Right now I feel... Version 3.0
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Like I'm slowly crumbling.
For among these winters there is one so endlessly winter
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
~Rainer Maria Rilke
My place
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
~Rainer Maria Rilke
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Tired
Ill
Misunderstood
Hurt
Sad
Ill
Misunderstood
Hurt
Sad
I am a poor freezingly cold soul
So far from where
I intended to go
Scavenging through life`s very constant lulls
So far from where I`m determined to go
Seasick Yet Still Docked by Morrissey
Life Is Never Kind~Morrissey
So far from where
I intended to go
Scavenging through life`s very constant lulls
So far from where I`m determined to go
Seasick Yet Still Docked by Morrissey
Life Is Never Kind~Morrissey
Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
So tired.
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Thank you rettahdam, Saint Jimmy, and VerMOZZica .
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Concerned andvery confused. I am EXTREMELY lonely and know I will all alone on Christmas and worried because I hold conversations with myself without hearing any voices and I'm actually at a point where I argue over literally nothing. There is no thing that I'm fighting over. I am just doing it because I have nothing better to do. I mean, am I in a crisis and should call the local crisis hotline or not? All this isn't caused by stress or the holidays and I'm not feeling suicidal or wanting to hurt myself. I don't even know what it IS I'm going through....
I will survive
Oh as long as I know how to love
I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live,
I've got all my love to give, and I'll survive
I will survive
~Gloria Gaynor
"Maybe you don't need the whole world to love you; maybe you just need one person"
-Kermit the Frog~The Muppets
"Don't pawn your garbage off on me!"~Watchy Watchog (Pokemon Black/White)
BUS Family:
s0_vERY_sCaReD
Somehow the wires uncrossed
The tables were turned
Never knew I had such a lesson to learn
I'm feeling good from my head to my shoes
I know where I'm going and I know what to do
I've tidied up my point of view
I've got a new attitude!
˜Patti LaBelle
Oh as long as I know how to love
I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live,
I've got all my love to give, and I'll survive
I will survive
~Gloria Gaynor
"Maybe you don't need the whole world to love you; maybe you just need one person"
-Kermit the Frog~The Muppets
"Don't pawn your garbage off on me!"~Watchy Watchog (Pokemon Black/White)
BUS Family:
s0_vERY_sCaReD
Somehow the wires uncrossed
The tables were turned
Never knew I had such a lesson to learn
I'm feeling good from my head to my shoes
I know where I'm going and I know what to do
I've tidied up my point of view
I've got a new attitude!
˜Patti LaBelle
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I hope everyone is surviving the holidays? It can be an awful time of year for people who are struggling emotionally. I remember it all too well
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I think you could call the hotline. It's not up to the patient to know what's going on. You needn't suffer alone.PokemonGeek wrote:Concerned andvery confused. I am EXTREMELY lonely and know I will all alone on Christmas and worried because I hold conversations with myself without hearing any voices and I'm actually at a point where I argue over literally nothing. There is no thing that I'm fighting over. I am just doing it because I have nothing better to do. I mean, am I in a crisis and should call the local crisis hotline or not? All this isn't caused by stress or the holidays and I'm not feeling suicidal or wanting to hurt myself. I don't even know what it IS I'm going through....
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
Irritated
Ignored
Kind of hurt
Ignored
Kind of hurt
“If you think you are too small to make a difference, try sleeping with a mosquito.” - Dalai Lama XIV
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Resigned that life is lame.
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Don't think I've ever felt this ill before, been coughing so much every muscle in my body hurts - and I've got pains across my chest mostly on my left side .... I just want to get better ..... that's how I feel right at this moment.
If you think outside the box there's no such thing as square one.
No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
Whichever way you wear your crown,
Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.
19/07/1952 - 30/12/2013 Never Ever Forgotten
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Depressed because another year has gone by and now I'm REALLY convinced that I will die alone as everyone ELSE I know is in a relationship but me....
I will survive
Oh as long as I know how to love
I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live,
I've got all my love to give, and I'll survive
I will survive
~Gloria Gaynor
"Maybe you don't need the whole world to love you; maybe you just need one person"
-Kermit the Frog~The Muppets
"Don't pawn your garbage off on me!"~Watchy Watchog (Pokemon Black/White)
BUS Family:
s0_vERY_sCaReD
Somehow the wires uncrossed
The tables were turned
Never knew I had such a lesson to learn
I'm feeling good from my head to my shoes
I know where I'm going and I know what to do
I've tidied up my point of view
I've got a new attitude!
˜Patti LaBelle
Oh as long as I know how to love
I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live,
I've got all my love to give, and I'll survive
I will survive
~Gloria Gaynor
"Maybe you don't need the whole world to love you; maybe you just need one person"
-Kermit the Frog~The Muppets
"Don't pawn your garbage off on me!"~Watchy Watchog (Pokemon Black/White)
BUS Family:
s0_vERY_sCaReD
Somehow the wires uncrossed
The tables were turned
Never knew I had such a lesson to learn
I'm feeling good from my head to my shoes
I know where I'm going and I know what to do
I've tidied up my point of view
I've got a new attitude!
˜Patti LaBelle
Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
Randomly terrified because if I go to sleep now tomorrow will come far too soon but I have to get up in three hours to go to work.
For among these winters there is one so endlessly winter
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
~Rainer Maria Rilke
My place
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
~Rainer Maria Rilke
My place
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Homesick, needy, irritated.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
Tired, but restless. Need to sleep, but can't.
Lonely.
Scared.
Wishings things were different.
Lonely.
Scared.
Wishings things were different.
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Gross
Overheated
Overheated
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Energetic
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fat, ugly
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Lonely, Vulnerable, Guilty
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Sick and snotty, lonely, urgy
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