who are you right now? *lang trigs*
- DecemberLivy
- just plain inspiring
- Posts: 7474
- Joined: Tue Sep 21, 2004 10:38 am
- Location: London
i am...
lucky
i am not...
unlovable
i feel...
full, headachey
i want...
her to notice me
i need...
to get on with my work
i have...
too much on my mind to function
i love...
seeing her, anywhere, she makes my day
i hate...
loneliness
lucky
i am not...
unlovable
i feel...
full, headachey
i want...
her to notice me
i need...
to get on with my work
i have...
too much on my mind to function
i love...
seeing her, anywhere, she makes my day
i hate...
loneliness
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"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
</center>
I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
</center>
I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
- angelgirl
- growing roots
- Posts: 881
- Joined: Sat Jul 26, 2003 8:25 pm
- Gender: Genderqueer
- Location: South Africa
i am
really really depressed
i am not
with the hope today
i feel
lonely and unwanted
i want
help. someone to see how much I'm hurting
i need
a solution. Compassion and empathy
i have
an essay to write in 2 hrs
i love
anything that takes my mind off how I'm feeling
i hate
uncertainty
really really depressed
i am not
with the hope today
i feel
lonely and unwanted
i want
help. someone to see how much I'm hurting
i need
a solution. Compassion and empathy
i have
an essay to write in 2 hrs
i love
anything that takes my mind off how I'm feeling
i hate
uncertainty
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- ThanksALatte
- meeting the neighbors
- Posts: 293
- Joined: Sat Apr 30, 2005 5:11 pm
- Contact:
i am drained
i am not that person anymore
i feel so alone
i want a new life
i need a new job...words that aren't empty
i have nothing
i love coffee
i hate myself
i am not that person anymore
i feel so alone
i want a new life
i need a new job...words that aren't empty
i have nothing
i love coffee
i hate myself
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"A thousand times I've failed, still Your mercy remains...should I stumble again, I'm caught in Your grace..."
"A thousand times I've failed, still Your mercy remains...should I stumble again, I'm caught in Your grace..."
Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
i am...
unhappy and alone
i am not...
ready to go to bed
i feel...
pain and tears on their way
i want...
that someone would contact me to see how I feel
i need...
a hug
i have...
to go to bed now
i love...
no one right now
i hate...
feeling like this
unhappy and alone
i am not...
ready to go to bed
i feel...
pain and tears on their way
i want...
that someone would contact me to see how I feel
i need...
a hug
i have...
to go to bed now
i love...
no one right now
i hate...
feeling like this
- KLove24
- just plain inspiring
- Posts: 7363
- Joined: Thu Jul 03, 2008 3:49 am
- Location: somewhere, yet nowhere
i am...
unhappy
disgusting
an idiot
i am not...
ever going to be ok
i feel...
upset
angry
disgusted
used
like a slut
i want...
to know he thinks about me
i need...
someone to tell me they care and mean it
i have...
to clean
to go to sleep so that I dont cut
i love...
really nothing right now
i hate...
myself
everyone
feeling like this
wanting him
not wanting him
unhappy
disgusting
an idiot
i am not...
ever going to be ok
i feel...
upset
angry
disgusted
used
like a slut
i want...
to know he thinks about me
i need...
someone to tell me they care and mean it
i have...
to clean
to go to sleep so that I dont cut
i love...
really nothing right now
i hate...
myself
everyone
feeling like this
wanting him
not wanting him
Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
i am...
a bit sad
i am not...
happy
i feel...
lonely and unwanted
i want...
to get drunk
i need...
something good to happen
i have...
no energy
i love...
?
i hate...
no one right now
a bit sad
i am not...
happy
i feel...
lonely and unwanted
i want...
to get drunk
i need...
something good to happen
i have...
no energy
i love...
?
i hate...
no one right now
- myfriendscallmeerika
- growing roots
- Posts: 824
- Joined: Tue Nov 04, 2008 7:29 am
- Location: Hillbilly Hell Arkansas
tougher than i thought itd be
i am... so much more than what you see on the surface.
i am not... angry at the world, weak, suicidal or hopeless
i feel... sad, guilty, disappointed in myself.
i want... to begin drug counseling.
i need...more friends and less associates.
i have...a wonderful husband, a nonjudgemental mother, and a precious son.
i love... my family. riding around in my car in the summer with the windows down and my headbanging angsty music blaring, cuddling up with my son, hearing my son say a new word.
i hate... when people assume things. liars. my tendency to isolate. my lack of faith
i am not... angry at the world, weak, suicidal or hopeless
i feel... sad, guilty, disappointed in myself.
i want... to begin drug counseling.
