Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by caged bird » Tue Oct 23, 2007 11:16 pm

please get out of my head, i know that part of me wants you there but i really can't take it - it's breaking me apart and i don't know what to do just, just leave me alone, make me hate you or something, at least then it's easy.

this hurts so so much
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Post by Beasty » Wed Oct 24, 2007 12:30 am

To almost everyone: Please don't touch me. It makes my skin crawl. I hate it.
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Post by wilson » Wed Oct 24, 2007 8:28 am

i wish i wasnt hurting you so much. im sorry that im like this but yelling at me will only make it all harder. i hope that we can be cival on the weekend
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Post by _MessedUp_ » Wed Oct 24, 2007 8:47 am

why did you do this to me? you fucking knew about whats happened to me befotre, yet still you do this. you have no fucking idea what you've done to me, and how much this is hurting me. :cry: :cry: i thought you were different. i was wrong you're just like every other bastard man i've ever met :( :cry: :x
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Wed Oct 24, 2007 12:35 pm

Why dont you f*cking get your head out of your ass for once and realise that the whole f*cking world doesn't revolve around you. You are one of the most irritable people I have ever met and I can't even call you my friend anymore. So just F*ck off and stop texting me with all this.
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Post by mephistopheles » Wed Oct 24, 2007 12:36 pm

I don't fucking CARE if he cheated on you with me. I don't care. At ALL! It's over you muppet, leave me the fuck alone!
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Post by kissthesky___x » Wed Oct 24, 2007 2:18 pm

maybe i'll stop messing up by the end of this week *sigh*
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Post by twinkletears » Wed Oct 24, 2007 5:41 pm

you make me so happy you just cant see how much i love you thank you for being all mine, your perfect
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Post by caged bird » Wed Oct 24, 2007 7:53 pm

why are you still in my head,

get the fuck out i've had enough, just leave me alone
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Post by ??? » Wed Oct 24, 2007 8:42 pm

Why is it so hard for you to see that I need you? You know my story and know I can't ask, you have seen it before...I need you more than ever right now!!!!!!! I am sorry I let you down. :cry:
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Post by Peege » Wed Oct 24, 2007 9:16 pm

STOP telling me that.
i *know* you're lying.
stop fucking taunting me

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Post by cariad » Wed Oct 24, 2007 10:03 pm

I don't have control, it is going to get worse.
I am going to sit back and let it, I don't know what else to do.
I don't care what happens.
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Post by Lynds » Wed Oct 24, 2007 11:30 pm

You're a f*cking dick and I HATE you. Stop dragging L through all your shit. If you want to have it out with me then do but leave her alone. You're such a f*cking loser. U manipulative freak, I can't believe we ever let you into our lives as a friend and that she's still falling for it. You're anything but a sodding friend. FUCK OFF O. And stop writings about me on your childish, immature website. U f*cking dick head.
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Post by southsider » Thu Oct 25, 2007 3:44 am

Thanks for that. Your words came at a time when I really needed to hear them. I'm so grateful for that. Thanks for being you. <3
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Post by grief_to_grace » Thu Oct 25, 2007 5:35 am

i never really thanked you properly.

that conversation meant worlds and possibly galaxies to me.

i think i might love you.
If ever, why not now?

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Thu Oct 25, 2007 6:58 am

I am weary of this new kindness you show.
I dont know if I can truly trust you
I dont know if you are truly genuine or if you have a hidden motive.
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Post by southsider » Thu Oct 25, 2007 11:00 am

I just gagged while reading your profile. It makes me sick to think I ever wanted to have sex with you. :yuck:
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Thu Oct 25, 2007 12:20 pm

You want to be a part of my life, but dont think this means im going to visit with you every weekend. I am very busy and have a lot of responcibilities. You didnt want to spend time with me when i lived at home, why do you want me to be with you all the time now?
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Thu Oct 25, 2007 12:40 pm

>all i have to say to u about is. its ur life ok? yours.
>i think if you can get help and make it everything it can be then
>fuck what anyone else thinks says or does and by the looks of it
>u can really make it great.
why couldn't you take your own advice? why why why? :cry: why wasn't I there to say the same things to you? why am i here? why wasn't it me :cry:
I wish it was me.
I think you got the better deal.

I shouldnt be thinking that.
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Post by 5th section » Thu Oct 25, 2007 3:33 pm

I could really cause hell about this but I don't. You're just lucky that I hate myself enough to keep taking it week after week.
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