Right now I feel... Version 3.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by roseleaf » Wed Dec 19, 2012 2:27 pm

Like I'm slowly crumbling.
For among these winters there is one so endlessly winter
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Thu Dec 20, 2012 4:26 am

Tired :1yawn: :1yawn:

Ill :blfrwn: :blfrwn:

Misunderstood :oconf: :oconf:

Hurt :shakehead: :shakehead:

Sad :cry: :cry:
I am a poor freezingly cold soul
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I intended to go
Scavenging through life`s very constant lulls
So far from where I`m determined to go
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Fri Dec 21, 2012 9:14 am

So tired. :morning:

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by PokemonGeek » Tue Dec 25, 2012 12:03 am

Concerned andvery confused. I am EXTREMELY lonely and know I will all alone on Christmas and worried because I hold conversations with myself without hearing any voices and I'm actually at a point where I argue over literally nothing. There is no thing that I'm fighting over. I am just doing it because I have nothing better to do. I mean, am I in a crisis and should call the local crisis hotline or not? All this isn't caused by stress or the holidays and I'm not feeling suicidal or wanting to hurt myself. I don't even know what it IS I'm going through....
I will survive
Oh as long as I know how to love
I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live,
I've got all my love to give, and I'll survive
I will survive
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Licentia Poetica » Thu Dec 27, 2012 9:38 am

I hope everyone is surviving the holidays? It can be an awful time of year for people who are struggling emotionally. I remember it all too well :(


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Licentia Poetica » Thu Dec 27, 2012 9:39 am

PokemonGeek wrote:Concerned andvery confused. I am EXTREMELY lonely and know I will all alone on Christmas and worried because I hold conversations with myself without hearing any voices and I'm actually at a point where I argue over literally nothing. There is no thing that I'm fighting over. I am just doing it because I have nothing better to do. I mean, am I in a crisis and should call the local crisis hotline or not? All this isn't caused by stress or the holidays and I'm not feeling suicidal or wanting to hurt myself. I don't even know what it IS I'm going through....
I think you could call the hotline. It's not up to the patient to know what's going on. You needn't suffer alone.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Sat Dec 29, 2012 11:25 pm

Irritated
Ignored
Kind of hurt
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Glockenspiel » Sun Dec 30, 2012 4:53 am

Resigned that life is lame.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Kaleb » Mon Dec 31, 2012 11:56 pm

Don't think I've ever felt this ill before, been coughing so much every muscle in my body hurts - and I've got pains across my chest mostly on my left side .... I just want to get better ..... that's how I feel right at this moment.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by PokemonGeek » Tue Jan 01, 2013 12:31 am

Depressed because another year has gone by and now I'm REALLY convinced that I will die alone as everyone ELSE I know is in a relationship but me....
I will survive
Oh as long as I know how to love
I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live,
I've got all my love to give, and I'll survive
I will survive
~Gloria Gaynor

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Never knew I had such a lesson to learn
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I've tidied up my point of view
I've got a new attitude!
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by roseleaf » Wed Jan 02, 2013 4:59 am

Randomly terrified because if I go to sleep now tomorrow will come far too soon but I have to get up in three hours to go to work.
For among these winters there is one so endlessly winter
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by zyn » Wed Jan 02, 2013 7:57 pm

Homesick, needy, irritated.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by RG » Thu Jan 03, 2013 6:38 am

anxious

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Birdie » Thu Jan 03, 2013 8:30 am

Tired, but restless. Need to sleep, but can't.

Lonely.
Scared.
Wishings things were different.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by RG » Sat Jan 05, 2013 6:53 am

numb

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Sat Jan 05, 2013 11:03 pm

Gross
Overheated
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Glockenspiel » Sun Jan 06, 2013 6:06 am

Energetic
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Post by Neviah » Sun Jan 06, 2013 8:45 am

fat, ugly

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Birdie » Sun Jan 06, 2013 8:47 am

Lonely, Vulnerable, Guilty
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by noldo » Sun Jan 06, 2013 7:36 pm

Sick and snotty, lonely, urgy
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