last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

pelagic · Post by **pelagic** » Fri Nov 30, 2007 5:41 am

Because I knew things had to get better.

Chaocontrol6 · Post by **Chaocontrol6** » Fri Nov 30, 2007 3:51 pm

because the opportunity wasn't there, so really i had no choice...

Glockenspiel · Post by **Glockenspiel** » Sun Dec 02, 2007 3:50 am

Because I contacted the person I was having problems with.

Chaocontrol6 · Post by **Chaocontrol6** » Tue Dec 04, 2007 8:21 pm

I made sure I couldn't slip, even if the urges were bad (ie i left my tool at home and didn't take it to school) and it worked!!!

MusicalMorphine · Post by **MusicalMorphine** » Wed Dec 05, 2007 5:19 pm

I knew the long term feelings afterwards would be worse if I had done it. I.e, it wasn't worth it in the long run.

Draco Malfoy. · Post by **Draco Malfoy.** » Wed Dec 05, 2007 7:48 pm

I was scared for myself. I don't need any more slips.

Chaocontrol6 · Post by **Chaocontrol6** » Mon Dec 10, 2007 1:38 pm

I cried, and I cried, and I cried, and it the urges finally went away.

amyfairy · Post by **amyfairy** » Mon Dec 10, 2007 7:07 pm

because it's not going to achieve anything, i'd feel guilty and i'm proud to be in recovery

WishIKnew · Post by **WishIKnew** » Mon Dec 10, 2007 8:43 pm

I have made such a huge effort in healling the wounds for my cousins wedding on Saturday, so I won't end up in the hot seat and I really don't want to mess this up.

cinnamon_spider · Post by **cinnamon_spider** » Tue Dec 11, 2007 12:59 am

I watched a lot of TV and ended up getting really tired so I ended up falling asleep instead of SI'ing.

Cryptoquing · Post by **Cryptoquing** » Wed Dec 12, 2007 9:09 pm

I distracted myself with Bus and Called my T.

black water lily · Post by **black water lily** » Thu Dec 13, 2007 7:51 am

I said to myself one day that if I keep SI'ing, I could continue to live like that forever and that I may as well learn to love myself for who I am.

Everytime I think about SI, I immediately think about the negative consequences, such as how others will react.

When the feelings get strong, I watch TV, or go on bus

Mayalaen · Post by **Mayalaen** » Thu Dec 13, 2007 8:00 am

Played online games and read the threads at BUS.

ComfortablyNumb · Post by **ComfortablyNumb** » Thu Dec 13, 2007 8:40 am

Because I never want to be the reason that she cries again.

lily_trying · Post by **lily_trying** » Wed Dec 19, 2007 8:53 am

..Because I was able to distract myself with music, and memories of how someone special to me treated me like I was just as special...

Cellardoor · Post by **Cellardoor** » Wed Dec 19, 2007 6:09 pm

because my mum was too poorly to drvie me to a&e.

*shrug*

sonumb · Post by **sonumb** » Tue Dec 25, 2007 2:33 am

I didn't want my boyfriend to have to know about it again and I knew he'd find out.

Nursing_girl · Post by **Nursing_girl** » Tue Dec 25, 2007 10:22 pm

Because my best friend called and we talked for 2 hours. Once we got off the phone, I was too exhausted to care about anything anymore.

breathing · Post by **breathing** » Sat Dec 29, 2007 5:15 am

Because I was just sleepy.

southsider · Post by **southsider** » Sat Dec 29, 2007 8:30 am

I knew I'd do serious damage and have to go to the hospital.
I knew I'd lose credibility to my counselor and doctor.
I knew it wouldn't accomplish shit.

last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

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