Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Re: FAIL
I told you I ODed to calm down my head. but I didn't have the guts to say I also took drugs when the OD stopped working. I don't want all that shit written down in my file it looks bad enough already
my place (visitors welcome)
fall seven times, stand up eight
Hope blooms, even in the darkest of places
fall seven times, stand up eight
Hope blooms, even in the darkest of places
god you're both as fucking bad as each other, what's the point of having a kid if you're just gonna dump her on other people? i mean, for fucks sake, you're off today, yet you'd still rather go out on your horse. great parenting, love.
oh, and stop thinking you can tell me what to do, you bloody cant so stop trying.
oh, and stop thinking you can tell me what to do, you bloody cant so stop trying.
- fadingbutterfly
- bus mechanic
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- Joined: Sat Aug 25, 2007 9:34 pm
I'm a little scared. You like the whole "controlling" thing. And that terrifies me as you know that's what I want to break away from most in my house currently. I can't be controlled by you too. Is that what you have been doing all along, controlling me? I've managed to send myself off into a panic.
I'm scared. Please no more.
I'm scared. Please no more.
- powdahchica
- growing roots
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- Joined: Mon Sep 06, 2004 10:53 pm
I miss you, but I can't stand the thought of being back with you. And I will never tell you either of those things.
<a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=121893">Love must be as much a light as it is a flame.</a>
{My Place}
{My Place}
i miss you
and as much as i feel angry at you for what you did
i still care and feel connected to you. i wish you
would just contact me so we could talk things out. i
don't like that things ended the way they did. is that
really so hard? do you really feel okay about all the
things you said to me and alluded to and then bailing
like that. don't you feel guilty? don't you care at all?
i don't understand what would be so awful about
just trying to talk and say you're sorry and go
our separate ways at least peacefully. i don't
understand why you won't give me that. and
i still feel attached to you. i think i am going
to have to do something about that. i wish i
was like you and could be all enthusiastic,
and over the moon and then just drop those
feelings just as fast. unfortunately, i'm the
type of person who takes a long time to get
over things. i should have thought about that
before throwing caution to the wind.
- Scatterbrain
- bus conductor
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- Location: Washington state, USA
Guess what? I lied to you.. I'm not fine in regards to "that issue". I'm fucking falling apart. I'm sorry.
~Megan
~Megan
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
- troubles undone
- post laureate
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- Location: London Age:19
- Contact:
i want to thank you for you selflessness
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"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"
"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.
go ahead, pick them over me for the umpteenth time. like i care. like it hurts me when you do it time again. go on now, keep on making me second best to everyone and everything else! all that will happen is that you won't notice me drifting away again until its too late and i'm already gone and you've lost your chance.
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- one of us
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- wilson
- just plain inspiring
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- Contact:
can you please tell me how you feel about me insted of continuing to lead me on.
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
</center>
R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
</center>
Stop lying to me.
I know and it's not ok.
I know and it's not ok.
<a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php? ... light=">An Indefinite Integral</a>
Sometimes I think you use morning sickness as an excuse to loose weight. I want you to be ok more than I want another kid. Sometimes I'm sorry I agreed to try for another one.
Prove me wrong babe, Please.
Prove me wrong babe, Please.
Most of the time I feel like I don't belong.
But I got my new favorite record today.
My favorites change every single day.
Except you,
You'll always be number one.
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will you stop fucking copying me you stupid wanker. for god sake give me my fucking individuality back. it's fucking annoying me now. everytime i fucking type something you fucking copy me - go figure. go find somebody else to copy. better yet, find somebody who gives a fuck about you because i'm beyond caring right now.
- fadingbutterfly
- bus mechanic
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- DecemberLivy
- just plain inspiring
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- Joined: Tue Sep 21, 2004 10:38 am
- Location: London
when you are annoyed with me, there is one thing you love to repeat. you say that things always have to be my way, nobody elses. you tie that to everything I do that pisses you off.
today in the restaurant, I really just wasn't that hungry. I'm sorry that ruined the whole experience for you, but why do you have to take the fact that I'm not hungry and don't want more than tea and toast, and turn it into "you never think about other people, it's always got to be your way." It not I didn't like the restaurant because I didn't choose it and so I was making a fuss to annoy you. I just wasn't fucking hungry! why do you have to read so much into so little!
today in the restaurant, I really just wasn't that hungry. I'm sorry that ruined the whole experience for you, but why do you have to take the fact that I'm not hungry and don't want more than tea and toast, and turn it into "you never think about other people, it's always got to be your way." It not I didn't like the restaurant because I didn't choose it and so I was making a fuss to annoy you. I just wasn't fucking hungry! why do you have to read so much into so little!
<center>my walpole cafe
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
</center>
I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
</center>
I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
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