I......I can't cry....

[DecemberLivy]

Its like that for me. When I get trigged or upset over something I try and cry but I just cant, its torture. There is only two things that makes me cry one is when my older brother hits me and frightens me, then i can really sob for hours not just about him but everything. But when I stop, thats it, no more. The other is movies or videos which have someting to do with family. for example, i saw batman begins today and in the begining his parents are shot and he is left alone and crying in the street. I cried silently in the cinema but no one noticed. I also cry alot when I watch the red nose day program to raise money for poor african families. When I see the children crying over the death of their parents because of aids.. i jsut start sobbing. anyway.. I understand what your saying completly.
love liv