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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by shannon88 » Sun Dec 09, 2007 6:19 pm

im not lying i feel dizzy
and who draws a perfect circle anymore
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Post by cinnamon_spider » Mon Dec 10, 2007 5:07 am

You're such a fucking hypocrite. Sometimes I really can't stand anything you do. It hurts me that you are so inconsiderate of others. I hate that you never realize how much I try to help you and make you feel better.
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Post by red umbrellas » Mon Dec 10, 2007 11:54 am

that was the nicest thing anyone has said to me. in a long long long time.
it was original. and lovely.
but i worry it didn't mean anything
or that you still regret saying it.

i know you feel like you're not in the right place at the moment. and i respect that
but please, i need more hope to go on than this.
or let me do something
i can't keep on this way.
i can't.
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses
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Post by Chaocontrol6 » Mon Dec 10, 2007 1:34 pm

I DID love you Mum and Dad, I've told you I'm sorry for not telling the truth, I'm sorry for lying, and I'm sorry for not being your "boy" but you wont listen, and you wont get the message, so sorry, but find some other "shining example" if I'm not worth it, because, parents or not, you are simply not worth my time...
Just let time tell the story, and act accordingly. (Phrase by myself)
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Post by wilson » Mon Dec 10, 2007 1:50 pm

help?
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

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im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by shannon88 » Mon Dec 10, 2007 4:08 pm

you hurt me by never telling me who my dad is... im always wndering about it. and hurt. theres a whole half to my life that is missing. and only you have the power to fill it, and you wont and i hate you for that
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Mon Dec 10, 2007 8:41 pm

why are you so diffricult?
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Post by Eva » Mon Dec 10, 2007 11:39 pm

Why don't you love me? Is is really so hard?
I love you...I want you to love me. I'm not that bad. I hate my life. I'm hurting inside and outside. Can't you see and understand?
You make me feel so worthless...I could be dead to you. I know that you don't care.

Please, love me...
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Post by shannon88 » Tue Dec 11, 2007 5:36 am

wow your an asshole
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Post by Briony » Tue Dec 11, 2007 5:43 am

Now I understand how you can love and hate someone at the same time.
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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Tue Dec 11, 2007 12:18 pm

why aren't you speaking to me? you said i should reach out to you if things were bad, but I'm getting nothing back.
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
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'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood

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Post by shannon88 » Tue Dec 11, 2007 6:11 pm

grrr
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Post by nirvana » Tue Dec 11, 2007 6:16 pm

i'm so tired.
i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.

[safe since february 2005.]
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Post by ComfortablyNumb » Tue Dec 11, 2007 6:30 pm

I wish you would make up your fucking mind.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Tue Dec 11, 2007 9:18 pm

so i got that card... why? its the exact one i had for another place and both work! WTF!
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Tue Dec 11, 2007 9:36 pm

Is there anyway that you can get her to stop writing that, it just hurts and it's inappropriate.
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Post by troubles undone » Tue Dec 11, 2007 11:06 pm

fucking fuck fuck fucking shit.
why?
theres no need to be so fucking arsey about it.
i fucked up, im sorry.
let it drop now.
i dont know what im meant to do now.
i cant talk to anyone about this cos you're all *them*
im scum to you.
i dont want to go tomorrow.
i cant face them.
i cant.
i dont know what to do.
the guilt is tremendous.
im sorry, i didnt mean it, i didnt for you to read it.
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It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"

"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.
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Post by Callisto » Wed Dec 12, 2007 12:49 am

i still miss you sometimes.

mostly, i just miss having someone care about me so much and love me and tell me that.
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Post by nirvana » Wed Dec 12, 2007 4:04 am

you drive me nuts. i've never loved and hated the same person so much.

pay attention to me.
i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.

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Post by HakunaMatata » Wed Dec 12, 2007 3:28 pm

FOR FUCKS SAKE. You KNOW how bloody IMPORTANT this is. And what've you done? Let me down AGAIN. Why do I even bother with you? Are you going to explain your cock-up and apologise on my behalf why my bf won't be getting a Christmas present? I highly fucking doubt it, it'll be up to me, or to have to pay over the odds to get it in time. Make sure I get my money back tomorrow morning first thing else there'll be shit to pay.

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