Candys Coping Thread
Candy's Coping Thread
I am getting ready to go to bed,cause I am getting tired. My boy-friend just left to go home and I am watching t.v. I have bad cramps tonight,so I will take something for it. It is hard to get into the Christmas spirit when I have to move,but I am trying very hard. I just can keep in mind that I can make new positive memories in my new apartment,cause I was abused by a old boy-friend in this apartment,my boy-friend knows about it,so I just have to remember that.I will be just fine. I am going to enjoy myself tomorrow. I will be back on the bus sometime tomorrow.taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing alright. I slept in this morning,cause I was so tired. I am going to do positive things for myself today,and keep busy. It is really snowing outside. NO SI last night,and that is great. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I had to make coffee this morning just to wake me up. I will be just fine. I will be back on the bus later.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing alright. I slept most of the day,cause I was soo tired out and I just wanted to sleep. I already had dinner and did the dishes. I am relaxing till my boy-friend gets here. We might go out later on to visit a friend,not sure yet. I have not done any SI so far and that is great. I will be just fine. I think the stress of everything is getting to me and that is why I slept so much. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be back on the bus sometime later. taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing alright. My boy-friend is here and we are watching t.v.,and then we are going out for awhile to visit. I have not written in my journal tonight,but I will be tomorrow. I have been so tired today,did not feel like doing anything. One of those days. I am feeling pretty good. NO SI so far. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I have been using my coping skills and it has helped me alot. I will be back on the bus later on sometime. taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great time visiting my friends. My boy-friend and I are going to take it easy and watch t.v. I did not do any SI tonight and that is great. I am going to keep myself busy tomorrow doing positive things for myself. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I am going to be just fine. I will be back on the bus later. taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great evening. My boy-friend just left to go home and get some sleep. I will be going to bed real soon myself,getting tired. I did not do any SI tonight and that is great. I am just watching t.v. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be just fine. I will write in my journal tomorrow and do positive things for myself. I will be back on the bus sometime tomorrow. taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing alright. I had a great night sleep. NO SI either,that is great. My parents will be here to take everything down,it will take a hour. I am going to relax and take it easy. I will be doing positive things for myself later on. It is soo nasty outside that I will probably stay home. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing.It is getting hard on my now,cause of the moving and getting soo close till Christmas,but I am hanging in there. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be just fine. I will be back on the bus later.taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I have been busy all day. My parents were here and we were packing alot of my stuff,it has been a busy day for me. I did not even write in my journal today,but I will have more time tomorrow. I did not do any SI tonight and that is great. I am watching t.v.,with my boy-friend and just relaxing.We might go over and visit some friends tonight. I am feeling pretty good. I am just tired out tonight. NO SI so far and that is great. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing.I will be back on the bus later. taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a busy day today,with all of the packing and everything else,I did not have much time for myself to do anything that I want. I am doing alright. My boy-friend went home to get some sleep,and I will be going to bed real soon. I plan on doing things for myself that are positive. I did not do any SI tonight and that is great. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be just fine. I will be back on the bus sometime tomorrow. taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
It has been one of those days for me. I just can not relax and take it easy,that I why I came on the bus.
