Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
- Quiet little Angel
- just plain inspiring
- Posts: 7754
- Joined: Wed Nov 02, 2005 2:10 pm
- Location: somewhere between blue tulips and anxiety...
i'm so sick of you not bein supportive of me... why can't you just be like all the other dads i know? can't you see i'm doing my best? how is it you always expect me to do better than i am??? what's with the negative attitude towards my work? why can't you just be happy that i'm trying to make some money? does it really matter that i don't make a high hourly pay? you keep saying it's a waste of time... but really... i'm making more money than if i was just sitting around at home... or being out with my friends... then i'd just be spending money... so why don't you just shut up and start supporting me?? please?
/May
Never underestimate the power of silence...
micro-chipped mental cyber twins taking over NewZealand...
ever reached out for someones hand only to find it wasn't there?
My place of happy-scared-random-thoughts dealing with motherhood and anxiety, visitors welcome
Never underestimate the power of silence...
micro-chipped mental cyber twins taking over NewZealand...
ever reached out for someones hand only to find it wasn't there?
My place of happy-scared-random-thoughts dealing with motherhood and anxiety, visitors welcome
I miss you, I miss you so much. If you had cared even the smallest iota, I would have stayed at home instead of moving out of state. We could have gone to college together and lived together, or at least seen each other on a regular basis. If you had given me even the smallest clue that you wanted me around. Why didn't you ever love me? Why didn't you keep in touch after I left for college? Sometimes I hate you for not loving me, but I'm still so fucking obsessed with you. I want to crawl into your lap and smell your hair and never ever let go of you. Three years later, I think I'm still in love with you.
- wilson
- just plain inspiring
- Posts: 7567
- Joined: Wed Oct 18, 2006 2:06 am
- Location: aussie-land Age: eighteen
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i wish you would fucking pull your head out of your arse and realise that you are only making me wish i was dead... but why should you notice... YOU DONT FUCKING CARE what happens to me.
I HATE YOU so FUCK OFF out of my life
I HATE YOU so FUCK OFF out of my life
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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- ++Jigsaw++
- building community
- Posts: 636
- Joined: Thu Feb 15, 2007 11:41 am
- Location: Neverland: 2nd star on the right and straight on 'till morning
- Contact:
...i remember
'Now blow the candle out my dear and make your wish come true...'
My place - I'm only here because of gravity... I have a mermaids lagoon and a mascot
My place - I'm only here because of gravity... I have a mermaids lagoon and a mascot
- ViolinPlayingGoat
- bus mechanic
- Posts: 3062
- Joined: Mon Mar 17, 2003 8:28 pm
- Location: MK, UK
- Contact:
i feel so let down right now.
i know that you dont care about me as much as i do about you. which is why i would have been happy with a goodbye on monday and leave it at that. but you said we would meet up, you'd call. and you haven't. it would have been much better if you'd never said it and i'd said goodbye then.
because now i haven't had a proper goodbye, and i'm not likely to get one, and that unsettles me. plus now i'm angry with you, and that's not how i wanted to leave it over the summer.
at least reply to my message.
ARGH.
i know that you dont care about me as much as i do about you. which is why i would have been happy with a goodbye on monday and leave it at that. but you said we would meet up, you'd call. and you haven't. it would have been much better if you'd never said it and i'd said goodbye then.
because now i haven't had a proper goodbye, and i'm not likely to get one, and that unsettles me. plus now i'm angry with you, and that's not how i wanted to leave it over the summer.
at least reply to my message.
ARGH.
'cos i am a rocket on fire[[alone on its journey, home to the quickening ground with no-one there to catch it]]
-kate bush
You do it to yourself, you do, that's what really hurts,
you do it to yourself, just you, you and no-one else
{radiohead}
*~*happiness isn't happiness without a violin playing goat*~*
-kate bush
You do it to yourself, you do, that's what really hurts,
you do it to yourself, just you, you and no-one else
{radiohead}
*~*happiness isn't happiness without a violin playing goat*~*
- troubles undone
- post laureate
- Posts: 11021
- Joined: Mon May 01, 2006 2:30 pm
- Location: London Age:19
- Contact:
i hate myself so much right now.
and it feels like this is never going to end.
and its only going to get worse.
and i dont know what to do.
