who are you right now? *lang trigs*
i am...fairly happy for the moment
-talking to my bf
-watching Basic
i am not...depressed for the moment
-wanting to die
-wanting to cut
i feel...coy
-playful
i want...to dance
-to cuddle my bf
-to eat cookie dough
i need...to stop eating cookie dough
i have...a mountain dew headache
-a jones for cookie dough lol
i love...my bf
-talking to people online
i hate...how people think i'm pretty
-how i think i'm not pretty
-pizza hut
-talking to my bf
-watching Basic
i am not...depressed for the moment
-wanting to die
-wanting to cut
i feel...coy
-playful
i want...to dance
-to cuddle my bf
-to eat cookie dough
i need...to stop eating cookie dough
i have...a mountain dew headache
-a jones for cookie dough lol
i love...my bf
-talking to people online
i hate...how people think i'm pretty
-how i think i'm not pretty
-pizza hut
- Miss_Panda
- building community
- Posts: 546
- Joined: Mon Feb 28, 2005 12:27 pm
- Location: Whitehaven, Cumbria
I am
*Dreading going to the doctors*
*In school*
*Pissed off*
I am not
*Someone you can offload your feelings onto without expecting me to talk to you about MY feelings*
*Worthless*
*Dumb*
I feel
*Unwanted*
*Like shite*
I want
*Him*
*My friend back*
I need
*Him*
*My friend back*
I have
*Kathryn*
*Nikki*
I love
*Him*
*Nikki-she's my best friend*
I hate
*Life*
*People in general*
*~*Hugs are welcome*~*
*Dreading going to the doctors*
*In school*
*Pissed off*
I am not
*Someone you can offload your feelings onto without expecting me to talk to you about MY feelings*
*Worthless*
*Dumb*
I feel
*Unwanted*
*Like shite*
I want
*Him*
*My friend back*
I need
*Him*
*My friend back*
I have
*Kathryn*
*Nikki*
I love
*Him*
*Nikki-she's my best friend*
I hate
*Life*
*People in general*
*~*Hugs are welcome*~*
Make up your own ending~let me know just how you feel.
When she's asleep, the air she breathing is
For you are why she wants to live
Zombie Miss_Panda
When she's asleep, the air she breathing is
For you are why she wants to live
Zombie Miss_Panda
- balletomane
- one of us
- Posts: 13705
- Joined: Fri Feb 11, 2005 3:54 am
- Everybody_Else's_Girl
- creating your space
- Posts: 208
- Joined: Tue Apr 19, 2005 12:47 am
i am...
thoughtful
creative
fun
i am not...
the bad things that have happened to me
shallow
always silly
i feel...
sad
tired
lonely
i want...
to feel loved
to be appreciated for who i am
to be happy
i need...
understanding
compassion
i have...
molly
a good t
i love...
my family
my wonderful doggies and kitties
i hate...
feeling so terrible all the time
thoughtful
creative
fun
i am not...
the bad things that have happened to me
shallow
always silly
i feel...
sad
tired
lonely
i want...
to feel loved
to be appreciated for who i am
to be happy
i need...
understanding
compassion
i have...
molly
a good t
i love...
my family
my wonderful doggies and kitties
i hate...
feeling so terrible all the time
- Catylyx
- orange smartie
- Posts: 1682
- Joined: Tue Mar 01, 2005 3:23 am
- Location: Finally in a place that i feel alive.
- Contact:
i am...
stupid
hurting
pissed
tired
i am not...
beautiful
strong
stable
i feel...
alone again
worthless
disgusting
like a dumbass
i want...
to sleep
to have you hold me
to see you
to hear you tell me it's alright
....to die....
i need...
help
you to call me
this pain to go away
to be normal...(whatever normal is)
i have...
nightmares
scars that'll never fade
too many apologies, and not enough time
i love...
_Sam_
BUS
.......the fact that i love both the above so much......
i hate...
that i don't get to see you very often
that i can never wear shorts again
that i have to hurt myself to feel sane
...that there are so many things you don't know....that i haven't told you...
stupid
hurting
pissed
tired
i am not...
beautiful
strong
stable
i feel...
alone again
worthless
disgusting
like a dumbass
i want...
to sleep
to have you hold me
to see you
to hear you tell me it's alright
....to die....
i need...
help
you to call me
this pain to go away
to be normal...(whatever normal is)
i have...
nightmares
scars that'll never fade
too many apologies, and not enough time
i love...
_Sam_
BUS
.......the fact that i love both the above so much......
i hate...
that i don't get to see you very often
that i can never wear shorts again
that i have to hurt myself to feel sane
...that there are so many things you don't know....that i haven't told you...
