How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
- vampirelover
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Exhausted and drained and overwhelmed and excited.
Focus on the excited part, try to rest and take care of myself. Eat lunch.
Focus on the excited part, try to rest and take care of myself. Eat lunch.
'this is what she says gets her through it,
"if I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"' - jimmy eat world
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"if I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"' - jimmy eat world
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- handmade mute
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I feel depressed, hurt, rejected, overwhelmed, urgy and clingy. I feel guilty for only seeming to turn up at BUS on bad days, when I want to be here more. I feel bad that a lot of nice people are reaching out to me online and I never seem to have energy to reach out to them.
I am going to admit that the whole thing has hurt me more than I would like, and keep trying to understand how it is impacting my behaviour now rather than blindly being overemotional without knowing why.
I am going to remind myself that there are people out there who do love me, and who are willing to support me if only I let them in, and I am going to be open to them, and will try harder to communicate.
I am going to post a thank you on BUS for all the help. Because I would not cope without this forum and the people who come here.
I am going to admit that the whole thing has hurt me more than I would like, and keep trying to understand how it is impacting my behaviour now rather than blindly being overemotional without knowing why.
I am going to remind myself that there are people out there who do love me, and who are willing to support me if only I let them in, and I am going to be open to them, and will try harder to communicate.
I am going to post a thank you on BUS for all the help. Because I would not cope without this forum and the people who come here.
I feel dread and self disgust- like I'm steadily cutting off all the positive options in my life and creating only negative consequences. I feel like punishing myself for being so stupid/useless/incapable.
I will channel the self disgust and the uneasiness created by the sense of dread into awkward dancing to music. I will choose music that is loud and energizing but not fully of angry or depressing lyrics.
I will create a manageable to-do list for this week. I will break it into small steps for each day or even part of day. I will describe how each step will benefit me.
I will channel the self disgust and the uneasiness created by the sense of dread into awkward dancing to music. I will choose music that is loud and energizing but not fully of angry or depressing lyrics.
I will create a manageable to-do list for this week. I will break it into small steps for each day or even part of day. I will describe how each step will benefit me.
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Really tired and drained.
Relax and get a good nights sleep. Maybe demand a bath and candles and pampering on the way.
Relax and get a good nights sleep. Maybe demand a bath and candles and pampering on the way.
'this is what she says gets her through it,
"if I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"' - jimmy eat world
place
"if I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"' - jimmy eat world
place
I feel like I'm going down , down , down.
I am either going to fight it and keep up the functioning
or
give in and go for a ride down
I am either going to fight it and keep up the functioning
or
give in and go for a ride down
"We think the point is to pass the test or overcome the problem, but the truth is that things don't really get solved. They come together and they fall apart. The healing comes from letting there be room for it all to happen: Room for grief, for relief, for misery, for joy." Pema Chodron
"There is room for all of your feelings - take a moment, be quiet and let there be room in your heart and the bursting will ease" C
"What a Long, Strange Trip it's been" Grateful Dead
"There is room for all of your feelings - take a moment, be quiet and let there be room in your heart and the bursting will ease" C
"What a Long, Strange Trip it's been" Grateful Dead
- Green Beauty
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Stressed and full of angst. I’m going to try to just settle in bed and watch some tv.
Omnia vincit amor
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Shh be quiet, You might piss somebody off
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Catapultam habeo. Nisi pecuniam omnem mihi dabis, ad caput tuum saxum immane mittam
Skipping and a jumping, In the misty morning fog with, Our hearts a thumpin' and you, My brown eyed girl
I feel like a failure- no friends, no sex life, about to fail an exam, annoyed with a stomach pooch that appeared.
I am going to go to bed. I'll read until I can't read anymore and then cry until I fall asleep. I'll dream something great or not dream at all and when I wake up, the world will be alright again. It WILL be alright again.
I am going to go to bed. I'll read until I can't read anymore and then cry until I fall asleep. I'll dream something great or not dream at all and when I wake up, the world will be alright again. It WILL be alright again.
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I'm feeling anxious, maybe a little sad.. I can't really tell. I'm going to turn my music off as the radio keeps playing songs which is making my mood worse, i'm going to change into night clothes, clean my teeth so I won't be tempted to eat anymore and watch tv and try and turn my fricking brain off.
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- vampirelover
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Really tired. Lonely.
Sign out and go to bed now. Sleep til Andrew gets home in a couple of hours. Maybe take a bear with me.
Sign out and go to bed now. Sleep til Andrew gets home in a couple of hours. Maybe take a bear with me.
'this is what she says gets her through it,
"if I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"' - jimmy eat world
place
"if I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"' - jimmy eat world
place
- vampirelover
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I'm feel really hot and tired, so I'm going to turn off my laptop after writing this as my laptop is sending out heat and making it worse.
I'm feeling tired so I'm going to seduce a good book in bed and then try to sleep.
I'm feeling fat but I'm reminding myself that this isn't true.
I'm feeling dizzy but I think cooling down and getting sleep will help with this - and I'm going to try and eat an actual meal tomorrow.
I'm feeling tired so I'm going to seduce a good book in bed and then try to sleep.
I'm feeling fat but I'm reminding myself that this isn't true.
I'm feeling dizzy but I think cooling down and getting sleep will help with this - and I'm going to try and eat an actual meal tomorrow.
- ChangeTheWorld
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stressed and anxious regarding uni.
i will go for a long walk
and play with my kitties.
i will go for a long walk
and play with my kitties.
Strength.Compassion.Creativity.
"she wonders how many women are walking around this world feeling the tingling of their amputated wings. remembering what it was to fly. to sing." Andrea Gibson "Blue Blanket"
" I come in too many flavours for just one fucking spoon" (Stacey ann chin"Crossfire")
"I want to erase the straight lines, so i can be me" (Stacey-Ann Chin " If only out of vanity")
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?f=19&t=194582 every challenge met, every obstacle conquered..aka MJ's Brand New Place. Read along as much as you please.
"she wonders how many women are walking around this world feeling the tingling of their amputated wings. remembering what it was to fly. to sing." Andrea Gibson "Blue Blanket"
" I come in too many flavours for just one fucking spoon" (Stacey ann chin"Crossfire")
"I want to erase the straight lines, so i can be me" (Stacey-Ann Chin " If only out of vanity")
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?f=19&t=194582 every challenge met, every obstacle conquered..aka MJ's Brand New Place. Read along as much as you please.
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