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tools to help you assess your urges before you give in to them, and to help you understand and learn from slips after they happen. by posting here, you're saying that you are serious about exploring the feelings behind your self-harm in depth, whether you're ready to stop hurting yourself or not. to request posting access, click usergroups above and join before and after.

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Post by broken_words » Tue Nov 30, 2004 11:34 pm


It's been 12 weeks today that I've been *SI* free...but i don't feel good about it. I don't know why...i just don't. I miss it...no joke. I miss it SOOOOOOOOO bad! I used to not eat for days and take diet pills on top of that. I miss it so much b/c i have so much hurt. I'm turning to God...but my habits are eating me alive...help me!!!!! Please...
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Post by Jomomma » Wed Dec 01, 2004 5:35 am

What other ways have you tried to take care of the hurt?
You say you have turned to God
Are you involved in a church?
Is there someone there you could talk to?
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Post by broken_words » Wed Dec 01, 2004 8:29 pm


I am involved with a church yes, and I do talk to them. It's been kinda helping...last night i cried for hours asking for forgivness, and repenting, and ...i was soooooooooo close to losing my 12 weeks. I had the knife at my arm...but didn't press it down, or pull it across....thank the Lord.

Thank you for repliing

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