Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Silentdancer

Post by Silentdancer » Mon Mar 19, 2007 11:12 pm

:lpurpstar: I feel beautiful today :lpurpstar:

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handmade mute
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Post by handmade mute » Tue Mar 20, 2007 1:00 am

I lie to myself and everyone else daily when I say I'm coping.

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mithz
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Post by mithz » Tue Mar 20, 2007 1:33 am

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Porcelain_Doll
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Post by Porcelain_Doll » Tue Mar 20, 2007 1:49 am

Sometimes I wish I was single.
Never to suffer would never to have been blessed.
-Edgar Allan Poe
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=110034
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red umbrellas
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Post by red umbrellas » Tue Mar 20, 2007 11:15 am

i hate being alone. it hurts. but when someone cares, it scares me.

i can't cope with my current weight. with my lack of self control. it hurts. emotionally. and it stresses me into panic attacks and headaches.
'i want to be so skinny that i rot from view' - MSP.

I don't know what to do. About ANYTHING
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses

Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella

juggalo17
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Post by juggalo17 » Thu Mar 22, 2007 4:25 am

-comments fine- pm

* i still love her...i dont want to but i do :x
* i lie so others wont ask questions

Silentdancer

Post by Silentdancer » Thu Mar 22, 2007 5:00 pm

I think I am in trouble. I dont' think I can come back from this. What did I do? How did I get here?

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MusicalMorphine
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Thu Mar 22, 2007 6:07 pm

Sometimes I want to get better but I'm scared to.

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mephistopheles
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Post by mephistopheles » Thu Mar 22, 2007 6:08 pm

no. i'm not happy with him.
but it's better than nothing.
“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.”

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wilson
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Post by wilson » Sat Mar 24, 2007 2:24 pm

im going to tell everyone im ok no matter what cos i cant be bothered answering everyones questions. coz im sick of talking to people
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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steady hands
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Post by steady hands » Sat Mar 24, 2007 11:38 pm

i've decided that i don't give a fuck whether or not god exsists. i'm not going to worry about it anymore.

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claire
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Post by claire » Sun Mar 25, 2007 12:52 am

i let him say those things
cos at least he's saying *something* to me ...

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screamed_silence
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Post by screamed_silence » Sun Mar 25, 2007 4:22 am

TRIG: SI

*comments fine- pm*
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Sometimes i think it would be good for me to slip and SI really badly for a long time, because I don't feel like I hurt myself enough before.
I've been bearly a year SI free, and I've been thinking this way since day 1.

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END TRIG

*comments fine- pm*
I'm Brookie! ;) My Place ~~~~ 4 years SI-free. Thank you all so much. ~~~~
Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe

"Breathe Me"- Sia

:heart:

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Lynds
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Post by Lynds » Sun Mar 25, 2007 2:45 pm

I'm not coping

I don't want to have to decide what to wear to the funeral tomorrow
"She would never know, because he would never tell her. Somehow if she’d known the worst parts, she couldn’t have gone on being a haven for him… He needed her ignorance to hide in. Yet at the same time, he wanted to know and be known as deeply as possible. And the two desires were irreconcilable"
From Regeneration by Pat Barker

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catylyx,ver.2
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Post by catylyx,ver.2 » Mon Mar 26, 2007 5:12 am

i found the pills my mom had hidden from me before i left.
i'm visiting right now. i leave wednsday. i've already taken some. and i have enough stashed away to last me for a while.

my boyfriend thinks it was just a one time thing because my brother was stoned and i don't smoke....he doesn't know that i plan on doing it as often as possible and to as large degrees as possible without od'ing.

:(

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daisy_chain
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Post by daisy_chain » Mon Mar 26, 2007 8:13 pm

I think i cut this week just so i wouldnt have to count how long it had been. Feel lost without it. Back down to 3 days now, and i feel safe again.
I'm just dreaming out loud.

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Silentdancer

Post by Silentdancer » Tue Mar 27, 2007 8:07 pm

I don't see my behaviors as a big deal. Why does everyone else freak out?

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MusicalMorphine
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Tue Mar 27, 2007 8:11 pm

I can't do this alone but I'd feel too gulity putting it on anyone else.

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Porcelain_Doll
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Post by Porcelain_Doll » Wed Mar 28, 2007 9:55 pm

Sometimes I feel like I need to cut deeper, to do something more dramatic, just to prove that I'm not ok. Other times i wonder if I only wish i wasn't ok because I'm so damn boring.
Never to suffer would never to have been blessed.
-Edgar Allan Poe
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=110034
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Silentdancer

Post by Silentdancer » Thu Mar 29, 2007 12:06 am

I am giving up. I am done

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