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My power was turn off,cause they had work to do on it,and it got soo cold. It finally came on now,so I can get warm. It is so hard to get in the Christmas spirit to enjoy anything for the hoildays,but I am trying.I have not been able to write in my journal,cause there has been so much going on right now,that I can not relax to write in it. I feel bad about it,but when I try to write I just can not relax. I hope when I get move and settled that I will be able to relax and write. I feel bad though. NO SI so far and that is great. I am going to try to relax and lay down for awhile. My boy-friend will be over later and I need to get out for awhile. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be just fine. I will be back on later.taking care of myself
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My power was turn off,cause they had work to do on it,and it got soo cold. It finally came on now,so I can get warm. It is so hard to get in the Christmas spirit to enjoy anything for the hoildays,but I am trying.I have not been able to write in my journal,cause there has been so much going on right now,that I can not relax to write in it. I feel bad about it,but when I try to write I just can not relax. I hope when I get move and settled that I will be able to relax and write. I feel bad though. NO SI so far and that is great. I am going to try to relax and lay down for awhile. My boy-friend will be over later and I need to get out for awhile. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be just fine. I will be back on later.taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am feeling somewhat better than I did earlier. I took a nap for awhile and then I had dinner. I still did not write in my journal,cause there has been so many things on my mind,that I can not stay focus right now. NO SI so far and that is great. My boy-friend will be over later and we are going out for awhile. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be just fine. I am just watching t.v.,and relaxing. I will be back on the bus later.taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great evening with my boy-friend,we just watch t.v.,and relax. He went home to get some sleep and I will be going to bed soon. I did not do any SI tonight and that is great. I did not write in my journal tonight,but I am doing good though. I have day treatment program in the morning and that is why I have to get up early. I am feeling alright and doing pretty good. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be just fine. I am going to have a nice day tomorrow. I will be back on the bus sometime tomorrow after program. taking care of myself.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a good day at program today,and a good talk with my therapist. I came home and my nurse came over and did my medication. I took a nap and my boy-friend is here. We are watching t.v.,and relaxing. I still did not write in my journal yet,and my therapist wants me to,cause of the stress that I could get under from the moving and she does not want me to slip with SI. I understand what she is saying,I just can not get myself back into in. I need to push myself more. I am hanging in there and feeling pretty good. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. NO SI so far. I will be just fine. I will be back on the bus later.taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing alright. My boy-friend and I went out for awhile to visit some friends. He came back here to watch t.v. for awhile. He just left to go home and get some sleep. I will be going to bed real soon. I have day treatment program tomorrow,and I am looking forward to it. I did not get a chance to write in my journal tonight,but I made a promise to myself that I will write in it tomorrow after program. I did not do any SI tonight and that is great. I am feeling pretty good. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I am hanging in there,with all of this moving. I will be packing more stuff this weekend with my parents and my boy-friend. I am going to go to bed real soon getting tired. I will be back on the bus sometime tomorrow after program. taking care of myself.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
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I had a great day at program today. We are packing more stuff and it gets soo stressful sometimes. I am doing alright and my boy-friend is here and we are watching t.v. I am going on a train ride this Sat with my friend,and it will give me a chance to get away from everything. I still did not write in my journal so far,cause I have been busy and I can not get the time to write in it,with all of this moving. I will be just fine. I really want to write in it,but my thoughts are racing that I can not conceration. I need to tell me therapist about it. NO SI so far,that is great. I am going to relax and watch t .v. I will be back on later. taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a good evening tonight. My boy-friend and I just watch t.v.,and relax. I did not get a chance to write in my journal today,cause when I got home from program,my parents were here and I was helping them pack,and then I took a nap,till my boy-friend got here. I did not do any SI tonight and that is great. I have day treatment program tomorrow and I am looking forward to going in. Then I will be off till next Tuesday. I just wanted to let eveyone know how I am doing. My boy-friend just left to go home and get some sleep,and I will be doing the samething. I am feeling pretty good. I will just fine. I will be back on the bus sometime tomorrow after program. taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing great. I had a great day at program and I had a good talk withmy therapist,she helped me alot. I wrote in my journal and it helped me alot. I made a promise with my therapist to write in it everyday. I have not done any SI so far,and there are times that the urges get so strong,but I keep fighting it. My boy-friend will be over later and we might go out for awhile. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be going away Sat.,with a friend of mine on a train ride,and I am going to enjoy myself. I will be just fine. I will be back on the bus later. taking care of myself.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am just watching t.v.,with my boy-friend and relaxing. I have been feeling pretty good and my moods are stable. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I have not done any SI so far,and I keep fighting the urges all the time,but I am doing just fine. I am going to have a great day tomorrow and enjoy my day off. I will be back on the bus before I go to bed. taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing alright. I had a great evening with my boy-friend,we just watch t.v.,and took it easy. He just left to go home and get some sleep. I will be going to bed real soon. I did not do any SI tonight and that is great. I am going to keep myself busy tomorrow by doing positive things for myself. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be just fine. We have done alot of packing so far,and we have more to do this weekend. It is hard to believe that Dec. 18th will be here soon,and then Christmas,but I am taking it one day at a time. I just need to focus on the here and now,right now. I will be back on the bus sometime tomorrow. taking care of myself.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
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