Things Left Unsaid *LA*

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by strider 151 » Thu Oct 27, 2011 10:54 pm

i wish you would see how much im hurting, i wish you knew how to help me.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Maryel42 » Sat Oct 29, 2011 4:46 am

I wish you would understand what I'm trying to say. That I just can't get it out, because the words are choking in my throat. I wish you'd understand that what you think I'm going to say isn't what the secret is, and that what you think is meant as something to help is scaring me as much as anything else in this whole mess.

and the secret that's in me is eating me up and I want you to make me tell you what it is

don't give me another reason to be afraid

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by zyn » Sat Oct 29, 2011 9:25 am

I want to be safe.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by styled_wrong » Sat Oct 29, 2011 9:01 pm

You are amazing! I hope u kno how much I apreciate u!
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by knocking » Sun Oct 30, 2011 12:42 am

Im sorry you think that I didn't want to meet you. I really did. And I really hope we do get to catch up before my normal support worker gets back. I was just stressing too much over everything.
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they have steel cores. Throw a punch and you're going to break your hand.
Kind people are kind because they know firsthand that life isn't."

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by guest567 » Sun Oct 30, 2011 4:53 pm

Why lie when it is pretty obvious that you are not having drinks with someone and are infact going out with a number of different people to a different event? I was going to cancel our plans anyway so you could have just been honest with me. Finding out this way just made me angry and even more definite that I will be going out this week and won't be letting you know until I'm out.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by zyn » Sun Oct 30, 2011 6:00 pm

You don't know me. You'll never know me. So quit trying. I don't want you to.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by capricorn » Sun Oct 30, 2011 9:45 pm

Oh you judgemental fuck.
I suppose YOU get to decide what counts as 'attractive', and I suppose you think YOU are, and everyone else should just hide their face rather than DARING to post photos of themselves that they like.
I really can't stand what you are these days.
Also FYI fashion models look disgusting, aren't attractive, and are mostly sick.
So, ahm, fuck you.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by zyn » Mon Oct 31, 2011 9:26 am

I am so tired of you. Can't you fucking see that?
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Eva » Tue Nov 01, 2011 6:20 pm

Was it you I saw today? I miss you... :blfrwn:

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by zyn » Tue Nov 01, 2011 6:57 pm

Well, fuck you.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by knocking » Wed Nov 02, 2011 10:31 am

Why can't you just contact me, to let me know that you got my reply letter. Don't you owe me that much? Did I really mean nothing to you as a client. Although I guess that I never really expected anything else of you. Not after the way you never showed up to appointments anyway.
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"Kindness is often mistaken for softness and let me tell you,
friends, that is a mistake you don't want to make.
Kind people are not born that way, they do not stumble into it,
kind people are forged in fire and darkness and imploding stars,
they have steel cores. Throw a punch and you're going to break your hand.
Kind people are kind because they know firsthand that life isn't."

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by zyn » Wed Nov 02, 2011 12:06 pm

I wish it'd work. You're what I'm looking for.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Chey » Wed Nov 02, 2011 6:27 pm

you were rude, mean and unprofessional. I made the appointment. I had a long distance to travel and you think it was a minor inconvenience? Well it was a major inconvenience. You are not the only one with a life and many things to do! AHHHHHHGGGGGG!


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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by stripysocks4christ » Wed Nov 02, 2011 9:58 pm

if imma go see you tomorrow, please please be nice.. please notice me, please give me a smile to show that you care, that you can see how much this hurts.. please.. i trust you, i dont know why, but i do..

and you, im so scared of seeing you again on sunday, im in an even worse place than last week, and you totally saw through my little act.. what am i ment to say? how much should i tell you?
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by guest567 » Thu Nov 03, 2011 12:05 am

Thank you for our rather drunken chat last night. I really appreciated you bringing it up and validating my thoughts and feelings. I am grateful for your friendship.

Thank you to those that have brought up or educated the child that saw me in the supermarket yesterday. Whilst I wish he hadn't needed to say it at all I'm glad it was 'that lady looks different to us but that's ok isn't it mummy because everyone looks different in different ways'. Too often recently I've heard negative remarks from children.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by RG » Thu Nov 03, 2011 5:09 pm

You flipping dick of a man. Why do you have to be such a jackass. I go to a Christian university and hopefully have some morals. Whats your problem that you have to create an entirely new exam for me? Not only that but yank my chain with a time stamped exam forcing me to change everything about my studying right now and change the entire format of the exam from what was previously indicated. F you asshole

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by strider 151 » Sat Nov 05, 2011 11:27 pm

pleaseeee
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.


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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Chey » Sun Nov 06, 2011 12:24 am

the reason you feel like crap is because you dont take your meds regularly. you probably feel withdawal and depressed but your refusal to take your meds on time makes me not have simpathy for you.


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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by styled_wrong » Sun Nov 06, 2011 12:39 am

U are amazing and i love.u but u havn't half made me feel vulnerable
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