<i>I am innocent and I have been set free
I no longer have chains around my feet
And no matter where I go or what they say
I am innocent</i> --Third Day
** 1 YEAR**~~back on the wagon 6/19/06~~
I no longer have chains around my feet
And no matter where I go or what they say
I am innocent</i> --Third Day
** 1 YEAR**~~back on the wagon 6/19/06~~
- balletomane
- one of us
- Posts: 13705
- Joined: Fri Feb 11, 2005 3:54 am
- Dungeon_Lilly
- driving instructor
- Posts: 5571
- Joined: Fri Jul 18, 2003 2:44 pm
- Location: Halfway To Sanity (SW London and Surrey)
- Contact:
i am...
Confused
Frustrated
False
i am not...
Ok
i feel...
Lost
i want...
Support from James
Clarity
i need...
Space
To figure things out
i have...
To sort things out
i love...
James
i hate...
My family
Being let down
Confused
Frustrated
False
i am not...
Ok
i feel...
Lost
i want...
Support from James
Clarity
i need...
Space
To figure things out
i have...
To sort things out
i love...
James
i hate...
My family
Being let down
<center>
I'm all lost in the supermarket
I can no longer shop happily
I came in here for that special offer
A guaranteed personality
I'm all lost in the supermarket
I can no longer shop happily
I came in here for that special offer
A guaranteed personality
-
- growing roots
- Posts: 948
- Joined: Wed Feb 05, 2003 9:42 pm
i am... a sixth form student, who got an a*, a and ab at gcse in the subjects i'm studying now. the rest were all a's and b's. i also got an a in my only module exam.
i am not... a failure, and i'm not stupid. i can pass these exams, i have it in me.
i feel... rushed off my feet. a moment ago it was 5 weeks into the first half term, and now we have less than 5 weeks left until the exams.
i want... some time and some help, without interference. postpone the exams a few weeks and i'll be fine. tutor me. help.
i need... some time to relax. i want to go out and i want to be able to watch a film all the way through without panicking about forgetting revision topics. and yet i also need to do my revision within the time i have. i need to read the english texts.
i have... the energy, the ability and the BRAINS to get through these exams and pass them. i can do it. i've done it before.
i love... getting A's on things i worked on forever and thought were crap.
i hate... being put down for getting aforementioned A's by my friends who got C's and D's or below. it is NOT my fucking fault! i have the right to feel proud about the mark i got and its not like i fucking cheated, is it?!
.. i think we've established what it is thats bugging me.
x
i am not... a failure, and i'm not stupid. i can pass these exams, i have it in me.
i feel... rushed off my feet. a moment ago it was 5 weeks into the first half term, and now we have less than 5 weeks left until the exams.
i want... some time and some help, without interference. postpone the exams a few weeks and i'll be fine. tutor me. help.
i need... some time to relax. i want to go out and i want to be able to watch a film all the way through without panicking about forgetting revision topics. and yet i also need to do my revision within the time i have. i need to read the english texts.
i have... the energy, the ability and the BRAINS to get through these exams and pass them. i can do it. i've done it before.
i love... getting A's on things i worked on forever and thought were crap.
i hate... being put down for getting aforementioned A's by my friends who got C's and D's or below. it is NOT my fucking fault! i have the right to feel proud about the mark i got and its not like i fucking cheated, is it?!
.. i think we've established what it is thats bugging me.
x
hey, i really like this idea! thanks
i am...
tearful
smart
lovable
jobly (not exactly a word... i mean i have a job)
15
Laura
i am not...
alone
friendless
stupid
worthless
i feel...
lonely
sad
urgy
exhausted
tired of this life
i want...
a boyfriend
someone to hold me
to stop being tired all the time
to be warm!(cold in my house...)
i need...
my friends and family
my kitty
money
love
to stop being so f-ing lazy
i have...
a home
food + water
people who are there for me
music
friends and family
i love...
my friends and family
my cat
frozen peas
hugs
talking to people i care about
helping people out
i hate...
people making up rumours about me
people who look at me like i am worth less than they are
people blaming me for their issues
tactless people over the age of 10
being tactless
looking stupid in front of other people
i am gonna stop there, cos this could become destructive in a minute or two. may i suggest switching the i love and i hate bits? lol
Lauz
i am...
tearful
smart
lovable
jobly (not exactly a word... i mean i have a job)
15
Laura
i am not...
alone
friendless
stupid
worthless
i feel...
lonely
sad
urgy
exhausted
tired of this life
i want...
a boyfriend
someone to hold me
to stop being tired all the time
to be warm!(cold in my house...)
i need...
my friends and family
my kitty
money
love
to stop being so f-ing lazy
i have...
a home
food + water
people who are there for me
music
friends and family
i love...
my friends and family
my cat
frozen peas
hugs
talking to people i care about
helping people out
i hate...
