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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Fri Nov 16, 2007 1:31 am

I'm scared of crashing.. of burning out.. of needing help.. it terrifies me.

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Post by Li'lRuby » Fri Nov 16, 2007 4:15 am

I'm so scared...
The old grey donkey, Eeyore stood by himself in a thistly corner of the Forest, his front feet well apart, his head on one side, and thought about things. Sometimes he thought sadly to himself, "Why?" and sometimes he thought, "Wherefore?" and sometimes he thought, "Inasmuch as which?" and sometimes he didn't quite know what he was thinking about.
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sat Nov 17, 2007 2:44 pm

i'm a shit person.
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Sat Nov 17, 2007 3:28 pm

Licentia Poetica wrote:i'm a shit person.
I definitely know that's not true!
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Post by Chaocontrol6 » Sat Nov 17, 2007 7:48 pm

I just wanna go into bed, have a lifetime's worth of food and drink and just stay there...in bed...with my music on...for life...and never come out...
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Post by Callisto » Sun Nov 18, 2007 1:51 am

it feels like reality is trying to strangle me.
like every moment that i let reality sink in is a moment where i start feeling more and more like i can't speak or think or talk or even breathe.

i feel so lost. i just wish someone would tell me what i had to do to fix all this.

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Post by ComfortablyNumb » Sun Nov 18, 2007 8:28 am

I love you to death, I always have, but tonight I realized that I'm not in love with you anymore. It's been a year and a half since we broke up. I guess I just never thought that I would get to this point.

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Post by Bella Muerte » Sun Nov 18, 2007 8:55 am

I cut again a few days ago, after months SI-free. Not bad, just irritating. The only person who knows is my best friend. I'm dreading having to face my T.
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Post by Callisto » Sun Nov 18, 2007 3:38 pm

i may end up in serious debt just trying to keep myself distracted to avoid self harming/od'ing....but i don't know what else to do?
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Post by caged bird » Mon Nov 19, 2007 3:41 pm

it's not really much of a secret but i cna't get you out of my head :-?
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Post by Li'lRuby » Thu Nov 22, 2007 2:01 am

I am losing control.
The old grey donkey, Eeyore stood by himself in a thistly corner of the Forest, his front feet well apart, his head on one side, and thought about things. Sometimes he thought sadly to himself, "Why?" and sometimes he thought, "Wherefore?" and sometimes he thought, "Inasmuch as which?" and sometimes he didn't quite know what he was thinking about.
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Post by kendra » Thu Nov 22, 2007 7:29 am

When I was little I hoped something would happen to me like being really sick so I could be the special one

Now I have something going on but don't want to tell because I don't want the sympathy
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Post by wilson » Thu Nov 22, 2007 9:26 am

im jealous of people with ED's because i hate who i am physical and i dont have the will to do anything about it
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Thu Nov 22, 2007 11:56 am

wilson wrote:im jealous of people with ED's because i hate who i am physical and i dont have the will to do anything about it
*nods*

except people with ED's hate themselves just as much. and it has nothing to do with will.

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Post by amyfairy » Thu Nov 22, 2007 6:20 pm

Licentia Poetica wrote:
wilson wrote:im jealous of people with ED's because i hate who i am physical and i dont have the will to do anything about it
*nods*

except people with ED's hate themselves just as much. and it has nothing to do with will.

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just to say, i can relate, wilson.
but there's nothing wrong with being healthy - you know, that takes will too.
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Post by max » Thu Nov 22, 2007 10:55 pm

i'm scared to go to school. people dont seem to understand that dancing is all i really have.
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Post by Li'lRuby » Fri Nov 23, 2007 3:48 am

I just want to give up. Please, just let me give up.
The old grey donkey, Eeyore stood by himself in a thistly corner of the Forest, his front feet well apart, his head on one side, and thought about things. Sometimes he thought sadly to himself, "Why?" and sometimes he thought, "Wherefore?" and sometimes he thought, "Inasmuch as which?" and sometimes he didn't quite know what he was thinking about.
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Post by Seeshellz » Fri Nov 23, 2007 3:56 pm

I couldn't handle the memories when they came out, so I just stuffed them back inside...so now I just have different symptoms...I don't know which is better?
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Post by max » Fri Nov 23, 2007 6:42 pm

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sun Nov 25, 2007 3:22 pm

I miss my xanax-addiction days. Somehow it seemed easier.
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