who are you right now? *lang trigs*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by DecemberLivy » Wed Sep 10, 2008 8:55 pm

i am...

lucky

i am not...

unlovable

i feel...

full, headachey

i want...

her to notice me

i need...

to get on with my work

i have...

too much on my mind to function

i love...

seeing her, anywhere, she makes my day

i hate...

loneliness
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Post by angelgirl » Mon Oct 06, 2008 9:28 am

i am
really really depressed


i am not
with the hope today

i feel
lonely and unwanted

i want
help. someone to see how much I'm hurting

i need
a solution. Compassion and empathy

i have
an essay to write in 2 hrs

i love
anything that takes my mind off how I'm feeling

i hate
uncertainty
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Post by ThanksALatte » Mon Oct 06, 2008 8:37 pm

i am drained

i am not that person anymore

i feel so alone

i want a new life

i need a new job...words that aren't empty

i have nothing

i love coffee

i hate myself
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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by Eva » Mon Oct 06, 2008 8:46 pm

i am...
unhappy and alone
i am not...
ready to go to bed
i feel...
pain and tears on their way
i want...
that someone would contact me to see how I feel
i need...
a hug
i have...
to go to bed now
i love...
no one right now
i hate...
feeling like this

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Post by KLove24 » Tue Oct 07, 2008 3:52 am

i am...
unhappy
disgusting
an idiot

i am not...
ever going to be ok

i feel...
upset
angry
disgusted
used
like a slut

i want...
to know he thinks about me

i need...
someone to tell me they care and mean it

i have...
to clean
to go to sleep so that I dont cut

i love...
really nothing right now

i hate...
myself
everyone
feeling like this
wanting him
not wanting him
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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by Eva » Wed Oct 08, 2008 9:31 pm

i am...
a bit sad
i am not...
happy
i feel...
lonely and unwanted
i want...
to get drunk
i need...
something good to happen
i have...
no energy
i love...
?
i hate...
no one right now

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Post by myfriendscallmeerika » Thu Nov 20, 2008 5:50 am

i am... so much more than what you see on the surface.

i am not... angry at the world, weak, suicidal or hopeless

i feel... sad, guilty, disappointed in myself.

i want... to begin drug counseling.

i need...more friends and less associates.

i have...a wonderful husband, a nonjudgemental mother, and a precious son.

i love... my family. riding around in my car in the summer with the windows down and my headbanging angsty music blaring, cuddling up with my son, hearing my son say a new word.

i hate... when people assume things. liars. my tendency to isolate. my lack of faith

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Post by ambivalent red » Thu Nov 20, 2008 8:41 pm

i am...
sad
confused
still here

i am not...
happy
working

i feel...
alone
unwanted
trapped
sad
anxious

i want...
this all to be over

i need...
a shoulder

i have...
my razor

i love...
my husband and pups

i hate...
my situation
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There's no where to hide
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Post by ursulabear » Thu Nov 20, 2008 10:29 pm

i am
alone
an SI-er
interracial

i am not
special
clean( in SI terms)
over it

i feel
inchoate
taciturn
alone
like i can't trust anyone

i want...
to be loved. simple as that

i need...
my space
food
water
shelter
Damiano Sanna ( good friend. only person i can talk to)
i have...
carved words
scars
brown hair
freckles
thighs that are much too large
cankles
a wonderful sence of humor

i love...
Sebbe Kalmar
Sweden
Sjolunden
people who truly care for me and love me.
you

i hate...
Connor Chavez.
and that's it.
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Post by KLove24 » Fri Nov 21, 2008 5:25 am

i am...
crying
sad
pissed off


i am not...
ever going to be ok
in love with him
over him

i feel...
broken
sad

i want...
him
anyone
no ne

i need...
something
i dont know what

i have...
a crappy phone thats dead
no one to talk to

i love...
my son and I question that i times

i hate...
myself
her...so much
everything
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Post by volta » Fri Nov 21, 2008 6:16 am

i am...
tired.

i am not...
awake.

i feel...
stubborn.

i want...
to stay up.

i need...
to go to sleep.

i have...
my id card.

i love...
my bed.

i hate...
waking up early.