people making up rumours about me
people who look at me like i am worth less than they are
people blaming me for their issues
tactless people over the age of 10
being tactless
looking stupid in front of other people
i am gonna stop there, cos this could become destructive in a minute or two. may i suggest switching the i love and i hate bits? lol
Lauz
<center>
<b>FISHY! WHY ARE YOU SLEEPING?!</b>
~"What could I say to you that would be of value, except that perhaps you seek too much, that as a result of your seeking you cannot find."~
Another Lonely Day
~~Laura~~
</center>
<b>FISHY! WHY ARE YOU SLEEPING?!</b>
~"What could I say to you that would be of value, except that perhaps you seek too much, that as a result of your seeking you cannot find."~
Another Lonely Day
~~Laura~~
</center>
i am... here.
i am not... a slut. stupid.
i feel... numb as hell. cold. empty.
i want... feelings. sleep.
i need... sleep. something else i don't know.
i have... friends. bus.
i love... my bed.
i hate... this feeling.
i am not... a slut. stupid.
i feel... numb as hell. cold. empty.
i want... feelings. sleep.
i need... sleep. something else i don't know.
i have... friends. bus.
i love... my bed.
i hate... this feeling.
i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.
[safe since february 2005.]
[safe since february 2005.]
- Dungeon_Lilly
- driving instructor
- Posts: 5571
- Joined: Fri Jul 18, 2003 2:44 pm
- Location: Halfway To Sanity (SW London and Surrey)
- Contact:
i am...
Fed up
Sick of the interfiering
Sick of being wrong
i am not...
Feeling wanted
i feel...
Useless
Clastraphobic
i want...
To be heard
i need...
People to listen to me
To be treated like an adult
To be accepted
i have...
Had enough of her
i love...
James
i hate...
His sister interfearing
Fed up
Sick of the interfiering
Sick of being wrong
i am not...
Feeling wanted
i feel...
Useless
Clastraphobic
i want...
To be heard
i need...
People to listen to me
To be treated like an adult
To be accepted
i have...
Had enough of her
i love...
James
i hate...
His sister interfearing
<center>
I'm all lost in the supermarket
I can no longer shop happily
I came in here for that special offer
A guaranteed personality
I'm all lost in the supermarket
I can no longer shop happily
I came in here for that special offer
A guaranteed personality
i have done thins before, but i want to do it again
i am...
-an okay person
-lonely
-sad
-tearful
-going to make myself okay!!!!
i am not...
-going to feel like this forever!
-going to stop trying
-going to let people tell me i am a bad person
-fat
i feel...
-ill... lol
-tired
-lonely
-rejected
-fat
i want...
-everything to be okay
-to stop feeling sad and lonely and tired
-to stop eating to much sugar
-life to be easier
i need...
-to be loved
-to stop eating so much sugar (mild addiction)
-my scars to heal so i can go to the doctor
-sleep...
-to cry, not bleed
i have...
-a sore tummy
-friends
-my kittty-cat
-food(though i am not eating much atm) + water
-everything i need to fix myself and be okay again
i love...
-wellington
-berlin (my second home )
-rain
-walking in the rain (only when i am in the right mood)
-my friends and family
-makin stuff (again - only in the right mood)
-music - soooo much
i hate...
-being lonely
-being bored (i tend to sit on my ass at the computer, eating)
-people who use emoticons too much
-james gregory (even though it has been so many years...)
-people hating me (i almost never hate them - i just dont like them much)
-the thought of living like this forever
i am...
-an okay person
-lonely
-sad
-tearful
-going to make myself okay!!!!
i am not...
-going to feel like this forever!
-going to stop trying
-going to let people tell me i am a bad person
-fat
i feel...
-ill... lol
-tired
-lonely
-rejected
-fat
i want...
-everything to be okay
-to stop feeling sad and lonely and tired
-to stop eating to much sugar
-life to be easier
i need...
-to be loved
-to stop eating so much sugar (mild addiction)
-my scars to heal so i can go to the doctor
-sleep...
-to cry, not bleed
i have...
-a sore tummy
-friends
-my kittty-cat
-food(though i am not eating much atm) + water
-everything i need to fix myself and be okay again
i love...
-wellington
-berlin (my second home )
-rain
-walking in the rain (only when i am in the right mood)
-my friends and family
-makin stuff (again - only in the right mood)
-music - soooo much
i hate...
-being lonely
-being bored (i tend to sit on my ass at the computer, eating)
-people who use emoticons too much
-james gregory (even though it has been so many years...)
-people hating me (i almost never hate them - i just dont like them much)
-the thought of living like this forever
<center>
<b>FISHY! WHY ARE YOU SLEEPING?!</b>
~"What could I say to you that would be of value, except that perhaps you seek too much, that as a result of your seeking you cannot find."~
Another Lonely Day
~~Laura~~
</center>
<b>FISHY! WHY ARE YOU SLEEPING?!</b>
~"What could I say to you that would be of value, except that perhaps you seek too much, that as a result of your seeking you cannot find."~
Another Lonely Day
~~Laura~~
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