Right now I feel... Version 3.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Chaocontrol6 » Sun Jul 04, 2010 1:32 am

I feel rather fed up of trying to put on the face for everyone.
I am hacked off for exposing my face and having it thrown back.
I feel very upset right now.
I feel like my head is going to explode from all this thinking.
I feel very tired.

I shall try some sleep now.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Butterfly. » Sun Jul 04, 2010 9:26 am

Raw, strong, hopeful. Tired.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Thu Jul 08, 2010 8:52 pm

Despondent. Weepy. Fragile. Paranoid. Harassed. Anxious. Nervous. Full of dread. Like I have lead in my stomach. Insecure -- like nobody likes me. Left out. Afraid. Lightheaded.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Lynds » Sun Jul 11, 2010 5:44 pm

:lpurpstar: Mixed up
"She would never know, because he would never tell her. Somehow if she’d known the worst parts, she couldn’t have gone on being a haven for him… He needed her ignorance to hide in. Yet at the same time, he wanted to know and be known as deeply as possible. And the two desires were irreconcilable"
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Glockenspiel » Thu Jul 15, 2010 2:10 am

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by calypso » Thu Jul 15, 2010 1:53 pm

Totally overwhelmed and freaked out.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by amyfairy » Fri Jul 23, 2010 9:31 pm

hopeless :cry:
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Post by capricorn » Mon Jul 26, 2010 9:16 pm

Painn.
Effing HPV jab, now I can't move my left arm. >.<
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by amyfairy » Thu Jul 29, 2010 6:43 pm

I feel like dying.
I've binged two days straight and I'd just gotten down to a low ish weight again. I lied when I said I wasn't suicidal. I don't have any plans, and I don't think I could do that to my family, but I just want to disappear.
I feel like disappearing by shrinking. I was in control and I fucked up AFUCKINGAIN.
Not anymore :cry:
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Post by Beasty » Tue Aug 03, 2010 10:57 pm

I feel frightened.
I feel a deep longing for a meaningful hug.
Missing her.
Missing him a little bit but trying not to.
Hungry.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by loveLights » Wed Aug 11, 2010 6:00 am

lost
angry
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Post by chinkipin » Mon Aug 16, 2010 1:16 am

scared and anxious, but hopeful that soon we will be able to adopt a son
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by wingedmessenger » Mon Aug 16, 2010 1:33 am

broken.
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Post by capricorn » Mon Aug 16, 2010 9:31 pm

Relieved.
Missing my girl.
Lonely.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Stefani140 » Tue Aug 17, 2010 4:53 am

I feel drained. I feel beyond angry. I feel sick to my stomach. I feel empty and like I really don't give a damn anymore.
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Post by searching_for_solace » Tue Aug 17, 2010 5:29 am

No matter who is around me, no matter how much they care or I care about them, I still feel part of myself searching for someone i'm missing.

I feel fed up with hoping tomorrow will be any different. I feel fed up with realizing I tricked myself into hoping again and I was disappointed again.
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Post by Dorky&Weird2 » Tue Aug 17, 2010 6:20 am

Lonely
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by capricorn » Wed Aug 18, 2010 4:06 pm

Panicky. I am very, very nervous.
A level exam results tomorrow >.<
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My Chemical Romance

"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief

"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey

"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Stefani140 » Thu Aug 19, 2010 5:25 pm

I feel nervous, scared, shaky, unfocused and slightly panicked.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Beasty » Fri Aug 20, 2010 4:55 am

Bored and tired, yet jittery.
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