17 days mean nothing when nothing has changed in my head.
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[edited by spider]
and it feels like this is never going to end.
and its only going to get worse.
and i dont know what to do.
17 days mean nothing when nothing has changed in my head.
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[edited by spider]
"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"
"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.
- HakunaMatata
- one of us
- Posts: 6860
- Joined: Thu Oct 06, 2005 8:30 pm
- Gender: Female
- Location: See that place in the distance? Not there!
I don't really understand.
Ache-me se for capaz HM's place- everyone welcome but please read first post!
'Love is worth everything. How much are you willing to risk?'~Umara, gone forever, forgotten never.
'You can't put a price on happiness. Follow your dreams'~ Mithz
I don't like country and western. I don't like rock music, I don't like rockabilly or rock and roll particularly. I don't like much, really, do I? But what I do like, I love passionately. ~ The Pet Shop Boys
I know its you, I figured it out, I know your still around... and that makes the only support system I have left unsafe....
Thank you for not only taking our friendship away from me, but for taking this away to...
I wish I could go back to that day, the first day, and not reply, I wish I could forget
Thank you for not only taking our friendship away from me, but for taking this away to...
I wish I could go back to that day, the first day, and not reply, I wish I could forget
- Quiet little Angel
- just plain inspiring
- Posts: 7754
- Joined: Wed Nov 02, 2005 2:10 pm
- Location: somewhere between blue tulips and anxiety...
can't you please be more like a real friend? how can you be leaving for UK in the morning and not have told me? i thought we were supposed to swim on tuesday?? how can you not tell me? do you know how lonely that makes me feel?
/May
Never underestimate the power of silence...
micro-chipped mental cyber twins taking over NewZealand...
ever reached out for someones hand only to find it wasn't there?
My place of happy-scared-random-thoughts dealing with motherhood and anxiety, visitors welcome
Never underestimate the power of silence...
micro-chipped mental cyber twins taking over NewZealand...
ever reached out for someones hand only to find it wasn't there?
My place of happy-scared-random-thoughts dealing with motherhood and anxiety, visitors welcome
- ~Shark~Bait~
- unpacking boxes
- Posts: 43
- Joined: Mon Jul 09, 2007 2:03 am
- Location: Lost In My Own Nightmares...
I should've been strong enough to fight them off. I should be strong enough to hold on, to resist.
Why am i so week?
Why am i so week?
You ever-gentle gods, take my breath from me; Let not my worser spirit tempt me again To die before you please. - William Shakespeare (King Lear)
'Not to have control over the senses is like sailing in a rudderless ship, bound to break to pieces on coming in contact with the very first rock. - Mahatma Ghandi
'Not to have control over the senses is like sailing in a rudderless ship, bound to break to pieces on coming in contact with the very first rock. - Mahatma Ghandi
- ~Shark~Bait~
- unpacking boxes
- Posts: 43
- Joined: Mon Jul 09, 2007 2:03 am
- Location: Lost In My Own Nightmares...
Im a dissapointment...
You ever-gentle gods, take my breath from me; Let not my worser spirit tempt me again To die before you please. - William Shakespeare (King Lear)
'Not to have control over the senses is like sailing in a rudderless ship, bound to break to pieces on coming in contact with the very first rock. - Mahatma Ghandi
'Not to have control over the senses is like sailing in a rudderless ship, bound to break to pieces on coming in contact with the very first rock. - Mahatma Ghandi
I love you - I'm so sorry but I really love you.
If you think outside the box there's no such thing as square one.
No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
Whichever way you wear your crown,
Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.
19/07/1952 - 30/12/2013 Never Ever Forgotten
13/05/14 - I Love Her
19/4/15 - The Day I Said Yes
17/06/17 - Rings swapped, Hearts interlocked
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