours about me
people who look at me like i am worth less than they are
people blaming me for their issues
tactless people over the age of 10
being tactless
looking stupid in front of other people

i am gonna stop there, cos this could become destructive in a minute or two. may i suggest switching the i love and i hate bits? lol
Lauz
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Post by mallie » Thu Apr 21, 2005 10:23 am

i am gonna stop there, cos this could become destructive in a minute or two. may i suggest switching the i love and i hate bits? lol
Switching the order so you end on a high note ? Or switching to other questions ?

Did filling out how you're feeling/are now help you ?

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Post by nirvana » Fri Apr 22, 2005 2:54 am

i am... awake. difficult.

i am not... a slut.

i feel... numb. tired.

i want... calmness. nothing.

i need... sleep.

i have... friends. bus.

i love... bus.

i hate... being so damn difficult and moody.
i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.

[safe since february 2005.]

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Post by nirvana » Tue Apr 26, 2005 1:32 am

i am... here.

i am not... a slut. stupid.

i feel... numb as hell. cold. empty.

i want... feelings. sleep.

i need... sleep. something else i don't know.

i have... friends. bus.

i love... my bed.

i hate... this feeling.
i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.

[safe since february 2005.]

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Post by mely » Wed Apr 27, 2005 2:54 am

i am...
-tired

i am not
-interested

i feel...
-emotionless

i want
-to feel

i need
-something, just dont know what

i have
-a computer mouse that keeps acting up, bloody thing

i love
-nothing at the moment

i hate
-nothing at the moment

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Post by Dungeon_Lilly » Sun May 01, 2005 5:16 pm

i am...
Fed up
Sick of the interfiering
Sick of being wrong

i am not...
Feeling wanted

i feel...
Useless
Clastraphobic

i want...
To be heard

i need...
People to listen to me
To be treated like an adult
To be accepted

i have...
Had enough of her

i love...
James

i hate...
His sister interfearing
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I can no longer shop happily
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A guaranteed personality

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Post by Forget Me » Mon May 02, 2005 5:33 am

i have done thins before, but i want to do it again :)

i am...
-an okay person
-lonely
-sad
-tearful
-going to make myself okay!!!!

i am not...
-going to feel like this forever!
-going to stop trying
-going to let people tell me i am a bad person
-fat :evil:

i feel...
-ill... lol
-tired
-lonely
-rejected
-fat

i want...
-everything to be okay
-to stop feeling sad and lonely and tired
-to stop eating to much sugar :cry:
-life to be easier

i need...
-to be loved
-to stop eating so much sugar (mild addiction)
-my scars to heal so i can go to the doctor
-sleep...
-to cry, not bleed

i have...
-a sore tummy
-friends
-my kittty-cat
-food(though i am not eating much atm) + water
-everything i need to fix myself and be okay again

i love...
-wellington
-berlin (my second home :tongue: )
-rain
-walking in the rain (only when i am in the right mood)
-my friends and family
-makin stuff (again - only in the right mood)
-music - soooo much

i hate...
-being lonely
-being bored (i tend to sit on my ass at the computer, eating)
-people who use emoticons too much
-james gregory (even though it has been so many years...)
-people hating me (i almost never hate them - i just dont like them much)
-the thought of living like this forever
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Another Lonely Day
~~Laura~~
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