i need...more friends and less associates.
i have...a wonderful husband, a nonjudgemental mother, and a precious son.
i love... my family. riding around in my car in the summer with the windows down and my headbanging angsty music blaring, cuddling up with my son, hearing my son say a new word.
i hate... when people assume things. liars. my tendency to isolate. my lack of faith
- ambivalent red
- growing roots
- Posts: 768
- Joined: Wed Aug 20, 2008 7:58 pm
- Location: buried deep inside of me
i am...
sad
confused
still here
i am not...
happy
working
i feel...
alone
unwanted
trapped
sad
anxious
i want...
this all to be over
i need...
a shoulder
i have...
my razor
i love...
my husband and pups
i hate...
my situation
sad
confused
still here
i am not...
happy
working
i feel...
alone
unwanted
trapped
sad
anxious
i want...
this all to be over
i need...
a shoulder
i have...
my razor
i love...
my husband and pups
i hate...
my situation
There's no where to run
There's no where to hide
From what's in your mind - It's a Ghetto
-Supreme Beings Leisure
There's no where to hide
From what's in your mind - It's a Ghetto
-Supreme Beings Leisure
- ursulabear
- creating your space
- Posts: 182
- Joined: Thu Nov 20, 2008 3:28 am
- Location: ishotellet
i am
alone
an SI-er
interracial
i am not
special
clean( in SI terms)
over it
i feel
inchoate
taciturn
alone
like i can't trust anyone
i want...
to be loved. simple as that
i need...
my space
food
water
shelter
Damiano Sanna ( good friend. only person i can talk to)
i have...
carved words
scars
brown hair
freckles
thighs that are much too large
cankles
a wonderful sence of humor
i love...
Sebbe Kalmar
Sweden
Sjolunden
people who truly care for me and love me.
you
i hate...
Connor Chavez.
and that's it.
alone
an SI-er
interracial
i am not
special
clean( in SI terms)
over it
i feel
inchoate
taciturn
alone
like i can't trust anyone
i want...
to be loved. simple as that
i need...
my space
food
water
shelter
Damiano Sanna ( good friend. only person i can talk to)
i have...
carved words
scars
brown hair
freckles
thighs that are much too large
cankles
a wonderful sence of humor
i love...
Sebbe Kalmar
Sweden
Sjolunden
people who truly care for me and love me.
you
i hate...
Connor Chavez.
and that's it.
blessing all the birds that died so i could live. be a women, being a woman.
my place
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krama välkommen/hugs and pm's welcome!
my place
Teddybear2008's best friend
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krama välkommen/hugs and pm's welcome!
- KLove24
- just plain inspiring
- Posts: 7363
- Joined: Thu Jul 03, 2008 3:49 am
- Location: somewhere, yet nowhere
i am...
crying
sad
pissed off
i am not...
ever going to be ok
in love with him
over him
i feel...
broken
sad
i want...
him
anyone
no ne
i need...
something
i dont know what
i have...
a crappy phone thats dead
no one to talk to
i love...
my son and I question that i times
i hate...
myself
her...so much
everything
crying
sad
pissed off
i am not...
ever going to be ok
in love with him
over him
i feel...
broken
sad
i want...
him
anyone
no ne
i need...
something
i dont know what
i have...
a crappy phone thats dead
no one to talk to
i love...
my son and I question that i times
i hate...
myself
her...so much
everything
- Glockenspiel
- forum moderator emeritus
- Posts: 28941
- Joined: Wed Oct 03, 2007 5:13 pm
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- town councillor
- Posts: 1598
- Joined: Fri Nov 21, 2008 11:43 am
- Location: Who cares? I'm loving my green buses :D
I am...
sad
tired
achy
I am not...
thin enough
going to let this beat me
I feel...
sticky
I want...
to smile one day and mean it
I need...
to study for exams
I have...
nice shoes
a lovely cat
I love...
Jimi Hendrix
my mum
my brother
xmas
nail polish
I hate...
eating
sad
tired
achy
I am not...
thin enough
going to let this beat me
I feel...
sticky
I want...
to smile one day and mean it
I need...
to study for exams
I have...
nice shoes
a lovely cat
I love...
