Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
- caged bird
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please get out of my head, i know that part of me wants you there but i really can't take it - it's breaking me apart and i don't know what to do just, just leave me alone, make me hate you or something, at least then it's easy.
this hurts so so much
this hurts so so much
Being almost devastated is horrible because it lingers. But total devastation brings a kind of peace. It lets you give up.
Thieves and Kings: Volume Two by Mark Oakly
The line between normal and crazy seemed impossibly thin. A person would have to be an expert tightrope walker in order not to fall.
Running with scissors - Augusten Burroughs
To almost everyone: Please don't touch me. It makes my skin crawl. I hate it.
Eisa = Beasty's Twin
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- wilson
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i wish i wasnt hurting you so much. im sorry that im like this but yelling at me will only make it all harder. i hope that we can be cival on the weekend
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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- _MessedUp_
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why did you do this to me? you fucking knew about whats happened to me befotre, yet still you do this. you have no fucking idea what you've done to me, and how much this is hurting me. i thought you were different. i was wrong you're just like every other bastard man i've ever met
"Life is like a beautiful melody only the lyrics are messed up"
My Place
<a href='http://www.livejournal.com/users/_messedup_/'>My LiveJournal</a>:redstar:
my cow
days SI free
My Place
<a href='http://www.livejournal.com/users/_messedup_/'>My LiveJournal</a>:redstar:
my cow
days SI free
- fadingbutterfly
- bus mechanic
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- mephistopheles
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you make me so happy you just cant see how much i love you thank you for being all mine, your perfect
:redstar::redstar: If you could look past my tears, past the fake smile on my face, see right inside me, feel my pain maybe then you would understand.:redstar::redstar:
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- caged bird
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why are you still in my head,
get the fuck out i've had enough, just leave me alone
get the fuck out i've had enough, just leave me alone
Being almost devastated is horrible because it lingers. But total devastation brings a kind of peace. It lets you give up.
Thieves and Kings: Volume Two by Mark Oakly
The line between normal and crazy seemed impossibly thin. A person would have to be an expert tightrope walker in order not to fall.
Running with scissors - Augusten Burroughs
Why is it so hard for you to see that I need you? You know my story and know I can't ask, you have seen it before...I need you more than ever right now!!!!!!! I am sorry I let you down.
"Be kinder than necessary, everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle." <unknown>
~AT
"PM's and Hugs ok anytime"
~AT
"PM's and Hugs ok anytime"
You're a f*cking dick and I HATE you. Stop dragging L through all your shit. If you want to have it out with me then do but leave her alone. You're such a f*cking loser. U manipulative freak, I can't believe we ever let you into our lives as a friend and that she's still falling for it. You're anything but a sodding friend. FUCK OFF O. And stop writings about me on your childish, immature website. U f*cking dick head.
"She would never know, because he would never tell her. Somehow if she’d known the worst parts, she couldn’t have gone on being a haven for him… He needed her ignorance to hide in. Yet at the same time, he wanted to know and be known as deeply as possible. And the two desires were irreconcilable"
From Regeneration by Pat Barker
From Regeneration by Pat Barker
- southsider
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Thanks for that. Your words came at a time when I really needed to hear them. I'm so grateful for that. Thanks for being you. <3
☼ there is hope ☼
place
"If you really want to stay clean, you will find a way. If not, you will find an excuse."
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- southsider
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I just gagged while reading your profile. It makes me sick to think I ever wanted to have sex with you.
☼ there is hope ☼
place
"If you really want to stay clean, you will find a way. If not, you will find an excuse."
- Licentia Poetica
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why couldn't you take your own advice? why why why? why wasn't I there to say the same things to you? why am i here? why wasn't it me>all i have to say to u about is. its ur life ok? yours.
>i think if you can get help and make it everything it can be then
>fuck what anyone else thinks says or does and by the looks of it
>u can really make it great.
I wish it was me.
I think you got the better deal.
I shouldnt be thinking that.
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
John Churton Collins
- 5th section
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I could really cause hell about this but I don't. You're just lucky that I hate myself enough to keep taking it week after week.
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009
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