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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: FAIL

Post by Kaelyn » Thu Aug 30, 2007 9:59 am

I told you I ODed to calm down my head. but I didn't have the guts to say I also took drugs when the OD stopped working. I don't want all that shit written down in my file it looks bad enough already
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Post by _____iamacliche » Thu Aug 30, 2007 10:59 am

haha, fuck off you dumb twat.

you're not my friend. if you were, you wouldn't fuck me around now, would you?

friendship: over.

_____iamacliche

Post by _____iamacliche » Thu Aug 30, 2007 11:32 am

god you're both as fucking bad as each other, what's the point of having a kid if you're just gonna dump her on other people? i mean, for fucks sake, you're off today, yet you'd still rather go out on your horse. great parenting, love.

oh, and stop thinking you can tell me what to do, you bloody cant so stop trying.

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Thu Aug 30, 2007 12:49 pm

I'm a little scared. You like the whole "controlling" thing. And that terrifies me as you know that's what I want to break away from most in my house currently. I can't be controlled by you too. Is that what you have been doing all along, controlling me? I've managed to send myself off into a panic.
I'm scared. Please no more.

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Post by powdahchica » Thu Aug 30, 2007 11:37 pm

I miss you, but I can't stand the thought of being back with you. And I will never tell you either of those things.
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Post by Binayshee » Fri Aug 31, 2007 12:18 am

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i miss you

and as much as i feel angry at you for what you did
i still care and feel connected to you. i wish you
would just contact me so we could talk things out. i
don't like that things ended the way they did. is that
really so hard? do you really feel okay about all the
things you said to me and alluded to and then bailing
like that. don't you feel guilty? don't you care at all?

i don't understand what would be so awful about
just trying to talk and say you're sorry and go
our separate ways at least peacefully. i don't
understand why you won't give me that. and
i still feel attached to you. i think i am going
to have to do something about that. i wish i
was like you and could be all enthusiastic,
and over the moon and then just drop those
feelings just as fast. unfortunately, i'm the
type of person who takes a long time to get
over things. i should have thought about that
before throwing caution to the wind.

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Post by Scatterbrain » Fri Aug 31, 2007 12:27 am

Guess what? I lied to you.. I'm not fine in regards to "that issue". I'm fucking falling apart. I'm sorry.

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Fri Aug 31, 2007 2:03 am

i'm terrified.

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Callisto
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Post by Callisto » Fri Aug 31, 2007 9:06 am

i'm ashamed of who i am and what i look like right now.

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Post by troubles undone » Fri Aug 31, 2007 10:06 am

i want to thank you for you selflessness

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It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word

Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"


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Post by Callisto » Fri Aug 31, 2007 12:01 pm

go ahead, pick them over me for the umpteenth time. like i care. like it hurts me when you do it time again. go on now, keep on making me second best to everyone and everything else! all that will happen is that you won't notice me drifting away again until its too late and i'm already gone and you've lost your chance.

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Post by black water lily » Fri Aug 31, 2007 12:22 pm

I love you.
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Post by wilson » Fri Aug 31, 2007 2:31 pm

can you please tell me how you feel about me insted of continuing to lead me on.
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Post by Briony » Fri Aug 31, 2007 3:16 pm

Stop lying to me.

I know and it's not ok.

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Post by Skyeler » Fri Aug 31, 2007 4:01 pm

Sometimes I think you use morning sickness as an excuse to loose weight. I want you to be ok more than I want another kid. Sometimes I'm sorry I agreed to try for another one.

Prove me wrong babe, Please.


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Post by _____iamacliche » Fri Aug 31, 2007 5:28 pm

don't fucking do this to me. not now.

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Post by _____iamacliche » Fri Aug 31, 2007 5:37 pm

will you stop fucking copying me you stupid wanker. for god sake give me my fucking individuality back. it's fucking annoying me now. everytime i fucking type something you fucking copy me - go figure. go find somebody else to copy. better yet, find somebody who gives a fuck about you because i'm beyond caring right now.

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Fri Aug 31, 2007 9:52 pm

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Post by DecemberLivy » Sat Sep 01, 2007 12:00 am

when you are annoyed with me, there is one thing you love to repeat. you say that things always have to be my way, nobody elses. you tie that to everything I do that pisses you off.
today in the restaurant, I really just wasn't that hungry. I'm sorry that ruined the whole experience for you, but why do you have to take the fact that I'm not hungry and don't want more than tea and toast, and turn it into "you never think about other people, it's always got to be your way." It not I didn't like the restaurant because I didn't choose it and so I was making a fuss to annoy you. I just wasn't fucking hungry! why do you have to read so much into so little!
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Post by _____iamacliche » Sat Sep 01, 2007 11:08 am

i feel numb. utterly fucking numb. i like it. make it never stop.

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