last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

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Post by Callisto » Tue Feb 21, 2006 3:58 am

because my boyfriend was going to be here to see me very soon and i couldn't bear to hurt him that way

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Post by Guest » Tue Feb 21, 2006 4:13 am

cause i didnt want to do it

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Post by ebmcs » Sat Feb 25, 2006 10:44 pm

- It's getting close to spring and I don't want to be uncomfortable in spring clothes any more than I already will be

- I really want to stop, and I've almost made it a month

- I want to be free..... and find healthier coping mechs
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Post by Callisto » Sat Feb 25, 2006 10:49 pm

:star: I made a promise to Nick

:star: It's my birthday soon, if i do out i'll want to wear short sleeves

:star: I go home in 3wks, i don't want Darren to know that i have

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Post by arianwen1174 » Wed Mar 08, 2006 5:13 am

Because I know it would make my boyfriend sad, and I don't want that.
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Post by arianwen1174 » Fri Mar 24, 2006 7:32 am

Because my friend is here and I've promised my friends I won't harm if they're here

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Post by slinky » Fri Mar 24, 2006 12:51 pm

I thought of you. I phoned you, and listening to your voice made it all ok.
Pray now baby. Pray your life was just a dream... just a dream.

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Post by Spidey » Sat Mar 25, 2006 12:05 am

i just want to say to everyone that has replied to this thread WOO HOO and CONGRATULATIONS for beating an urge (or two, or three, or how many other times you have beat 'em). that deserves major

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and i didn't si because...

...i decided to watch anime instead.
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Post by pretty » Sat Mar 25, 2006 10:32 am

...it really isn't worth it. I don't want to go back to a place where I'm avoiding and squashing feelings. I don't want to be numb again, becuase there is so much good to feel in life.
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Post by OverTheWorst » Sat Mar 25, 2006 11:33 am

...i knew it'd hurt the people around me and i couldn't put them through that again

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Post by Priceless » Sat Mar 25, 2006 6:59 pm

because i was tired and said to my self you can do it when you wake up, and by that time ive forgotten about it

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Post by Titania » Wed Mar 29, 2006 11:41 am

Because we are doing swimming in P.E. and I have no way to hid the marks.
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Post by slinky » Wed Mar 29, 2006 1:30 pm

I didn't want him to see
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Post by slinky » Wed Mar 29, 2006 1:32 pm

I didn't want him to see
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Post by ~starblaze~ » Wed Mar 29, 2006 1:55 pm

my mum walked in...

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Post by *.*Black_Star*.* » Fri Mar 31, 2006 6:02 pm

i didnt because i thought about how disappointed my best friend would be in me, and i couldnt bear to hurt him again after what has happened in the past....

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Post by Eccie » Sat Apr 01, 2006 5:07 am

I didn't want to upset him, and I'm sick of long sleeves and constant checking to see if anything is showing.
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Post by marylou » Wed Apr 05, 2006 3:37 pm

SH is not the comfort it used to be.
Somewhere in the last two years I've crossed a bridge (or maybe burnt some) and realised that there are better things for me. SH doesn't make me feel better anymore.

I wanted to write that down so I can come back and read it and know that this is a feeling I can have and is something real and possible.
I pray that this will continue to be true for me.
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Post by Blake 1 » Wed Apr 05, 2006 4:28 pm

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Post by t_k » Mon Apr 17, 2006 2:08 pm

I'm kind of curious about what I'll look like with more clear skin.

It's the easiest thing in the world to mess myself up but not doing it's a challenge.

A good challenge.
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