Secrets Thread - Read first post!

[Stormy Llwellyn]

I wear long sleeves at work so my coworkers won't see the scars and I am ashamed of myself for that

[xPeggiePatchx]

I don't know what love is.
All I know is that I've never felt anything stronger than what I feel for you.

The only reason I call it infatuation is becuase I doubt you feel the same way.
And unrequited love would suck.

[capricorn]

I am getting sick of my group of friends. I just really am.

[Stawberry_Lollipops]

Fuck...I'm falling apart at the seams. I don't think I can keep going much longer. I don't think I'm stronger enough to fight this anymore. The cracks are getting bigger and bigger everday and I think, this may be the end of the road for me. I can't see anyway out. Fuck.

[capricorn]

To the best of my knowledge, my ex only SHd once.
She cut my name into her arm.
I just remembered seeing it.
I didn't know what the fuck to do. How I was meant to cope with knowing she did that.
I still don't.

[Peege]

I always thought that losing you would be the worst thing that could happen to me. Now I realise that it's actually losing my trust in you...

[Isis]

i know why you're in a bad mood, and you don't know but it's my fault.i hope you'll get better soon

[DuchessN]

Sometimes, I just really hope things end badly for you . . . because you've acted so stupidly.

[breathing]

I really don't know what I want to major in. I love my current major but I'm not sure if I really want this one, or the one I've wanted since I was younger. Every time I look at the beautiful skies, I want to change my major. But I'm just not certain.

I hope I die before I really have to make a decision. It's too difficult and I feel like I can't do it on my own, even though I eventually have to.

[Stefani140]

I really resent you for being the one person I should be able to tell everything and I can't, because you freak out and make me feel like a fool when I do.

[xPeggiePatchx]

When you were sitting so close to me for those few minutes you asked me, 'Too close for comfort?'
It wasn't.

I resent you for making every guy you meet fall for you.
And I resent myself for being like those guys.

[Nazgul]

I just wanted you to hold my hand, hold my arm, touch me. I would have been okay. I wouldn't have needed to be tranquilized.

[everylittlething]

I want to come clean to someone about every last thing that's wrong with me, that I've screwed up, for which I feel I need forgiveness. But I can't bring myself to trust anyone with all of my secrets and sorrow, not only because I'm terrified they'll hate me, but because I don't think I deserve forgiveness. I'm living in my own personal hell and no one knows it.

[Leaf]

When I asked you last week why you didn't put distance between us after I told you I was in love with you, you answered by saying: "If I felt our closeness really hurted you, I would have."

I felt like laughing and crying at the same time. I never told you I SI'd for the first time in years after you rejected me last year.

[namaste]

I wish there was a way out.

[DuchessN]

I sometimes think that I'm not even worth falling in love with nd that it will never happen for me.

[stripysocks4christ]

*ED*



i hate myself because you can make yourself be sick and i cant do it properly. i hate it that your parents let you get away with so many things that my parents would flip out about... your so lucky, im almost jelous.

[helpinghayley]

this is quite an awesome idea...

*SI*

i cheated on you while you were away. with more than one guy. and i'm so sorry
i'm sorry that i put so much pressure on you, i won't do it any more

[Licentia Poetica]

Sometimes when I'm in pain, I almost wish there was something more serious wrong with me. My somewhat "non-existent" pain diagnosis is so bloody frustrating.

[Kltat]

I am going to convince you and everyone else that I don't love you anymore. Even if it is going to break my heart.