And at the moment I feel the start of that process kicking into action.
How do I set out deciphering what feeling is valid, and what is just self-serving and destructive?
In reality I should be a little irked with my boyfriend. But that is starting to escalate into ridiculous suspicions and insecurities. I KNOW he is a good person and good for me, but I am trying to feel that too.
I am alot more used to feeling negative things on a huge scale, rather than slightly annoyed but no big deal, kind of thing.
I now hate that phrase 'go with your feelings', I can't, I know they need tweeking. So what do I go with if not my feelings? My intellect is naturally cynical, so can't follow that either. Nor can I just go on what other people say. Bugger.
Frustrated.
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Any thoughts much appreciated