Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by mephistopheles » Sat Dec 15, 2007 10:42 pm

Yes.

A thousand fucking times yes.

Too scared to say it to you. And I'll still be fucking scared in June. But maybe less? You'll wait for me, right?
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Post by ComfortablyNumb » Sun Dec 16, 2007 2:17 am

I love you to death you know that.
And as glad as I am that what happened between us happened.
Why tell me that you are sorry it never went anywhere.
Nine months later.
When you have you're girlfriend.
Why?

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Post by Callisto » Sun Dec 16, 2007 6:04 pm

i don't trust you. and the not trusting is getting more and more and worse and worse as time goes on. i wonder sometimes if anything you've told me is really true as it all seems slightly too melodramatic all the time to be real.

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Post by Binayshee » Sun Dec 16, 2007 8:26 pm

don't leave me :blfrwn:

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Post by Stripe » Sun Dec 16, 2007 11:21 pm

S
I'm sorry. Honest to God I am. And I'm trying, but I can't be perfect. Another chance?
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Post by Stripe » Sun Dec 16, 2007 11:41 pm

stop fucking laughing at me. seriously.
its not a fucking joke to me
im staring at the screen crying. god how fucking hilarious!
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Post by tanz » Sun Dec 16, 2007 11:42 pm

Don't you see what you're doing to me?
'cause total life forever will never be enough

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Post by southsider » Sun Dec 16, 2007 11:56 pm

I don't know if I ever told you how much it meant that you were there for me when my dad fell ill. Whenever I think about that time in my life, I always wince a little, but I also remember how kind and patient and loving you were towards me, and that memory is always a pleasant one. I don't know if you knew it at the time, but all those times you were there and listened and held me, you were helping me rebirth myself into something better. I'm not where I want to be yet, but I'm better off than I was.

I'm glad you had the courage to be there, and I'm glad we were roommates for those few months. You really impacted my life. More than that, though, you have a real gift (and patience) for working with people's thoughts and emotions. I think you're on the absolute right career path.



I know we haven't spoken in a long time (over a year now, aside from the Christmas card I just sent you?), and I worry that it'd be kind of weird for you to hear this from me right now. Still, I'm working on getting the courage to tell you all this. :-?
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Post by dncn4lyfe77 » Mon Dec 17, 2007 2:09 am

I need you to be here for me. I need you to care. To really care. To not pretend to care.

If you don't care, then just tell me and leave. Don't play this with me, I'm not strong enough to take it anymore.
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Post by Stripe » Mon Dec 17, 2007 2:09 pm

way to go making me feel shit and like a total failure
thanks for that
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Post by 5th section » Mon Dec 17, 2007 2:15 pm

Well who was right about last night after al that? and who let us down? not me this time.
ok, I had the last laugh and I'm not going to gloat. But I'm still getting out as soon as I can.
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Post by Bones And Patchwork » Mon Dec 17, 2007 6:32 pm

L - i wish i could have one more day with you before you metamorphised into the person i just can't help but deny excists. i'm sure there is a place in time where you're still here..if only in my head. i wish i could still find you there but you're fading...fading...fading...and i don't know you anymore.

S - they will pay for this, my darling. one day you'll be back where you belong.

M - thank you for giving me a true companion, a chance at life, and a change in me i thought never could come true.

J - thank you for ignoring, making me feel disgusting, and turning your back on me when i need you to understand. your feeble attempts to get me to think you imagin me as anything other than a body for your till makes me chuckle. and that's at you. not myself. thank you for making me finally see in the backstabbing culture of your trade...i'm nothing but already picked off prey for your vulture-istic ideals.

C - i absolutely adore you. and if i was homosexual i would marry you.

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Post by Beasty » Tue Dec 18, 2007 12:43 am

L, it kills me that we aren't friends anymore. It hurts even more that you don't care.


Oh, S? Make a move already.
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Post by Twinky » Tue Dec 18, 2007 1:27 am

YOU'RE A DUMB SCHOOL KID WHO NEEDS TO GROW UP YOU LITTLE IDIOT!

IF YOU WANT TO ATTACK US -ATTACK US, STOP BEING A COWARD AND HIDING BEHIND A SUBJECT YOU'RE NOT EVEN INTERESTED ABOUT

YOU ARE THE WORST KIND OF FAKE MORALIST I KNOW. YOU PRETEND TO BE OPEN MINDED BUT YOU'RE TOO SELF CENTRED AND COWARDLY TO OPEN YOU MIND FOR A SECOND!


AAAAARGH

SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP
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Post by Cellardoor » Tue Dec 18, 2007 1:39 am

i worried that you wont be mine.
and baby, i need you.
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It's time to live again,
And pull my dreams out of the sand.


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Post by Twinky » Tue Dec 18, 2007 1:58 am

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Tue Dec 18, 2007 2:51 am

you dork. I like you. But you can't know that till later.

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Post by ComfortablyNumb » Tue Dec 18, 2007 8:12 am

Why the fuck do you feel the need to lie to me?

And you, yeah don't think you are going to be left out of this. Since what happened between us happened, I have been wanting to hear you say what you told me last week, but why did you have to do it when you are in a relationship. I would be with you in a second still...

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Post by leemc77 » Tue Dec 18, 2007 3:37 pm

You know how I feel and you even said you had feelings....how can you say that you still like me more than a friend and go out with someone else. Stupid me, I can't get upset because I like you so much. UGH!

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Tue Dec 18, 2007 11:11 pm

i am too afraid to read the card you mailed me...

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