Right now I feel... Version 3.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by roseleaf » Wed Jan 23, 2013 12:58 am

like curling up in a ball in a dark corner and dying.
For among these winters there is one so endlessly winter
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Wed Jan 23, 2013 1:10 am

:1soothe: roseleaf. Remember there are many people here who care about you.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by roseleaf » Wed Jan 23, 2013 2:41 pm

Thank you, Jamas and kicks. People here are so kind; it always takes me by surprise. :1love: :ylwheart:
For among these winters there is one so endlessly winter
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Paws » Wed Jan 23, 2013 10:27 pm

I dont want to do this anymore :shakehead:
:bfly: If nothing ever changed, there'd be no butterflies :bfly:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by zyn » Thu Jan 24, 2013 11:00 pm

Shit. Ill. Panicky. Lost. Lonely. Needy.

*offers hugs to all* :1hug: :heart:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Paws » Fri Jan 25, 2013 12:09 am

*grabs a hug off zyn* *and gives :1hug: 's back*

Like I'm slowly drowning, sinking in self made misery :swimhelp:
:bfly: If nothing ever changed, there'd be no butterflies :bfly:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Fri Jan 25, 2013 4:22 am

So tired... :morning:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Fri Jan 25, 2013 10:13 am

Wretched

Sad

Dreadful

Unsure

Sending out hugs :1hug: :1hug: :1hug: :1hug: to all that need them right now

Jamas I hope you are feeling better and have some energy :1soothe:

My thoughts are with you.You`ve always been kind and have offered encouraging words.I want to let you know that this has made a difference to me.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by roseleaf » Fri Jan 25, 2013 8:47 pm

Tired. Miserable. Like giving up.
For among these winters there is one so endlessly winter
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
~Rainer Maria Rilke

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by PokemonGeek » Sat Jan 26, 2013 12:34 am

Like if I developed some ED guys might actually want me and talk to me for more than TWO weeks and meet my family's expectation of how much I should weigh.
I will survive
Oh as long as I know how to love
I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live,
I've got all my love to give, and I'll survive
I will survive
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I've tidied up my point of view
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Sat Jan 26, 2013 5:34 am

Tired
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by meadow14 » Fri Feb 01, 2013 1:09 am

lost and sad
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by roseleaf » Fri Feb 01, 2013 2:35 pm

So anxious. Not coping well.
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that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Lofticries » Sat Feb 02, 2013 5:26 am

Annoyed, at spammers. Why can't they just get a life.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by roseleaf » Sat Feb 02, 2013 2:52 pm

Bad and horrible and shaky and hopeless and desperate.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Chookaro » Sat Feb 02, 2013 10:12 pm

Meh.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by zyn » Sun Feb 03, 2013 7:47 pm

exceptionally happy, amused
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by roseleaf » Wed Feb 06, 2013 3:38 pm

I. Can't. Do. This.
For among these winters there is one so endlessly winter
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Fri Feb 08, 2013 6:55 am

*sits with Rose too*
:1hug: :1hug: :1hug:


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Lofticries » Fri Feb 08, 2013 7:38 am

Tired, faint.
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