Things Left Unsaid *LA*
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
i wish you would see how much im hurting, i wish you knew how to help me.
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
I wish you would understand what I'm trying to say. That I just can't get it out, because the words are choking in my throat. I wish you'd understand that what you think I'm going to say isn't what the secret is, and that what you think is meant as something to help is scaring me as much as anything else in this whole mess.
and the secret that's in me is eating me up and I want you to make me tell you what it is
don't give me another reason to be afraid
and the secret that's in me is eating me up and I want you to make me tell you what it is
don't give me another reason to be afraid
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
I want to be safe.
"If knew what I thought I wouldn't need to make anything."
"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed
SI free since 1st January 2012
Last SI: 23rd April 2013
"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed
Last SI: 23rd April 2013
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
You are amazing! I hope u kno how much I apreciate u!
scars are tattoos with better stories
it's hard to answer the question whats wrong, when nothing is 'right'
Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feels
it's hard to answer the question whats wrong, when nothing is 'right'
Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feels
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Im sorry you think that I didn't want to meet you. I really did. And I really hope we do get to catch up before my normal support worker gets back. I was just stressing too much over everything.
"Kindness is often mistaken for softness and let me tell you,
friends, that is a mistake you don't want to make.
Kind people are not born that way, they do not stumble into it,
kind people are forged in fire and darkness and imploding stars,
they have steel cores. Throw a punch and you're going to break your hand.
Kind people are kind because they know firsthand that life isn't."
- Quote found online years ago.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Why lie when it is pretty obvious that you are not having drinks with someone and are infact going out with a number of different people to a different event? I was going to cancel our plans anyway so you could have just been honest with me. Finding out this way just made me angry and even more definite that I will be going out this week and won't be letting you know until I'm out.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
You don't know me. You'll never know me. So quit trying. I don't want you to.
"If knew what I thought I wouldn't need to make anything."
"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed
SI free since 1st January 2012
Last SI: 23rd April 2013
"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed
Last SI: 23rd April 2013
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Oh you judgemental fuck.
I suppose YOU get to decide what counts as 'attractive', and I suppose you think YOU are, and everyone else should just hide their face rather than DARING to post photos of themselves that they like.
I really can't stand what you are these days.
Also FYI fashion models look disgusting, aren't attractive, and are mostly sick.
So, ahm, fuck you.
I suppose YOU get to decide what counts as 'attractive', and I suppose you think YOU are, and everyone else should just hide their face rather than DARING to post photos of themselves that they like.
I really can't stand what you are these days.
Also FYI fashion models look disgusting, aren't attractive, and are mostly sick.
So, ahm, fuck you.
~Capri
xoxo
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xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
I am so tired of you. Can't you fucking see that?
"If knew what I thought I wouldn't need to make anything."
"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed
SI free since 1st January 2012
Last SI: 23rd April 2013
"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed
Last SI: 23rd April 2013
Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Was it you I saw today? I miss you...
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Well, fuck you.
"If knew what I thought I wouldn't need to make anything."
"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed
SI free since 1st January 2012
Last SI: 23rd April 2013
"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed
Last SI: 23rd April 2013
- knocking
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Why can't you just contact me, to let me know that you got my reply letter. Don't you owe me that much? Did I really mean nothing to you as a client. Although I guess that I never really expected anything else of you. Not after the way you never showed up to appointments anyway.
"Kindness is often mistaken for softness and let me tell you,
friends, that is a mistake you don't want to make.
Kind people are not born that way, they do not stumble into it,
kind people are forged in fire and darkness and imploding stars,
they have steel cores. Throw a punch and you're going to break your hand.
Kind people are kind because they know firsthand that life isn't."
- Quote found online years ago.
Knocking's pad,
come hangout if you like
- zyn
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
I wish it'd work. You're what I'm looking for.
"If knew what I thought I wouldn't need to make anything."
"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed
SI free since 1st January 2012
Last SI: 23rd April 2013
"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed
Last SI: 23rd April 2013
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
you were rude, mean and unprofessional. I made the appointment. I had a long distance to travel and you think it was a minor inconvenience? Well it was a major inconvenience. You are not the only one with a life and many things to do! AHHHHHHGGGGGG!
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
if imma go see you tomorrow, please please be nice.. please notice me, please give me a smile to show that you care, that you can see how much this hurts.. please.. i trust you, i dont know why, but i do..
and you, im so scared of seeing you again on sunday, im in an even worse place than last week, and you totally saw through my little act.. what am i ment to say? how much should i tell you?
and you, im so scared of seeing you again on sunday, im in an even worse place than last week, and you totally saw through my little act.. what am i ment to say? how much should i tell you?
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Thank you for our rather drunken chat last night. I really appreciated you bringing it up and validating my thoughts and feelings. I am grateful for your friendship.
Thank you to those that have brought up or educated the child that saw me in the supermarket yesterday. Whilst I wish he hadn't needed to say it at all I'm glad it was 'that lady looks different to us but that's ok isn't it mummy because everyone looks different in different ways'. Too often recently I've heard negative remarks from children.
Thank you to those that have brought up or educated the child that saw me in the supermarket yesterday. Whilst I wish he hadn't needed to say it at all I'm glad it was 'that lady looks different to us but that's ok isn't it mummy because everyone looks different in different ways'. Too often recently I've heard negative remarks from children.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
You flipping dick of a man. Why do you have to be such a jackass. I go to a Christian university and hopefully have some morals. Whats your problem that you have to create an entirely new exam for me? Not only that but yank my chain with a time stamped exam forcing me to change everything about my studying right now and change the entire format of the exam from what was previously indicated. F you asshole
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
pleaseeee
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
the reason you feel like crap is because you dont take your meds regularly. you probably feel withdawal and depressed but your refusal to take your meds on time makes me not have simpathy for you.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
U are amazing and i love.u but u havn't half made me feel vulnerable
scars are tattoos with better stories
it's hard to answer the question whats wrong, when nothing is 'right'
Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feels
it's hard to answer the question whats wrong, when nothing is 'right'
Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feels
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