last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......
- It's getting close to spring and I don't want to be uncomfortable in spring clothes any more than I already will be
- I really want to stop, and I've almost made it a month
- I want to be free..... and find healthier coping mechs
- I really want to stop, and I've almost made it a month
- I want to be free..... and find healthier coping mechs
Psalm 91, 107, 139
"Hungry, I come to you for I know you satisfy. I am empty, but I know Your love does not run dry. <br>And so I wait for you. Jesus, you're all this heart is living for. <br>Broken, I run to You for Your arms are open wide. I am weary, but I know Your touch restores my life."<p>
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"Hungry, I come to you for I know you satisfy. I am empty, but I know Your love does not run dry. <br>And so I wait for you. Jesus, you're all this heart is living for. <br>Broken, I run to You for Your arms are open wide. I am weary, but I know Your touch restores my life."<p>
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i just want to say to everyone that has replied to this thread WOO HOO and CONGRATULATIONS for beating an urge (or two, or three, or how many other times you have beat 'em). that deserves major
and i didn't si because...
...i decided to watch anime instead.
and i didn't si because...
...i decided to watch anime instead.
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...it really isn't worth it. I don't want to go back to a place where I'm avoiding and squashing feelings. I don't want to be numb again, becuase there is so much good to feel in life.
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because i was tired and said to my self you can do it when you wake up, and by that time ive forgotten about it
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I didn't want to upset him, and I'm sick of long sleeves and constant checking to see if anything is showing.
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SH is not the comfort it used to be.
Somewhere in the last two years I've crossed a bridge (or maybe burnt some) and realised that there are better things for me. SH doesn't make me feel better anymore.
I wanted to write that down so I can come back and read it and know that this is a feeling I can have and is something real and possible.
I pray that this will continue to be true for me.
Somewhere in the last two years I've crossed a bridge (or maybe burnt some) and realised that there are better things for me. SH doesn't make me feel better anymore.
I wanted to write that down so I can come back and read it and know that this is a feeling I can have and is something real and possible.
I pray that this will continue to be true for me.
"You loosen my chains and just ask me to trust you. But it's so much easier this way, even though I know that I am bound."
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I'm kind of curious about what I'll look like with more clear skin.
It's the easiest thing in the world to mess myself up but not doing it's a challenge.
A good challenge.
It's the easiest thing in the world to mess myself up but not doing it's a challenge.
A good challenge.
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