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Silentdancer · Post by **Silentdancer** » Mon Mar 19, 2007 11:12 pm

I feel beautiful today

handmade mute · Post by **handmade mute** » Tue Mar 20, 2007 1:00 am

I lie to myself and everyone else daily when I say I'm coping.

mithz · Post by **mithz** » Tue Mar 20, 2007 1:33 am

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Porcelain_Doll · Post by **Porcelain_Doll** » Tue Mar 20, 2007 1:49 am

Sometimes I wish I was single.

red umbrellas · Post by **red umbrellas** » Tue Mar 20, 2007 11:15 am

i hate being alone. it hurts. but when someone cares, it scares me.

i can't cope with my current weight. with my lack of self control. it hurts. emotionally. and it stresses me into panic attacks and headaches.
'i want to be so skinny that i rot from view' - MSP.

I don't know what to do. About ANYTHING

juggalo17 · Post by **juggalo17** » Thu Mar 22, 2007 4:25 am

-comments fine- pm

* i still love her...i dont want to but i do

* i lie so others wont ask questions

Silentdancer · Post by **Silentdancer** » Thu Mar 22, 2007 5:00 pm

I think I am in trouble. I dont' think I can come back from this. What did I do? How did I get here?

MusicalMorphine · Post by **MusicalMorphine** » Thu Mar 22, 2007 6:07 pm

Sometimes I want to get better but I'm scared to.

mephistopheles · Post by **mephistopheles** » Thu Mar 22, 2007 6:08 pm

no. i'm not happy with him.
but it's better than nothing.

wilson · Post by **wilson** » Sat Mar 24, 2007 2:24 pm

im going to tell everyone im ok no matter what cos i cant be bothered answering everyones questions. coz im sick of talking to people

steady hands · Post by **steady hands** » Sat Mar 24, 2007 11:38 pm

i've decided that i don't give a fuck whether or not god exsists. i'm not going to worry about it anymore.

claire · Post by **claire** » Sun Mar 25, 2007 12:52 am

i let him say those things
cos at least he's saying *something* to me ...

screamed_silence · Post by **screamed_silence** » Sun Mar 25, 2007 4:22 am

TRIG: SI

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Sometimes i think it would be good for me to slip and SI really badly for a long time, because I don't feel like I hurt myself enough before.
I've been bearly a year SI free, and I've been thinking this way since day 1.

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Lynds · Post by **Lynds** » Sun Mar 25, 2007 2:45 pm

I'm not coping

I don't want to have to decide what to wear to the funeral tomorrow

catylyx,ver.2 · Post by **catylyx,ver.2** » Mon Mar 26, 2007 5:12 am

i found the pills my mom had hidden from me before i left.
i'm visiting right now. i leave wednsday. i've already taken some. and i have enough stashed away to last me for a while.

my boyfriend thinks it was just a one time thing because my brother was stoned and i don't smoke....he doesn't know that i plan on doing it as often as possible and to as large degrees as possible without od'ing.

daisy_chain · Post by **daisy_chain** » Mon Mar 26, 2007 8:13 pm

I think i cut this week just so i wouldnt have to count how long it had been. Feel lost without it. Back down to 3 days now, and i feel safe again.

Silentdancer · Post by **Silentdancer** » Tue Mar 27, 2007 8:07 pm

I don't see my behaviors as a big deal. Why does everyone else freak out?

MusicalMorphine · Post by **MusicalMorphine** » Tue Mar 27, 2007 8:11 pm

I can't do this alone but I'd feel too gulity putting it on anyone else.

Porcelain_Doll · Post by **Porcelain_Doll** » Wed Mar 28, 2007 9:55 pm

Sometimes I feel like I need to cut deeper, to do something more dramatic, just to prove that I'm not ok. Other times i wonder if I only wish i wasn't ok because I'm so damn boring.

Silentdancer · Post by **Silentdancer** » Thu Mar 29, 2007 12:06 am

I am giving up. I am done

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