Jimi Hendrix
my mum
my brother
xmas
nail polish
I hate...
eating
~ What saves a man is to take a step. Then another step. It is always the same step, but you have to take it. ~ Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
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- DecemberLivy
- just plain inspiring
- Posts: 7474
- Joined: Tue Sep 21, 2004 10:38 am
- Location: London
i am... upset
i am not... being productive
i feel... hurt
i want... her to apologise
i need... her to comfort me, tell me I'm not crazy
i have... work that needs to be done
i love... the rain at the moment
i hate... these hormones which are making me so irrational
i am not... being productive
i feel... hurt
i want... her to apologise
i need... her to comfort me, tell me I'm not crazy
i have... work that needs to be done
i love... the rain at the moment
i hate... these hormones which are making me so irrational
<center>my walpole cafe
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
</center>
I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
</center>
I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
- zombiepeople
- knows the ropes
- Posts: 4561
- Joined: Thu Jan 11, 2007 3:53 am
- Location: next to the spooky bus stop...i've never seen a bus there though...hmm
- Contact:
i am... urgy, a but depressed, glad to be out of the hospital, anxious about going to school tomorrow
i am not... calm, going to cut until I see my T later today, going to have a panic attack(I hope)
i feel... tired, uncomfortable, guilty
i want... to be able to get better without having to have so many relapses and struggles
i need... love and support from people around me, but am afraid that they'll give up on me
i have... nice looking senior pictures, i still have my job, loads of homework, and a stomach ache
i love... my pets, my little brother, my friends, this computer, red skittles, touching marshmellow fluff, smashing marshmellow peeps, gum, tea, licking the outside of kiwis and peaches, candles, and coffee
i hate...myself, struggling with my eating disorder, not seeming to make any progress, relapsing,and when people are whistling or tapping on their desks at school![:evil: :evil:](./images/smilies/icon_evil.gif)
i am not... calm, going to cut until I see my T later today, going to have a panic attack(I hope)
i feel... tired, uncomfortable, guilty
i want... to be able to get better without having to have so many relapses and struggles
i need... love and support from people around me, but am afraid that they'll give up on me
i have... nice looking senior pictures, i still have my job, loads of homework, and a stomach ache
i love... my pets, my little brother, my friends, this computer, red skittles, touching marshmellow fluff, smashing marshmellow peeps, gum, tea, licking the outside of kiwis and peaches, candles, and coffee
i hate...myself, struggling with my eating disorder, not seeming to make any progress, relapsing,and when people are whistling or tapping on their desks at school
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"Wouldn't it be great to heal the world with only a song?"
~Serj Tankian
"Honking Antelope
~Serj Tankian
"Honking Antelope
i am...
tired
i am not...
a manipulative bitch
worthless
i feel...
like life is out of control
i want...
a drink
everything to be simple
i need...
to keep busy
to stay away from alcohol and SI
i have...
friends i can call
good ways to cope
i love...
i don't know
i hate...
feeling out of control
feeling that i'll never be good enough and no matter how hard i try i'm going to fail again
tired
i am not...
a manipulative bitch
worthless
i feel...
like life is out of control
i want...
a drink
everything to be simple
i need...
to keep busy
to stay away from alcohol and SI
i have...
friends i can call
good ways to cope
i love...
i don't know
i hate...
feeling out of control
feeling that i'll never be good enough and no matter how hard i try i'm going to fail again
-
- town councillor
- Posts: 1598
- Joined: Fri Nov 21, 2008 11:43 am
- Location: Who cares? I'm loving my green buses :D
i am...
disconnecting
i am not...
happy
i feel...
like I'm free falling but without a parachute or a safety net
i want...
them to talk to me again
i need...
to fight this
i have...
buslist
green sandals
i love...
the people who don't love me back
my cat
i hate...
the people who don't love me back
myself
disconnecting
i am not...
happy
i feel...
like I'm free falling but without a parachute or a safety net
i want...
them to talk to me again
i need...
to fight this
i have...
buslist
green sandals
i love...
the people who don't love me back
my cat
i hate...
the people who don't love me back
myself
~ What saves a man is to take a step. Then another step. It is always the same step, but you have to take it. ~ Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
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- Glockenspiel
- forum moderator emeritus
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- town councillor
- Posts: 1598
- Joined: Fri Nov 21, 2008 11:43 am
- Location: Who cares? I'm loving my green buses :D
i am...
hungry
i am not...
going to eat yet though
i feel...
okay. 80s music is helping
i want...
to get away with not eating at xmas (I know I can't but still...)
i need...
to get a life
i have...
a warm silly cardigan
i love...
The Cure, the Clash, the Pet Shop Boys and Blondie
i hate...
Fall Out Boy
hungry
i am not...
going to eat yet though
i feel...
okay. 80s music is helping
i want...
to get away with not eating at xmas (I know I can't but still...)
i need...
to get a life
i have...
a warm silly cardigan
i love...
The Cure, the Clash, the Pet Shop Boys and Blondie
i hate...
Fall Out Boy
~ What saves a man is to take a step. Then another step. It is always the same step, but you have to take it. ~ Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
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