last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......
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I read a book and tried to think positively.
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*There been times that I thought I couldn't last for long
But now I think I'm able to carry on
It's been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will
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Life is a song...Love is the Music::: My Place!
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*There been times that I thought I couldn't last for long
But now I think I'm able to carry on
It's been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will
-Sam Cooke*
I told myself it wasn't worth all the hassle and the consequences.
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I was 1 day off a month and wasn't going to spoil it
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
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I told myself to go on BUS and respond to 5 posts before I did anything I got totally sidetracked (I'm good at that.)
My apologizes in advance if the above post makes no sense. I do that a lot.
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“Anyone can give up, it’s the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that’s true strength.”~Unknown (to me atleast)
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Because I didn't want to lose my time that I haven't si-ed.
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I found a red pen before I could find a tool
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
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I'm over it. Thats a whole other life for me. If I do it again that mean I havent really changed and I wont go back to that place. Plus, he would find out and I'd just die if that happened because he would be disappointed and likely a little bit disgusted.
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"No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, He will also provide a way out so that you can stand under it."
1 Corinthians 10:13
God bless our troops! I love you guys! You are my heros!
"No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, He will also provide a way out so that you can stand under it."
1 Corinthians 10:13
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Because everyone knows now, and will be disipointed in me if I do.
Because everyone knows now, and will make fun of me and hurt my feelings.
Because my best friend loves me, and doesn't want me to hurt myself.
Because a trip to the hospital would set me behind in my collage classes.
Because I don't have blades,
because a trip to the hospital again would cost a LOT
because I want to move on in life
Because I don't want to go even more often to the councilar who thinks I'm a satinist
Because I will never move on in life if I don't quit
Instead I caleld a friend. Unfortunatly I started crying, and he hung up on me, and wouldn't call back even though I left a bazillion messages and called a buncha times. That made things worse and I was franticly searching the house home alone for something to tear myself up with when I found my sleeping pills. (fortunitly I am only allowed access to one at a time, so no I wasn't planning on killing myself.)
So I took a half a pill and went to sleep for 15 hours. When I woke up the voices were gone.![:) :)](./images/smilies/E1.gif)
Because everyone knows now, and will make fun of me and hurt my feelings.
Because my best friend loves me, and doesn't want me to hurt myself.
Because a trip to the hospital would set me behind in my collage classes.
Because I don't have blades,
because a trip to the hospital again would cost a LOT
because I want to move on in life
Because I don't want to go even more often to the councilar who thinks I'm a satinist
Because I will never move on in life if I don't quit
Instead I caleld a friend. Unfortunatly I started crying, and he hung up on me, and wouldn't call back even though I left a bazillion messages and called a buncha times. That made things worse and I was franticly searching the house home alone for something to tear myself up with when I found my sleeping pills. (fortunitly I am only allowed access to one at a time, so no I wasn't planning on killing myself.)
So I took a half a pill and went to sleep for 15 hours. When I woke up the voices were gone.
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"...In this world you WILL have trouble..." John 16:33 (emphasis added)
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