Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Callisto » Wed Jul 04, 2007 8:19 pm

as usual i am a bitch.

eh why the fuck am i still here? should just fucking leave.....i should know this by now.

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if i could rip my own insides out right now i would.

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Post by Quiet little Angel » Wed Jul 04, 2007 8:52 pm

i'm so sick of you not bein supportive of me... why can't you just be like all the other dads i know? can't you see i'm doing my best? how is it you always expect me to do better than i am??? what's with the negative attitude towards my work? why can't you just be happy that i'm trying to make some money? does it really matter that i don't make a high hourly pay? you keep saying it's a waste of time... but really... i'm making more money than if i was just sitting around at home... or being out with my friends... then i'd just be spending money... so why don't you just shut up and start supporting me?? please?

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Post by Callisto » Wed Jul 04, 2007 10:17 pm

gone--has been said and sorted.
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Post by Spidey » Thu Jul 05, 2007 8:06 pm

yeah, it'd be a good idea, but.

i don't want her to see.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by 924gilman » Fri Jul 06, 2007 2:24 am

I miss you, I miss you so much. If you had cared even the smallest iota, I would have stayed at home instead of moving out of state. We could have gone to college together and lived together, or at least seen each other on a regular basis. If you had given me even the smallest clue that you wanted me around. Why didn't you ever love me? Why didn't you keep in touch after I left for college? Sometimes I hate you for not loving me, but I'm still so fucking obsessed with you. I want to crawl into your lap and smell your hair and never ever let go of you. Three years later, I think I'm still in love with you.

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Post by wilson » Fri Jul 06, 2007 2:51 am

i wish you would fucking pull your head out of your arse and realise that you are only making me wish i was dead... but why should you notice... YOU DONT FUCKING CARE what happens to me.

I HATE YOU so FUCK OFF out of my life
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Post by ++Jigsaw++ » Fri Jul 06, 2007 11:02 am

...i remember
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Post by ViolinPlayingGoat » Fri Jul 06, 2007 12:35 pm

i feel so let down right now.
i know that you dont care about me as much as i do about you. which is why i would have been happy with a goodbye on monday and leave it at that. but you said we would meet up, you'd call. and you haven't. it would have been much better if you'd never said it and i'd said goodbye then.
because now i haven't had a proper goodbye, and i'm not likely to get one, and that unsettles me. plus now i'm angry with you, and that's not how i wanted to leave it over the summer.
at least reply to my message.
ARGH.
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Post by troubles undone » Fri Jul 06, 2007 7:40 pm

i hate myself so much right now.
and it feels like this is never going to end.
and its only going to get worse.
and i dont know what to do.
17 days mean nothing when nothing has changed in my head.

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Post by HakunaMatata » Sun Jul 08, 2007 12:33 am

I don't really understand. :(
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Post by astepawayfromlife » Sun Jul 08, 2007 5:58 am

I know its you, I figured it out, I know your still around... and that makes the only support system I have left unsafe....

Thank you for not only taking our friendship away from me, but for taking this away to...

I wish I could go back to that day, the first day, and not reply, I wish I could forget

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Post by Stripe » Sun Jul 08, 2007 9:59 am

You put me here - not me - you

Only it's safer to say that I did for the moment
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Post by Quiet little Angel » Sun Jul 08, 2007 12:34 pm

can't you please be more like a real friend? how can you be leaving for UK in the morning and not have told me? i thought we were supposed to swim on tuesday?? how can you not tell me? do you know how lonely that makes me feel?

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Post by _____iamacliche » Sun Jul 08, 2007 5:57 pm

i'm trying so hard not to give up on myself. so fucking hard.

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Post by ~Shark~Bait~ » Mon Jul 09, 2007 2:48 am

I should've been strong enough to fight them off. I should be strong enough to hold on, to resist.

Why am i so week?
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Post by _____iamacliche » Mon Jul 09, 2007 9:35 am

i'm so nervous about the 27th it's making me feel sick :-?

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Post by ~Shark~Bait~ » Mon Jul 09, 2007 11:23 am

Im a dissapointment...
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Post by Callisto » Mon Jul 09, 2007 12:06 pm

i miss you

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Post by Kaleb » Tue Jul 10, 2007 12:06 am

I love you - I'm so sorry but I really love you.
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Post by kendra » Tue Jul 10, 2007 6:09 am

I do still care about you
I'm just afraid to talk to you
sorry :cry:

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