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Post by Glockenspiel » Sat Nov 22, 2008 6:01 am

I am...

strong

I am not...

afraid

I feel...

upbeat

I want...

to feel this way always

I need...

to stop coughing

I have...

a great job

I love...

my new kitchen

I hate...

coughing
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Post by lucky_lenny » Sun Nov 23, 2008 4:41 am

I am...
sad
tired
achy

I am not...

thin enough
going to let this beat me

I feel...

sticky

I want...

to smile one day and mean it

I need...

to study for exams

I have...

nice shoes
a lovely cat

I love...

Jimi Hendrix
my mum
my brother
xmas
nail polish

I hate...

eating
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Post by DecemberLivy » Sun Nov 23, 2008 12:17 pm

i am... upset

i am not... being productive

i feel... hurt

i want... her to apologise

i need... her to comfort me, tell me I'm not crazy

i have... work that needs to be done

i love... the rain at the moment

i hate... these hormones which are making me so irrational
<center>my walpole cafe

"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
</center>

I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.

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Post by zombiepeople » Mon Nov 24, 2008 6:23 pm

i am... urgy, a but depressed, glad to be out of the hospital, anxious about going to school tomorrow

i am not... calm, going to cut until I see my T later today, going to have a panic attack(I hope)

i feel... tired, uncomfortable, guilty

i want... to be able to get better without having to have so many relapses and struggles

i need... love and support from people around me, but am afraid that they'll give up on me

i have... nice looking senior pictures, i still have my job, loads of homework, and a stomach ache

i love... my pets, my little brother, my friends, this computer, red skittles, touching marshmellow fluff, smashing marshmellow peeps, gum, tea, licking the outside of kiwis and peaches, candles, and coffee

i hate...myself, struggling with my eating disorder, not seeming to make any progress, relapsing,and when people are whistling or tapping on their desks at school :evil:
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Post by kat11 » Fri Nov 28, 2008 11:10 pm

i am...
tired

i am not...
a manipulative bitch
worthless

i feel...
like life is out of control

i want...
a drink
everything to be simple

i need...
to keep busy
to stay away from alcohol and SI

i have...
friends i can call
good ways to cope

i love...
i don't know

i hate...
feeling out of control
feeling that i'll never be good enough and no matter how hard i try i'm going to fail again

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Post by lucky_lenny » Sun Nov 30, 2008 2:37 am

i am...
disconnecting

i am not...
happy

i feel...
like I'm free falling but without a parachute or a safety net

i want...
them to talk to me again

i need...
to fight this

i have...
buslist
green sandals

i love...
the people who don't love me back
my cat

i hate...
the people who don't love me back
myself
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Post by Glockenspiel » Sun Nov 30, 2008 3:36 am

i am...

Thankful and peaceful

i am not...

Worried about anything

i feel...

Strong

i want...

A date or something

i need...

Some food in my refridge

i have...

Everything I want

i love...

My nieces and nephew

i hate...

The commercialization of Christmas
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Post by Cuppy » Sun Nov 30, 2008 10:13 am

i am...

trying to make a decision about something

i am not...

afraid

i feel...

sorta content

i want...

to learn to play the entire songs and sing them at the same time

i need...

more exersize

i have...

a fat ass

i love...

some people, some animals, some things

i hate...

my neighbors

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Post by lucky_lenny » Wed Dec 03, 2008 1:05 am

i am...

hungry

i am not...

going to eat yet though

i feel...

okay. 80s music is helping

i want...

to get away with not eating at xmas (I know I can't but still...)

i need...

to get a life

i have...

a warm silly cardigan

i love...

The Cure, the Clash, the Pet Shop Boys and Blondie

i hate...

Fall Out Boy
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