Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

Demosthenes · Post by **Demosthenes** » Sat May 02, 2009 5:33 pm

I'm feeling like I can't make next week through without getting down with stress.

amyfairy · Post by **amyfairy** » Sat May 02, 2009 7:58 pm

I miss the sea so much. I can't stand being land-locked.

DuchessN · Post by **DuchessN** » Sun May 03, 2009 3:15 am

I feel like nobody wants me and I'm not worth anyone's attention. I feel like I'm not worth pursuing or having.

guest567 · Post by **guest567** » Sun May 03, 2009 11:37 pm

I'm sad you are going away and I had to hear about it through a group email even though you wrote three paragraphs just to me, I wish I had known straight away. I think I'm jealous of you and your ability to just decide to go, even though I know there is one thing that is unsure about it right now. I will reply to your message, just not yet.

RG · Post by RG » Mon May 04, 2009 7:00 pm

I am scared I am not going to make through this hell

Licentia Poetica · Post by **Licentia Poetica** » Mon May 04, 2009 8:06 pm

I worry that missing you will make me a kind of sad that seeing you again won't fix.

hedgepig · Post by **hedgepig** » Mon May 04, 2009 9:36 pm

I am lonely and small and scared, and frightened of my feelings.

zombiepeople · Post by **zombiepeople** » Tue May 05, 2009 3:44 am

I wish I could believe my little brother when he tells me that I don't look good because I'm underweight...but my eating disorder thoughts always get the better of me and i stick with old patterns of behaviour

guest567 · Post by **guest567** » Sat May 09, 2009 11:37 pm

I think I like you.

purplefroggydishwasher · Post by **purplefroggydishwasher** » Sun May 10, 2009 4:31 pm

Counseling has become an impossiblility. My head is so confused I don't know what was real and what was not. I know I'm not ok, far from it. But because I am functioning I am ignoring the obvious rather than even try and work things out. Its too hard and I won't do it anymore.

a7xcncangel · Post by **a7xcncangel** » Sun May 10, 2009 5:27 pm

I'm scared I'm not gonna get this stupid project done.
I'm scared I'm setting myself up for disaster...

RG · Post by RG » Mon May 11, 2009 3:28 am

Stupid to say, but I feel scared about getting better

DuchessN · Post by **DuchessN** » Mon May 11, 2009 7:54 pm

I lied. I do love you.

a7xcncangel · Post by **a7xcncangel** » Mon May 11, 2009 10:15 pm

I miss SIing

I want to hold someone's hand

Part of me still loves him even though he possibly SA'd me

I can't concentrate on homework

Part of me wants to do something really stupid so I can go IP and get away from all this

I feel like a failure

I'm not as happy as I look.

steady hands · Post by **steady hands** » Tue May 12, 2009 4:23 am

shit sucks so so bad right now.
I just don't know what to do anymore.

I wish I could cry.
I wish I could be over this.
I wish I could do something other than sit here and do nothing.

I feel so helpless.
I feel so worthless.
I feel so lost.

Licentia Poetica · Post by **Licentia Poetica** » Tue May 12, 2009 6:39 pm

hey, i'm not your girlfriend, you dont owe me anything.
and apparently that means you can tell me through my friends you dont want to see me anymore
and you can rub up against them on the dancefloor if you want to

just so you know,
you dont need to make me feel like shit
i ALREADY feel like shit.
i believe a) i am worthless and b) guys are fucking evil lying bastards
so really, you never hurt me
you just failed to change my opinion

oh but, I guess that wasnt your job as a casual lover.
god forbid that means you might wanna care.

guest567 · Post by **guest567** » Tue May 12, 2009 10:40 pm

I'm really scared and worried. Please be ok. Please.

amyfairy · Post by **amyfairy** » Wed May 13, 2009 9:59 am

i've put on some weight, a couple of pounds, but i think that's okay?

Licentia Poetica · Post by **Licentia Poetica** » Wed May 13, 2009 10:54 am

amyfairy wrote:i've put on some weight, a couple of pounds, but i think that's okay?

yup

amyfairy · Post by **amyfairy** » Wed May 13, 2009 10:26 pm

Licentia Poetica wrote:
amyfairy wrote:i've put on some weight, a couple of pounds, but i think that's okay?
yup

good. i'm trying to convince myself and it's somehow working.
i guess my secret is that i skipped a period which never happens so it's good i'm gaining the weight a lost. i must look healthier. okay, trying to be okay with this!

bus

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